I agree with everything you said from my experience. I feel a woman can Indirectly make moves but not directly. But then maybe I was focusing on wrong men as well.

Endless
Search for true love
Becoming difficult
But still will not give up on search
Hopeful

Christmas disaster
From June now its December
Waiting is hard

June wedding cancelled
Misunderstanding is cause
Patience running low

Beautiful thoughts but if you keep doing that, the other person will start taking you for granted and start taking advantage of you. Balance is important... knowing how much to give and when to stop

In my experience, whenever I suggest not to be exclusive in dating (in the very early stages/online/long distance) and keep options open to Both persons involved in dating, its not welcomed. So we discuss and I get exclusive with the guy and later on find out that the guy I was dating, was keeping options but didn't want me to do the same. Lol

Don't know if I shouldn't have been honest or was I wrong somewhere but atm taking a break from dating.

Nice thoughts

Thank you. Have always been writing but with long breaks. Last time I wrote was 6 years back. Started writing again from July this year and posting here on forum.

Thanks and as for the question, I think yes. For example now if I am in a situation where I can feel suspicious, I look at the whole situation and try to find facts. I don't overlook the situation but I don't get jealous straight away. Maybe I am more calm now but still no blind trust in anyone.

Thank you and you are right. I was feeling hopeful when I wrote this. Must be the Christmas season

Thank you

Should I make a wish,
Upon on a falling star,
Or ask for a gift,
As Christmas is near,

Should I take a risk,
And ask for you,
As my wish, As my gift,
Coz I hold you so dear,

Should I light a candle,
Let it burn bright,
Be positive,
Our misunderstandings,
Will all clear,

Should I honestly tell you,
How I feel about you,
Or let you go,
This is my only fear,

Its months now,
Yet you still on my mind,
You the only reason I am waiting,
The only reason I am still here..

Nice topic

I have always had trust issues (with good reasons and have always been proved right unfortunately) so I used to get both jealous and overact when I was young.

Now its less jealously and more overreaction for me coz I feel my trust gets broken. I do have an issue with someone currently but I can't bring it up with him coz I don't like drama.Without clearing the air nothing can happen between us and I know if I message him, its going to start drama.

I guess overreaction basically means for me that I am too emotional and yet I feel its better to say what I feel instead of keeping quiet and letting the situation get worse over time.

As for the situation you mentioned, five years back I saw a message on my now ex bf's phone.. tried to think it was innocent when I smelled a rat..after two months turned out it was a rat lol...so now no more blind trust in anyone!!

Squealing with delight
Leaves are turning green again
Long wait is over

When passions burn bright
Two hearts will merge forever
Happiness brings rain

Tempers short and frayed
All eyes look up to the sky
Restless souls waiting

A new star is formed,
Lovers are reuniting,
Tulips will now bloom

His grip now tightens,
An unspoken fear unfolds,
The nite is endless

Thank you

Thank you