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(((madam))) How are you? From what I am reading more and more of the bricks are coming down. Good for you.
Still waiting in the deep end with the water wings. |
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(((madam))) How are you? From what I am reading more and more of the bricks are coming down. Good for you. Still waiting in the deep end with the water wings. (((((mtn))))) im good babe, you? i am taking the bricks down one at a time. im still wondering why my doubts are there. i know what i am feeling is real, but why do i doubt it when he says what he is feeling? its rediculous i know, i have stopped pushing him away and im being more receptive to things. im still having that little buzz of doubt in the back of my mind....but im getting better. keep those water wings handy hehehe |
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(((madam))) How are you? From what I am reading more and more of the bricks are coming down. Good for you. Still waiting in the deep end with the water wings. (((((mtn))))) im good babe, you? i am taking the bricks down one at a time. im still wondering why my doubts are there. i know what i am feeling is real, but why do i doubt it when he says what he is feeling? its rediculous i know, i have stopped pushing him away and im being more receptive to things. im still having that little buzz of doubt in the back of my mind....but im getting better. keep those water wings handy hehehe I think we all go through those little buzzes in the back of our heads. I know I do. But I look at this way, who is in control, the buzz or myself. Now I do fail at letting the buzz get the best, I think we all are, but I choose to live my life most of the time one day at a time. The tomorrow is not written, yesterday can not be changed, and today is just special for each of us, that is why it is called the "present". Waiting with water wings warmed up. |
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