I am walking aimlessly searching for thee
With my wounded heart and unanswered plea
Tally the count of some exchanged e-mails
While loneliness reigns and hope prevails
Just ones additional day of erosion still
As my tears splash paint on the windowsill
Spider web fractures lies across my heart
Sadistically coursed and etched dot to dot
Feeding off sorrow with such dreadful glee
Begging for my submission upon bended knee
Spreads like cancer 1 centimeter each day
So victorious always many sad men will say
Have I provoked my failure by way of a pen
Or just pitiful hope that I may live again
Terrible a notion or have I sealed my fate
My worthiness slipping from a solemn state
Offered words served by the minuscule time
An after taste left of such bitter-ed lime
Word game of tennis as the clock tick-tock
I return to slumber under my faithful rock
Once more vanished & another day grown old
No shared body warmth and my body so cold
You seek Prince Charming well that I'm not
You're no Princess either or nearly as hot
Then heartless game players need not apply
Such mindless trickery just makes me sigh
Faithfully it is my soul mate whom I seek
While you search & plunder the sad & weak
Until I find my Goddess so I shall remain
A few less fractures with a minimized pain

Sadly written by Cybear 7/17/07

A bear of a man
with a heart that shines.
Patience and faith,
bring to thee
the love of all times.

Bear the wait my friend!

Cybear - she's out there, it just takes time to find the right person to share your heart with, the one worthy of you. Waiting is hard and lonely, a lot of us are feeling the same feelings that you so eloquently put down on paper. Beautifully written.

(((Cybear))))) Sweetie She is out,,, I know its hard and at times it seems we are on a none ending road,,, Just stay true to your heart and she will find you,,, Again most Awesome display of your Soul and heart,, Hugs Sweetie,,

(((CyBear))) You have shared your heart and soul.I've read this a billion times tonight.It makes me so sad.But you have brought me to a place,I did not think possible.Where I can express my heart and soul,so here goes.I want the world to no,and I'll shout it from the rooftops..I, Pam have more then friendship feelings for this man he means the world to me.

A TRUTH IS THE ONLY WINNER ULTIMATELY, THE REST IS HISTORY CYBEAR

WOW just WOW shsssssssssssssssssh if only I could be so lucky to have someone just come out and say that sweet. Darn Cybear I want to know what kind of cologna ya were what kind of ink you use just what the heck are you doing to all of these women. Shhhhhhhhhhhh ya have them flock to you WOW ((((((Cybear)))))) I'm doning good to get one to say hi more than just a few times. Okay I want it now the magic potion I know ya got it somewhere lol Just too sweet. Humm was gonna say heck I wrote a sad one then you write a sad one but never mind ya should be smilling now lol

(((((((((((CYBEAR))))))))))))))somewhere someone is waiting for you........your paths may have crossed without knowing it yet........take the time, listen to who you are........a man who is caring, sensitive, intelligent...a man who has a lot to offer a woman......its just a matter of mixing the two together and finding that special blend........she is out there, just as lonely as you, as the rest of us.......wishing that somehow someway the wait would end......by finding each other.....until then enjoy the embraces of your friends.......and when the time is right.......the blend will appear, and the loneliness will be gone......for you.
((((((CYBEAR))))))))))((((((((SNUGGLES)))))))Hugs to each other friends for ever

(((((((((Cybear)))))))

You have done it again..Just when I think your words can't get any better....You go and do it again...Very nicesly expressed....

Teddy Bear Hugs to you....

Please forgive me;D~K~O~W,Marie,LaMoM,Frank,TxsGal,S~B~F and SandyLou for my lack of response on this Poem for I am physically & emotionally drained @ the moment.I assisted my oldest Daughter Jesssica with moving into the wee hrs.I then picked up 3 1/2 hrs.shut-eye at best.A shower with 1 eye open,then the p.c. for an e-mail to Pam only 2 find out I missed her & she deactivated.The great news people is I've made re-contact with her,Praise God!but we have not spoken of her return as of yet.I will use my bearific charm however to accomplish this for she is a very beautiful lady inside & out.We would all love 2 keep her,so bear with me and I'll work on that.As far as anything else goes out of respect for her privacy I can not go beyond that K.I luv U all bearifically & I thank Sweet Jesus that I have you all in my life.U are my family in every sense of the word,& I shall speak of this bond with Pam also so she may sse what a fantastic place JSH really is,for it is the very hearts & souls that make this place so great.Amen!(((((((((((bear~hugs))))))))))))I wuv U all bearifically.{X+O}
Godspeed!Cybear;=)Your Bearific Friend Forever.

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SAME TO YOU BACK CYBEAR