Thank you

I gues morals and values still exsist :)

lol ive dated mothers before and im okay with that but flings? while they have someone.

i dont mess with that u know? lol

Its complicated when the person you date is complicated. I don't deal with complicated women anymore theyre drama whores.

the blow up everything so its a big scene.

why is everyone so fake these days?
why cant people be honest and say "hi im jill and i cry at chick flicks and i play with my hair when im nervous"?

well not like that directly but just be real about what you want.

life and relationships dont have to be complicated, people make them that way.

lol i rememeber when internet dating wasnt so complicated

The day you cried was when everything was said.

When everything kept in the dark was flooded over by a beaming light,

That set everything free.

Your silenced words escaped through the lips of others.

You hidden intentions were being thrown in my face.

Your deepest fears came alive.

For once your black heart showed emotion,

But it was too late

The ice behind your eyes finally melted away,

Unleashing the tears you tried so hard to fight against

The echo of your apology replayed over and over again.

I stood there motionless, speechless, and cold.

For the first time ever you thought I didnt care;

But that wasnt the truth,

The truth was I was dead,

I died the moment I found out who you really were.

A lifeless body standing in your presence

I held on to my pride and didnt say a word

I let you speak and say what you had to say

Even though it had no meaning whatsoever

Inside in my own little world I destroyed you

And every memory we once shared

I ripped off my lips that once touched yours

I tore off every piece of skin that you once touched

I shattered my own heart trying to erase the love I once felt

I beat myself thousands of times until I only felt the numbness within me.

I did everything to erase you

The day I destroyed what was left of you,

Was the day I also destroyed myself.

..And everything that ever meant something.

So when I joined this site I was looking forward to meeting people, mostly girls.

Well I didn't realize that I would have married women hittin' me up wanting to hang out with their husbands being okay with it.

first off I respect and value the meaning of a marriage. I might be a lesbian, but I'm pretty old fashioned in that sense.
second off if you are trying to find a sideline chick for you or you and your husband maybe you guys should seek therapy because neither one of you are satisfied.

Its true if you were happy with your sex life you wouldnt try to bring someone else in the mix, i just think its weird.

The biggest point i see is these women have children, what kind of mothers are they?

I dont mind making friends on here, but i also dont appreciate moms hittin' me up wanting to have a good time when they have a toddler at home and a husband or boyfriend working while theyre trying to have their cake and eat it too.

I'm a very open minded person and sexual, but i just think that once you have a kid you have to grow up, you're a parent before anything.

I'm all about lyrics that's why I think that Jack's Mannequin, Secondhand Serenade, Something Corporate, Atreyu, and Mayday Parade are all amazing artist.

Songs to check by these artist:
Swim- JM
The Resolution- JM
The Mixed Tape- JM
Dark Blue- JM
La La Lie- JM
Kill the Messenger-JM
Last Time- Secondhand
fall for you- secondhand
like a knife- secondhand
suppose-secondhand
konstantine-soco
ruthless- soco
you're gone- soco
punk rock princess (acoustic)- soco
this flesh a tomb- atreyu
when two are one-atreyu
a vmpires lament- atreyu
love is illness- atreyu
my fork in the road- atreyu
the crimson- atreyu
jersey- mayday parade
you be the anchor..-mayday
i'd hate to be you..-mayday


but most of all these bands music is amazing. too many songs to name