Too much time on my hands today
im lost in silly thoughts again
i blame myself for everything
as it all goes down the drain
did i say all the right things
was i there when you needed me
or simply just found wanting
in a world that doesnt see
as though it all just past me by
again i wander through my mind
so many doors remain tight shut
am i afraid of what ill find
slipping from my lonely bed
rise and greet the waiting day
suffer long for all my sins
the price the broken hearted pay