Why do i question things
Why do i worry so
Why cant i be more trusting
In people, especially you
I have my doubts within myself
I have my doubts ,worrys,fears
These things i have done
For so many years
Look for the wrong ...
When everythings right
I've just become acustomed
To being hurt, then i take flight
I need to have faith
I need to trust
I need to believe.....
Not only in myself but in you

Honestly....im just here for friends rite now.
I have pretty much had it with the online dating thing.
If i meet someone...great
If i dont...great
It will happen when its supposed to
I find that if i try too hard, it leads me to the wrong kinda men
So im just hangin out here with all the great friends i've made
And havin a blast!

Time for me to get to work...mt house isnt gonna clean itself!
Now wouldnt that be nice a self cleaning house!

Im in the process of tryin to lose weight again and tone up.
10 years ago i lost 115lbs
Put some back on over the years...i'd like to lose 30 or 40 get back to a size 5/6 i'm currently a juniors 11/13

I like havin a day or 2 off during the week.
I love my kids, but it gives me a break while their in school.

I'm off today and tomorrow...YAY!

Good morning
I was plannin on gettin some yard work done today, but it rainin
so guess im stuck inside doin housework today

Morning sun shining newly
Lighting my day truely
Feel its warmth all around me
Close my eyes....
And its your arms holding me
And my heart sings
Feel as though i have wings
The worlds is so much brighter
Feel i'm flying higher
Floating on this feeling
Savoring this moment
This now memory..
of yesterday
Of you and me..
and the way
You hold me
A thousand tomorows
To make more yesterdays
A million brighter days
Lighting my days

Good morning!
Def need more coffee here....out too late last nght

Walking through these pages
Through the ages
Walking on through...running
Empty pages...stunning
Turn the page stumble rage
Emptiness in my face with every page
Nothing there, not to care
Of the ages,through the pages
Empty faces, Glances so glazen
Frozen on the faces
Quickly turn another page
Running now with quickened pace
Face to face with your ghost
I cannot trace
Cannot face,repalce,embrace
All the ages, all the rages
All the blank pages
Your ghost still rages
Through me completely
Trickery played upon me
See not what i see
But only what you show me
Feel not empty frozen rage
But what i once felt
Seems like ages and pages ago
For with this ghost i have delt
But now and then..remember when
Emptiness invaded me
And i could no longer see
The light in front of me

Mornin!

There i was, standing before you
There i was, But you looked through me
Cant you see what you do to me
All the ways you don't.....
See me
Hear me
Show me....love
Here i am, still standing before you
Here i am, you still look through me
You never did...
See me
Hear me
Must i beg
Must i fall
Must i crawl to you
Call to you
I'm screaming inside
Tyring to hide
The wanting within me
The need for you to show me
Your love.....mother

Here i am...so lost at sea
Slowing down...i'm tiring
Tired of all the games
All the head games some men play
I wont change me
To be who you want me to be
All i ask for is honesty
If there is just "one thing"
That you want from me....
You can just be on your way
I won't play those games
I want more from life
Than just a fling
I am worth much more than that
I am a woman....proud of who i am
Wading through the wicked waters
Kicking past the game players
Standing tall for what i believe
Waiting patiently...for the right one

Do you see me
Am i even here at all
So seemingly invisible...
To you
Do you hear me
Am i even talking at all
My words fall on deaf ears...
They are yours
No i dont know who you are
No i dont know when you may appear
Or even when you may see or hear
My heart
I know you are out there somewhere
When our paths shall cross
I do not yet know
I know you are also searching
Maybe for me
Yet you do not know it
Are you feeling as i do
That maybe "The One" May not exist
Do you keep on searching as i do
Hoping the day will come
You will find "the one"
TO love you
To hold you
To complete you

Plenty of fish is a joke!
I luv this site way better!!!!!!!!
I have found pof to be just a bunch of weirdos lookin for hookups!!!!!!!

Time is passing by
I feel i'm growing old
Will i grow old alone
I take a chance
A second glance
Say hello and let it flow
This dating thing
Is hell to me
The saying goes....
Theres alotta fish in the sea
Well, i'm lost at sea
With bloated rotted fish all around me
Finding the right one
Seeems to be so hard for me
Am i searching too hard
Am i just too picky
Or am i just unwanted ....
Forever to be lonely

When my daughter was 3 and my son was 4 he dumped 4 different colors or nail polish on her head. It took a week to completely come out of her hair. I had to mix polish remover with her shampoo, thank god it didnt lighten her hair.

When my daughter was 5 she decided to cut her hair, didnt get mad cuz she cut it(she actually did a decent job and said she wanted to be like mommy) but i did get a little upset when i couldne figure out where the cut hair went and found it all in my bed under the covers...lol

Another year older
Another year gone
Another year spent
Looking for
"the one"
That one special someone
To love and to hold
Just another day
That quickly passes by
Maybe next year
I will no longer cry
Oh i have alot to be thankful for
My children..my life
My family and friends
So important in my life
But one thing i am missing
And longing for so
Is that one special someone
To hold me so close
Happy birthday to me
Now i will wait to see
If maybe this year
Love finds me

I really liked that!

Very good!

Thank you for your kind words everyone