Life,,,its filled with strife,,people seem very nice,

then stab ya with a knife...

Everyday hassles from my job to family acting like asssholes?

Worried about my job, my bills, and my son going back into this War.

OH my DEAR LORD, please help me, I just can't do THIS ANYMORE.

With everything coming at me, no-one to turn to, no where to hide.

I can't keep my head above water, it's like nobody's on my side.

Nobody understands. Having a son in the War, and no one to confide.

With all of this on me. I still show compassion for everyone I can.

With some money, or just an ear, all of this wasn't my plan.

When I'm in need, no one cares, no ones there, I just simply bleed

I'm not asking you to help me,just wishing you could understood me

I'm a wreck, I'm at a loss, heads or tails? make another toss.







This ones for YOU,,,my dear sweet friend....

aww....funny thing..besides u...in my world..everyone was there for me when Brett enlisted..when the day came for him to leave for Bootcamp..they all thought I was going to freak and fall...as it turned out....when I went running acrss the yard..some ran for me,some were confused,others just couldn't react....as it turned out..I was running to my devistated younger son..who broke down about his brother leaving...17 months apart..they ae best friends.

Brad...had to be carried to bed...then I took care of him....

I'm going to kick his *** if he leaves for the marines in 2 yrs..lol

My point was suppose to be...the important part...ppl were there then..but when Brett was in Iraq....they disappeared...when I needed my friends, etc, the most.....

Now here again..soon Afghanistan.....but as u know..I am...in a better place..yet I am afraid of falling back in that fearful dark place...

But I have YOU...and YOU SING TO ME...ALWAYS.....