lol thanks

but does that mean im mommy candy?

THank you I'm glad you liked it

Thanks :)

do you write?

I understand Labels are a necessity, but to sink low and insult someone because of who they are is pretty pathetic.

I'll admit, I'm racist towards the stereotype of any ethnicity.. thats it.

if u r a statistic, chances are i probably dont have respect for you.

lol it was great! she never said anythin to me again.

yeah people talk out of their behinds too often.

when i went to school at NDC i was the only hispanic i heard one of my teammates make a joke about my ethnicity i didnt say anything but at practice i gave her a nose bleed with a soccer ball. :-D

well see i had blocked her from contacting me and i gave her my info to take herself off my blocked list and for some reason she gave me her info and thats how i found out everything.

she lied from day 1.

she is never gon hit this! *snaps fingers like ghetto girl* lol

It's such a sad thing i had an uncle who was an addict.. we saw him go crazy... it was horrible. i didnt like the guy but it breaks your heart....

NO WAY!! I think I played against Oberlin College when i went to school in ohio. I went to Notre Dame College in South Euclid Ohio.


I love the people in Ohio i want to move back.

the only reason i succeed in my job is because customers and other companies management think im white.

lol..hmm pain or numbness..

ill stick with pain..

thanks tho..

plus id b the biggest queer so it wouldnt work out.

i have nothing but respect for women but i cant deal with homophobia.

i already have to deal with racism in stupid riverside and the inland empire.

los angeles can be ghetto but at least people aren't as judgemental as they are here

haha I know!! and im not looking forward to it.

i wonder if this whole caring thing will ever go away.

I don't give money I give advice. I was a mentor in high school and even recently ive gone to schools ive attended and talked to students about things their parents wished they were aware of but fear to touch the subject.

sometimes being a caring person can screw you over so bad tho.


sometimes i dont feel like i just turned 21 lol

I sit here listening to a song I swore would help me get over you

Way before we ever broke up.

And to be honest I don't need this song

I feel nothing for you,

Every emotion has died.

I want to erase you out of my life entirely

I don't want revenge or payback

I don't wish you the worst

I know not too trust people easily

And that isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Now I have my guard up

To be honest pouring my heart out entirely was the stupidest thing.

Now I know that.

Now I know giving yourself completely to a person

Is the most foolish thing anyone can do.

I write you these words, words that you will never read

I will never see you again and I am fine with that.

I thought without you I was nothing,

Now I realize you were the one thing that made me into nothing

The one thing that held me back from every dream I had

Now that you're gone….

I feel alive.

Now that you're gone…

I feel that I've passed every obstacle standing in the way of me and my goals.

You never helped me out all you did was keep me down.

I was your joy while you were my depression

I was your bliss while you were my pain

I was your toy while you were my love

I can't hate you because you actually did me a favor

Every time I wanted to let go something held me back

And I guess it was the fact that I felt pity for you

I felt that if I stayed with you,

That I could help you make something of yourself

You have made it clear you just want to waste your time and mine.

The feeling is gone,

Our relationship is over

And many things are better left unsaid

Thank you :) that means a lot.
I'm sorry about your husband.


Writers block can be terrible.
but when you can write theres nothing like it

Ill def get some!

I feel bad because im compassionate, its in my nature.
but with drugs my compassion diminishes pretty quickly because it is a choice, people are weaker than others.
human beings are complicated.
drugs can break homes,sometimes people believe that they wont b a junkie or a statistic, but what they dont know is by repeating that, they just joined the group.

lol i should carry pepper spray

This poem i wrote when me and my ex were going through a hard time and i refused to give up.

6 years down the drain. I miss her sometimes.

Ive been writing since i was 12 :)

I feel bad but then again it is their choice.
addiction is very hard to break.
but drugs are somethign in general you should not be ****ing with

lol def not thinking with anything else, i just thought shed never been on a date before.

never slept with her and she swears shell have me in bed..even to this day..


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