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Tue 07/16/13 05:58 PM


My head in my hands i cover my eyes
shielded from the day and all its pain
i can't focus on anything but the hurt
this time it cut me so deep my heart bleeds
the truth was i fell without thinking
touched the sky and my wings burned
i believed in you now im broken on the rocks
just cant seem to let go just lay suffering
my heart it true dam it and so is the pain
you left me here without warning for another
can you imagin what im going through
did those words mean nothing you gave me
now im just a hollow shell were life grew
my faith taken as you lay in the arms of lies
do you wake as i do and think of me briefly
to what may have been or is that yet to come
if you ever return i will be gone only for you
i take back my heart today and try to mend it
one day ill find a true honest love and cherish
and share footsteps in love for our eternity



It's beautiful. I love it! I'm sorry but I love it.




I have many pieces of my work on facebook were i work with images too but theres no links allowed on here sadly , i love sharing my work even at this time . thank you for your kind words .

Deck .....

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Tue 07/16/13 04:23 PM
Were all beautiful even the ex mother in law , well i say beautiful i mean she was alright , well i say alright she gave me nightmares but im over it now .


Deck ....


PS anyone mind if i leave the light on frown

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Tue 07/16/13 04:07 PM

For the meaning of life becomes beautiful if you find the loves and cares about you.
flowerforyou flowerforyou brokenheart flowerforyou flowerforyou



Bye and good luck Deck .....

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Tue 07/16/13 03:49 PM
My head in my hands i cover my eyes
shielded from the day and all its pain
i can't focus on anything but the hurt
this time it cut me so deep my heart bleeds
the truth was i fell without thinking
touched the sky and my wings burned
i believed in you now im broken on the rocks
just cant seem to let go just lay suffering
my heart it true dam it and so is the pain
you left me here without warning for another
can you imagin what im going through
did those words mean nothing you gave me
now im just a hollow shell were life grew
my faith taken as you lay in the arms of lies
do you wake as i do and think of me briefly
to what may have been or is that yet to come
if you ever return i will be gone only for you
i take back my heart today and try to mend it
one day ill find a true honest love and cherish
and share footsteps in love for our eternity

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Tue 07/16/13 03:27 PM
Thank you for reading my work , my hearts in bits but im trying to keep smiling :cry:

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Tue 07/16/13 12:37 PM
I like it

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Tue 07/16/13 06:27 AM
Single and losing faith in relationships ,is it really so hard to meet an honest lady in todays world ? im just not sure anymore .

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Tue 07/16/13 03:32 AM
Torn from the pages of every love story
a soul sits and weeps with there heart torn in two
they pine for the fallen or precious one stollen
pray to the gods to help them pull through
one set of footprints now walked in the sands
all the grains of our once was slipped through our hands
silent my screams as i yell but inside
im beaten and broken and lost all my pride
but i still have my hope i refuse to give in
i could sink with the tide but im going to swim
im broken in pieces but the suns in my eyes
when i saw you today my soul started to rise
a few gentle words can be all that we need
to give us fresh hope to let our hearts feed
so sing me a morning and walk it with me
and ill teach you to love with all i can be

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Tue 07/16/13 03:28 AM
Affluent rivers of young women and men
who faught for our country again and again
hero,s in service who lay down there lives
mothers with children young men with wives
they stand between evil and what we believe
keep on defending from those who decieve
when return do we treat them with plenty of pride
there paid just a pittance white collars decide
what price for a life from the willing and true
bare minimum wage to protect me and you
they deserve so much better we should be ashamed
we owe them our future its time they were acclaimed
so government leaders please do the right thing
respectfully treat them and there praises please sing
for maybe tomorrow we could stand undefended
because there needs were ignored instead of attended


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Tue 07/16/13 03:25 AM
Too much time on my hands today
im lost in silly thoughts again
i blame myself for everything
as it all goes down the drain
did i say all the right things
was i there when you needed me
or simply just found wanting
in a world that doesnt see
as though it all just past me by
again i wander through my mind
so many doors remain tight shut
am i afraid of what ill find
slipping from my lonely bed
rise and greet the waiting day
suffer long for all my sins
the price the broken hearted pay

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Mon 07/15/13 08:35 AM

Are you trying to say I'm lying about being taken? You could be right. laugh. I could only be saying I'm taken, so that men back off. But whether you believe me is up to you ;)



If thats aimed at me i believe your taken but then im in no mood to chase anyone anymore so i promise your safe from my advances :tongue:

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Mon 07/15/13 06:12 AM
What are the chances of finding anhonest one ? at the moment i think i wouldnt approach another woman again .

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Mon 07/15/13 06:09 AM
You cant build anything to last on a base of lies , but then is anybody honest anymore ? you fall in love with a woman who tells you to always be honest then forgets herself . love sucks

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Mon 07/15/13 05:36 AM

Hello and welcome to mingle!!!



Thank you :smile:

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Mon 07/15/13 04:55 AM
Edited by surfratdeck on Mon 07/15/13 04:56 AM
Single dad Irish and very romantic a recipe for a broken heart , nice to be here and i hope i meet nice like minded people .

Deck ......

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Mon 07/15/13 04:40 AM
Honesty and the look that says i love you on your worst days . A smile that can take me and soft kisses that say your my man and i am your girl sotret me well .

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Mon 07/15/13 04:30 AM

I'm just another amateur writer. I do it in my spare time when I can't get to sleep. I mainly write my own comedy scenario's, and romance fiction. Never sent any off for publication though. They'd probably just think my work was a bunch of mush, anyway. laugh



I love reading other peoples words and thoughts and we are our own worst critiques , the trick is to let others enjoy your thoughts not encourage them not to like it :tongue:

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Mon 07/15/13 04:25 AM

we've already bumped into each other!




We have i read your work :smile:

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Mon 07/15/13 04:19 AM
Edited by surfratdeck on Mon 07/15/13 04:20 AM
Dear Mum
so many summers since we last walked together
a new one is on the horizen
and Mum i fell in love
when faced with kindness and compassion
i opened my eyes for the first time
to see the soft smile
touch her with your blessings as you do me
she is the love of my life
the children adore the comfort of her wing
Beatriz Andrea lends hope to everything i do
my footsteps now fall with purpose
my soul set free
now yesterdays forgotten
together we are paining new tomorrows
for she is were my future lays
keep us strong and true
let love be my ship
and let our lives be our ocean
sleep well Mum




I miss you Bee my first love , your memories will live within my heart always . Deck ....

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Mon 07/15/13 03:30 AM
Were is everyone
i look and listen to the empty silence
not a soud falls as paper lays were it fell
shades of activity now lifeless
were now the laughter of children
the cars chasing rush hour
all lights now on green yet nothing here
how long did i sleep
were all the souls harvested but my own
was i left too face this nightmare and why me
the silence is now defening
i would give my soul now to hear anothers voice
or the screach of brakes again
so many times i wished to be alone
sitting quiet at my own choosing
yelling out to the echo of my own voice
i wake in a cold sweat
but wiser for knowing im not alone
only in my dreams
were now i seek my rest from