I can feel you all around me
I can smell your sweet cologne
Even when I'm all alone
I can taste your tender lips
Even now since last we kissed
Close my eyes and fade away
Into the memories of all our days
Feel your hands so soft upon me
Air so thick with your want for me
I can feel you all around me
As your arms they hold me tightly
Your lips brush against my neck so slightly
Sending shivers down my spine
I take your hand in mine,fingers intertwined
Holding you closer, tighter
With every kiss i grow weak
With every touch i cannot speak
A rigid breath escapes my lips
At the touch of your finger tips
Breathing heavy, a moan escapes me
As I'm begging you to take me


This isnt about any one
Just came to me and i had to write it.

Night has fallen upon me
Bathed in a blanket of stars
Staring at the sky above me
Wondering where you are
The love i long to find
Ever elusive love
Oh so well you hide
Here i am..an open book
Do you dare take a look
Within my pages
What you'll find
Is a woman full of life
Pure of heart
With a smile so wide
Wanting.....waiting
For love to find her

Can you hear it now
Can you feel it now
Like a lightning crash
Like the thunder pounds
Are you here now
Do you hear it now
In the here and now
The voice inside of you
Calling to you
Do you..do you
Know who...
Is calling you
He is the air you breath
He is with you when you are weak
He is all around you
The above and underneath
Are you listening
Really listening
Heart open....
To his words spoken
Can you feel it now
His love for you
Knows no bounds
Can you feel it now
The void is gone
No longer empty
Filled with his love

I went to high school with a girl named Ina and a girl named Lina.
My grandmother has an unusual name Treva

Its called Natures Peace
I hit the wrong letter

Can you hear it all around you
Whisper softly...crying
The earth is slowly dying
Once thick and flourishing
We've taken her apart
For all the things...
We think we need
Take and scour every surface
Taking the prize for purpose
Endangered species we now try to save
The cause of what we took away
Going about our way
Each day take for granted
She shall remain the same
Everyday...taking a piece of natures peace

I wouldnt say lusting over.....
But there is someone i care for very deeply

Tell me Why i cry
Tell me why.....
Is it that i
So hard i try
Am i pushing through
Wanting to be new
Tell me why....
I cannot find
Is it too hard i try
And then a goodbye
Tell me why....
Again i cry
No not tears
Not out loud
Silently crying inside
Trying to get by
Must i go away
Leave it all behind
Maybe return someday
Tell me why.....
My heart hurts so
Tell me why....
I feel destined to be alone
Tell me why....
I'm silently crying inside

I'm walking a tightrope
Leaning this way and that
Fall the wrong way..left flat
Yes..my choice
All the while hear my own voice
Scolding me....warning me
Get back up Stand proud
Back on that tightrope
Fighting every day
To stay in line
Dealing with myself
Crying out for help
Longing to fill the void
No longer by my choice
Calling to me
Yes i hear your voice
Want to right this wrong
Make the right choice
Want to get off of this tightrope
And walk in the light

We have a bar here called
Do drop in

Years ago there was a small bar in town called
maroon racoon saloon

Sit here this eve
having a drink...
ok maybe more
Drinkin and thinkin
Thoughts now run away
Run away with me
Wildly spinning
Cannot see
Slow it down
Come around
See me
See inside of me
See the real me
Feel the real me
So completely
take the trip within
Look deep within
me.......
What is it that i see
What is it i think i may see
So deep inside of me
Woven webs..deep passages
Tageled about
I work it out
Slowly open my eyes
To what i find
A girl so lost
So lonely
If only....
She could see me
As i see her now
If only .....
She could wake within me
Bcome the real me
No longer afraid
No longer hiding

Thank yopu for reading and your kind comments!

The heart.....
So tender and easily broken
So full and flowing
Loveing beating ...beating
Treat it tenderly
The heart...my heart
Once was whole
Broken in two
Repaired agsin
Beating oh so new
The heart...my heart
Beating passion
Beating fashion
Maybe a little tougher
Not so easily captured
But still beating with love
Flowing through me
Coursing through my veins
Wishing only
To love again

I'm alive......
Heart beating so proudly
Full of love and passion
Overflowing sometimes drowning
I'm alive....
Scream at the top of my voice
Flowing anmd growinmg
Look to the skys
I'm alive....
Feel you all around me
See the beauty you have created
All around me...
And within me
I'm alive...
I cry to the heavens
I'm alive!

The whole friends with benefits thing just wld and does not work for me.

I invest too much of myself in sex to just have it!


I want something deep and long lasting

I'm so tired....
So sick and tired
Of where i'm headed
Of how i'm living
The path i'm taking
Taking...taking
Wake up....
Look...now see
To this place and time
I've brought you
Look...Now listen
Hear me calling to you
Feel my gentle hand
Upon your heart
Wake up...
Now is the time
To start living
Whats inside your heart
Now is the time
To cast aside temtation
Now is the time
For redemption
Wake up....

It hurts when you must say goodbye
It hurts when something you thought was great
Turns out not to be at all what your heart once felt
So many thoughts running through the mind
So many emotions felt over time
So many things confusing the heart so deep
And yet as i sit here, i do not weep
And though i care so very deeply
What once was, is not here today
What once was, i now see has drifted away
The love i've carried in my heart all these years
It still remains, yet somehow has changed
It hurts when you must say goodbye
And yet as i sit here, i do not cry
What does that say about the woman i am today....
What once was..Or so i thought..in my memories
Never was or will be or could be
And thats ok with me

- You answer the door before people knock.
- Juan Valdez named his donkey after you.
- You ski uphill.
- You grind your coffee beans in your mouth.
- You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse.
- You lick your coffeepot clean.
- You're the employee of the month at the local coffeehouse and you don't even work there.
- Your eyes stay open when you sneeze.
- You chew on other people's fingernails.
- Your T-shirt says, "Decaffeinated coffee is the devil's blend."
- You can type sixty words per minute ... with your feet.
- You can jump-start your car without cables.
- Cocaine is a downer.
- You don't need a hammer to pound nails.
- Your only source of nutrition comes from "Sweet & Low."
- You don't sweat, you percolate.
- You buy 1/2 & 1/2 by the barrel.
- You've worn out the handle on your favorite mug.
- You go to AA meetings just for the free coffee.
- You walk twenty miles on your treadmill before you realize it's not plugged in.
- You forget to unwrap candy bars before eating them.
- Charles Manson thinks you need to calm down.
- You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers.
- People get dizzy just watching you.
- You've worn the finish off your coffee table.
- The Taster's Choice couple wants to adopt you.
- Starbucks owns the mortgage on your house.
- Your taste buds are so numb you could drink your lava lamp.
- Instant coffee takes too long.
- When someone says. "How are you?", you say, "Good to the last drop."
- You want to be cremated just so you can spend the rest of eternity in a coffee can.
- Your birthday is a national holiday in Brazil.
- You're offended when people use the word "brew" to mean beer.
- You have a picture of your coffee mug on your coffee mug.
- You can thread a sewing machine, while it's running.
- You can outlast the Energizer bunny.
- You short out motion detectors.
- You don't even wait for the water to boil anymore.
- Your nervous twitch registers on the Richter scale.
- You think being called a "drip" is a compliment.
- You don't tan, you roast.
- You can't even remember your second cup.
- You help your dog chase its tail.

Good topic Iam

Well, what wld make me special to one person cld be different for someone else.
I'm just a small town girl at heart, loving mother of 2 great kids.
Single mom full of love and life just tryin to make it like everyone else.
I believe in honesty,am very caring and Have strong morals
I am a very giving person, of my time, my thoughts, my friendship.
I really dont know what else to say....
Except that i believe that a great relationnship ..is built upon a great friendship and can grow from there

I put a jar of hot salsa in mine!
Give it a kick without it bein too hot