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Thu 04/08/10 01:20 AM

Sea Of Love

Do you remember when we met
That's the day I knew you were my pet
I want to tell you how much I love you

Come with me , my love
To the sea , the sea of love
I want to tell you just how much I love you

Come with me , to the sea ... of love

Do you remember when we met
Oh that's the day I knew you were my pet
I want to tell you oh how much I love you


Come with me , to the sea ... of love

Come with me , my love
To the sea , the sea of love
I want to tell you just how much I love you

I want to tell you just oh how much I love you



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Thu 04/08/10 12:58 AM
Edited by zanne46 on Thu 04/08/10 01:06 AM

Life,,,its filled with strife,,people seem very nice,

then stab ya with a knife...

Everyday hassles from my job to family acting like asssholes?

Worried about my job, my bills, and my son going back into this War.

OH my DEAR LORD, please help me, I just can't do THIS ANYMORE.

With everything coming at me, no-one to turn to, no where to hide.

I can't keep my head above water, it's like nobody's on my side.

Nobody understands. Having a son in the War, and no one to confide.

With all of this on me. I still show compassion for everyone I can.

With some money, or just an ear, all of this wasn't my plan.

When I'm in need, no one cares, no ones there, I just simply bleed

I'm not asking you to help me,just wishing you could understood me

I'm a wreck, I'm at a loss, heads or tails? make another toss.







This ones for YOU,,,my dear sweet friend....:heart: :wink:


aww....funny thing..besides u...in my world..everyone was there for me when Brett enlisted..when the day came for him to leave for Bootcamp..they all thought I was going to freak and fall...as it turned out....when I went running acrss the yard..some ran for me,some were confused,others just couldn't react....as it turned out..I was running to my devistated younger son..who broke down about his brother leaving...17 months apart..they ae best friends.

Brad...had to be carried to bed...then I took care of him....

I'm going to kick his *** if he leaves for the marines in 2 yrs..lol

My point was suppose to be...the important part...ppl were there then..but when Brett was in Iraq....they disappeared...when I needed my friends, etc, the most.....

Now here again..soon Afghanistan.....but as u know..I am...in a better place..yet I am afraid of falling back in that fearful dark place...

But I have YOU...and YOU SING TO ME...ALWAYS.....:heart: smooched :banana: :heart: :heart: :heart: smooched smooched flowers flowers flowers

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Thu 04/08/10 12:49 AM


when my burnt hand is going to heal..

and what am I going to do about a car to get to work.....

frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated
:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:


flowerforyou Sorry,,,Your in my Prayers...:heart:


1 thing I can suggest...."stay away from the elderly, while cooking"...lol

I'm thinking about.....SLEEP..night sugar

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Thu 04/08/10 12:23 AM
absolutely......shouldn't everyone????

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Thu 04/08/10 12:14 AM

That is absolutely beautiful. The woman of your dreams is going to be one lucky lady.


totally agree..

very beautiful .....

this man has a real heart....

finally....and love with the right person will come to you....bedlum

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Thu 04/08/10 12:10 AM

The military is under paid..for putting their live at risk....to serve our country.....

:angry: mad grumble explode frustrated ill surprised ????


and I have much more to say as a marine mom.....not getting into at the moment......

:angry: mad grumble frustrated :angry:

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Thu 04/08/10 12:01 AM


Within the silents of my peaceful mind.

Past sorrows reach out, mixing, entwined.

Trying so desperately not to think, how life could be.

If GOD had not taken you away from me.

Nights waking in a chilled cold sweat.

Dreaming of you, still loving you, my heart so weighted with regret.

Sometimes when alone and crying, I picture you wiping away my tears.

Then other times, alone watching a scary movie on TV.

I picture you making me laugh, just to take away my fears.

While in bed, I will ruffle my pillow, finding its fluffy best.

Then my mind pictures us, me laying my head upon your chest.

Time keeps passing, yet my memories are ever-lasting.

Sometimes I feel you here with-me, your presence, your eyes on me.

I glance around, thinking, yet knowing. Its you, yet never to see.

Everything has its reason, we all conceive to believe it fate.

I have talked with some friends. They all say, they can relate.

I know I have moved on, I know you are gone.

Yet I can't seem to stop these pictures, from popping into my life.

I regret that I never had the pleasure of being called, your wife.





Written for a very good friend....:heart: :heart:












last sentence is intence......

u must be in love with some one...

nice....


oops..miss read last sentence....

thanks for explaining..lmao....thats what happens when u have a bad day...

love u my dear friend....xoxoxoxo

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Wed 04/07/10 10:28 PM

My brains fried!!!


some days suck...it's life....those that don't have issues...or bad days...are full of ****....

to you Tessa....my :heart: for u....

flowers flowers flowers

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Wed 04/07/10 10:24 PM

Within the silents of my peaceful mind.

Past sorrows reach out, mixing, entwined.

Trying so desperately not to think, how life could be.

If GOD had not taken you away from me.

Nights waking in a chilled cold sweat.

Dreaming of you, still loving you, my heart so weighted with regret.

Sometimes when alone and crying, I picture you wiping away my tears.

Then other times, alone watching a scary movie on TV.

I picture you making me laugh, just to take away my fears.

While in bed, I will ruffle my pillow, finding its fluffy best.

Then my mind pictures us, me laying my head upon your chest.

Time keeps passing, yet my memories are ever-lasting.

Sometimes I feel you here with-me, your presence, your eyes on me.

I glance around, thinking, yet knowing. Its you, yet never to see.

Everything has its reason, we all conceive to believe it fate.

I have talked with some friends. They all say, they can relate.

I know I have moved on, I know you are gone.

Yet I can't seem to stop these pictures, from popping into my life.

I regret that I never had the pleasure of being called, your wife.





Written for a very good friend....:heart: :heart:












last sentence is intence......

u must be in love with some one...

nice....

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Wed 04/07/10 10:18 PM

tired of thinking....................


me to.....

by the way..I was just playing with u a few days ago....what ever came to thought shot out the mouth....humor..thats me....in person and when u know me I'm happy and funny....I love comming out with crazy stuff..even confusing things..makes ppl wonder..what ???

flowers flowers flowers

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Wed 04/07/10 10:13 PM

CALL ME!!!!


I can't talk right now....the piece of crap car died....and I have no way to get a car....do I need to explain any more..? U know the whole situation.....

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Wed 04/07/10 10:07 PM
I'll wipe ur ***..for help.....the crap just doesn't stop...

and it's real..not DRAMA....

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Wed 04/07/10 10:04 PM



my legs hurt.


my hand hurts..

my heart hurts....

Zanne :heart: :heart: :heart: flowers flowers flowers flowers


I hate coming here in a bad way....but I don't cry and show my hurt in front of my family....I hide....they don't understand any way..and my mom...her mind is pretty shot from a head injury...and my brother....not even going to bother going there......

I don't want to talk on the phone...

so I come here....

Thank you jLove....flowers flowers :heart: :heart: xoxo

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Wed 04/07/10 09:58 PM

Want a hug?:smile:


I need a hug....tears

thank u flowers

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Wed 04/07/10 09:55 PM
The military is under paid..for putting their live at risk....to serve our country.....

:angry: mad grumble explode frustrated ill surprised ????

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Wed 04/07/10 09:50 PM

my legs hurt.


my hand hurts..

my heart hurts....

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Wed 04/07/10 09:49 PM
when my burnt hand is going to heal..

and what am I going to do about a car to get to work.....

frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated frustrated

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Wed 04/07/10 09:34 PM
Edited by zanne46 on Wed 04/07/10 09:38 PM
happy for days...

horribly misserable....right now....frustrated frustrated tears tears

:angry: grumble frown explode

except i had my hair done different yesterday..only thing I'm happy about...sad when u r only happy about ur hair....tears frustrated

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Mon 04/05/10 09:53 PM

I've been picking on manO for a long time now...I don't believe he'd know how to act if I wasn't jerking his chain...*wink*


how true..

he's great..wonderful man....

go get em.....lmao

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Mon 04/05/10 09:44 PM
PC messed up....sorry....