Some days
The sun shines so brightly
Some days
All i need is you to hold me so tightly
Some days
The tears flow like rain
Some days
I wish i could run from the pain
The ups and down
The ins and outs
You bring me up....
Just to bring me down
Emotions spinning
I'm about to drown
Some days
Want to walk away
Would you miss me
Would you ask me to stay
Some days
So in love happy content
Some days
Filled with distrust fearing the worst
Today..............
I stand in a place
neither here or there
Knowing not what is truth
Fearing the lies remain
Again and again
Finding it
Finding you
Knowing now
Wondering were you ever true
Could you ever be
True to me

A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed.

She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front him. He appears deep in thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of coffee.

"What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room. "Why are you down here at this time of night?"

The husband looks up, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and
you were only 17?" he asks solemnly.

The wife is touched thinking her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes, I do," she replies.

The husband pauses. The words are not coming easily. "Do you remember when
you father caught us in the back seat of my car?"

"Yes, I remember," says the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him.

The husband continues..."Do you remember when he shoved a shotgun in my face and said, "Either you marry my daughter, or I will send you to jail for 20 years".
"I remember that too", she replies softly.

He wipes another tear from his cheek and says... "I would have gotten out today!"

Bob was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was
really pissed.

She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the
driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE !!"

The next morning he got up early and left for work. When his wife woke
up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box
gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway.

Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought
the box back in the house.

She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale.

Bob has been missing since Friday.

Baby you say you love me
Baby you say you need me
Prove it
When all the time you kiss me
Poison drips from your lips
Clouded eyes of mine
No longer blind to your crime
You want the truth,
Well so do i baby
The truth from you is so hard to find
When i must wade through all your lies
I gave you my heart and soul
I gave you my all
What i got in return ....
Was a violent shove to my knees
And u laughed at my fall
My heart ripped out without a care
Now tell me baby
Do you dare...do you dare
Ever tell the truth....even now
When i know what you hide
yeah, the reason i cried
The truth shall set you free
Yet you choose to keep lying to me

Love can hurt
Love can be blind
Things have been done
Things have been found
whether meant to be hurtful
whether meant to be found
Love can kill when
Things are found out
Yes i could cry
And run from love
But i refuse to give up
On my one great love
Oh yes love lies can make you cry
Make you even want to let love die
But forgiveness can shine
shine a light on a broken love
Help to heal what once was
I pray for forgiveness
To be able to give it
and move on with my one great love

The answers i seek
I wish not to find
Afraid they will break
What is left of my mind
I need not to know
Where you had been
Need now to know
Where you are now
With me completely
With me only
I need to hear
That you love me
That you want me
I need to feel
That i'm loved
That i'm cherished
That i'm enough
Show me the colors of you love
Show me the wonder of being in love
Show me make me see
that you see a future
For you and me

not a good day today. felling hurt and confused.

I'm not gonna cry tonite
Hide inside myself,crying to myself
I'm not gonna hide tonite
Hide my fears and falling tears
Let me off this emotional roller coaster
Its making me sick,please let me off quick
Your silence plays a game,you laying blame
I speak my mind
You make me cry
My vulnerabilty makes you angry
I open my heart, you tear it apart
You pull away and then you say.....
You love me.
Ooooh but do you love me
Love is listening
Love is truely hearing
Love is ...love is
Not what you make me feel
Pull me in close
Push me away
Love me only....
When its the right things i say
These ups and downs
These ins and outs
I love you so, never let you go
Can't take any more, just go away
I'm not gonna cry tonite

I thought of you again today
I've thought of you everyday
Since the Lord took you home to stay
Your voice i can still hear
So loud and so clear
I miss you so much Grandma
Oh how i wish you were here
Seems like only yesterday
The times we shared, the memories we made
I cherish every one of every day
Now you're in heaven my guardian angel above
Watching over all those that you love
No longer in pain with a body that's grown old
Walking with jesus, along streets of gold
I Love You Grandma!

So beautiful Terry! Always love reading your writing!

As i sit here thinking through
All that i thought i have meant to you
Rememberig the lies you hide behind
Rembering the places you run to
When it's not me you run to
You shut down and go away
When things don't go your way
You try and hide your lies
When they are so easy for me to find
So tell me why......
After these 2 long years
Do i hold on so tightly
To the one that has brought me so many tears
So tell me why..........
After all this time
Do i find it so hard to say good bye
I know it's time to just walk away
Before i waste another day
On someone who lies in all they do and say
The pain is real....cuts so deep
The hurt stinging like a slap in the face
My precious time you cannot replace
You have taken me completely
With your wicked smile and lying evil face

stuffed shells with sauce

I'm thinking about how deeply my boyfriend has hurt me by lying to me.....repeatedly!

Stope me...please someone stop me
Stop my hands from shakeing
Stop my soul from aching
Stop all this hurt inside of me
words cut so deep,said without thought
Of just what they would do to me
Just one word one sound
Standing here on shakey ground
Alone and lonely...waiting for
Anything and everything from you
Any thought emotion...love hate anything
Silence is all i hear...
My cries have fallen on your deaf ears
You act as if life is perfect
As if we are perfect,nothings wrong
I've cried out to you,bore my soul to you
Does my pain mean nothing to you
Somebody please stop me
Stop my heart from breaking
Stop my hands from shakeing
Stop me.........
From loving you

Shadows twisting turning the light against me
Creeping crawling...soon to cover me
Thoughts within my mind
Intertwining within time
Got me so confused turning me inside out
Now filled with fear-now filled with doubt
Moonlight so bright the night it shines
Brightening these sorrowfull thought inside
Yet do i dare-do i dare breakdown and cry
Cry for who ,cry for why
For loss of love,and pain so crushing
I just may die
For loss of self, of wich u caused
Long to restore only I
Throw away my decay
throw away you....and the games you play

Thank you

This summer evening brings with it
A breeze thats freezing me deep within
Summer is slowly fading
And with it my faith in you is changing
What once was no longer seems to be
Two years we've clung to love
You seemed to be sent from heaven above
But now i see you fading away
Soon to be changing fully with the leaves
Soon to be leaving me
You profess you love while you let me hang
You hold me tight then push me away
We talk of the future of life full of love
All the while i question you love
I feel like a yoyo pushed away
Then pulled back in
Won't be long.......
You'll no longer win

wish it was that easy....im the only one workin today so i have to go in. Hopefully i'll be busy and make alotta tips.

im glad im feeling better, but i still dont wanna go to work