lol shes not an addict she just lives in meth capitol USA lol.

she is a great liar and manipulator.

it was stupid for her to give me her log in stuff on myspace tho, because i caught all her lies.

i was already suspicious and that just proved it and then she had the nerve to say that i was wrong.

whatta loser

yeah well she gave me the warning sign but i missed it it was prob the meth in the atmosphere..

but i asked her out on a date..

and she said yes and then was like "wait you're paying right?"

yeah flashing lights should have gone off but i mustve had a brain fart or something

That was deep.

:) thank you!

lol id really appreciate it...

seriously i dont know why!!

AMAZING JACK'S MANNEQUIN SONG

It was last night
At our empty warehouse party
And there in the black fight
I could see the tattoos glowing on your body

And she said to meet her there
Beside the power station
And she said she'd let me stare
If the chemicals don't keep her waiting

Well, I'm always coming down
From the night before where I've left you
Yeah, I'm always coming down
But I'm doing my best to get caught
And, I'm alwaays coming down
From the night before
Well I bet you
To hear that gets you off
What gets you off?

Red fingernail polish
Peeling like a sun burn
The black designer dress
Lokks better underneath our feet
Your kness in the dirt

Well, I'm always coming down
From the night before where I've left you
Yeah, I'm always coming down
But I'm doing my best to get caught
And, I'm alwaays coming down
From the night before
Well I bet you
To hear that gets you off
What gets you off?

lol not this one shes a stuck up prick.

shes a gold digger too...


the **** i get myself into lol

exactly!

to be honest i think my ex threatened her..or me and thats why shes backing off.

but shes made it clear she doesnt want to.

crazy *****es in rialto i suppose..

its the meth i tell you

lol im a hopeless romantic, and i had the fairytale thing with a girl for 6 years.

She was my Juliet and I was her Romeo, too bad it ended in tragedy like the real thing.

but love is an amazing thing :)

no shes blackmailing her ex not me.

i dont care what information she holds about her ex.

I like her, and we all make mistakes.

but she doesnt want my opinion to change about her so shes being very careful.

idk it just sucks.

sometimes it sucks to be gay

Yeah she thinks I like her ex just to spite her but its real, her ex is nice and i connect with her.

im not a piece of meat and people treat me as that.

so much for romance!

lol i guess ill have to take my ritalin wont i? :-P

why do i get hit on my moms?
is there something about my profile that attracts them? anyone know why? fill me in thanks!

i sit in the dark,

with the moon by my side.

I try to move on

but the moon asks me why.



i gaze at the moon and say,

"You dont know what its like to lose a love you had."

the moon smiles at me and says,

"Love isnt supposed to make you sad."



i sigh heavily and whisper,

"love is pain, and pain is love."

the moon hears me and says,

"Thats not true just look above."



"you see the stars under the night sky?

you see how they sparkle when you look?

thats how your lover's eyes should be,

because you read her like a book."



from there love grows

and the journey begins

theres no fairy tale endings

just heartache and sins



its like when a king accused of treason

is kicked of his throne

i look at the moon and said

how would u know? ur always alone?



the moon stayed quiet

and then the sun came up

the sun smiled n said

good morning dont give up



im the sun for a reason

and the moon has its reason too

im here to cheer u up

shes here to turn u blue



love is beautiful

with complications along the way

if there werent any

love would always be the same



so fight for what you believe in

but dont cling on too strong

just because its love

it doesnt mean it cant be wrong.





i wake up with tears in my eyes

and i smile like never before

the sun is right

so i walk out the door



i love you and ill fight

if youre willing to fight too

im willing to sacrifce whatever

as long as i have you.

Yeah her ex ended up liking me and I like her too.

but shes blackmailing her so at the moment I can't talk to her :/ which is pretty lame

lol i have an x-acto and a a bat in my car hahaha..

to be honest im nor worried about her, im never home and she doesnt know where i go. i ignore her calls and texts..

im going to have to end up changing my number if she insists.

but shes been leaving me alone for about 3 days now..

her and her gf are engaged idk why she still on me

I'm not worried about her I doubt her EBT card will put gas in her car. Not trying to be an asshole, but shes a liar.. im not worried.

today she got the point about leaving me alone. shes furious because her ex has feelings for me.

I’m not perfect, I make mistakes and I unintentionally break hearts, but I try my best to fix them and somehow I break my own. I learned that going with your natural instinct is the best thing. I rather play it safe, but somehow I always end up bruised and scraped. I’m temperamental and sarcastic at times, but I also have a big heart. The tragedies I’ve faced in life have brought me meaningful lessons for which I am thankful for. I hope to one day meet the one for me, but I’m in no rush. Trying to find the one, is begging to get your heart ripped out. Love is beautiful. I refuse to let my past love experiences punish those who had nothing to do with it. I’m not vengeful. If you knock me down, I’ll get up and dust myself off and get on with my life. I won’t dwell on people who hurt me. People don’t change. Old habits die hard. I believe once a cheater always a cheater. You may not be here tomorrow so live for today. Appreciate those who love you and always are there. I love my three best friends, and I would do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING for them. Someone who doesn’t appreciate you doesn’t deserve you; don’t sit around waiting for them to wake up, because you’ll end up getting butt cramps. Live life and enjoy every moment you live. Do something with your life. Stay positive, there are always others who have it worse. Don’t focus on what you don’t have, appreciate the blessings you do have. Don’t dwell on the past; it’s the past for a reason. Dance when no one is looking and rock out in the shower. Materialistic crap can be set on fire and be gone, feelings cause fires but can only be put out with coldness. My point is if you have someone you love and loves you back cherish them. Don’t worry about what they buy you or don’t. Yes money matters to a point, but if your love alone cannot conquer then there is no purpose in you two staying together. It’s not about the activity you do for fun; it’s about the company that makes it fun. Always remember that!

lol well i have one who is very territorial even tho we broke up like 6 months ago..she keeps leaving me vmails telling me to die and that i better watch my back.

and she has a gf..

wow

I haven't taken a Kinesiology class yet but its something i want to major in.

I've played soccer all my life and I want to coach one day

That's very true.

For some reason I always end up dating girls that are either troubled (which I don't mind because I help them out) or crazy psycho stalker ones that threaten to slash my tires constantly.

I dont like drama but im a drama magnet..