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Mon 04/21/08 06:51 PM
Thank you patty!

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Mon 04/21/08 06:40 PM
3rd rock from the sun
21 jump street
Dukes of hazzard

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Mon 04/21/08 06:36 PM
Happy B-day luis!
Big hugs and kisses!

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Mon 04/21/08 06:33 PM
Thanks for reading
Yes i just wrote it

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Mon 04/21/08 06:29 PM
I see how life is changing for me
I have met somebody...happily
Yet i tread these waters gingerly
Still holding back..yet not wanting too
Afraid to let him into me
To see the whole heart of me
Every night i dream so sweet
Every day i wake with a smile
So happy...finally
I need to let him see my heart
And feel my soul
The only way we will truely grow
I need to cast my fears aside
And grab onto this changing life
Let myself be happy
Knowing he cares for me


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Mon 04/21/08 06:11 PM
What do you say
At the end of the day
When things seem to go so awry
Your life it would seem
As if only a dream
Bits and pieces tossed away
Top and bottom in such disarray
When life gets a little sideways
And you get so carried away
What do you say
At the end of the day
Do you pay no attention
Disregard when life gets hard
Do you sit and cry and wonder why
The day has turned out this way
Do you kneel and pray
For a better tomorrow..a better day

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Sun 04/13/08 08:11 AM
Pink Panther

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Thu 04/10/08 02:30 PM
I did...Had enough..he was abusive..nuff said

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Wed 04/09/08 05:38 PM
I love the i love the 80's and 90's shows on vh1

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Wed 04/09/08 05:31 AM
Ahh Yes morning..welcome
Shine your warming sun down upon me
As i wake to face the day
Blue skys....dry eyes
The night has washed away my pain
And i welcome morning once again
Stayed up late, pondering fate
Reaching deep within
Knowing where to begin..
Right at the beginning, the start of it all
The start of every rainfall,every teardrop,every hurt
Took the time to slowly unwind
The coiled pain wrapped in vain around my heart
Then fell asleep with such sweet ease
Feeling hope,feeling love, feeling free
Ahh yes morning...welcome

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Wed 04/09/08 05:10 AM
Edited by sugarjen on Wed 04/09/08 05:10 AM
unfortunately a day off isnt really a day "off" for me
Got house work and yard work to do
The only difference is i dont get paid to do it..lol

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Wed 04/09/08 05:06 AM
Im a pisces

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Wed 04/09/08 05:01 AM
Good Morning everyone!
Just gotta get thru today, then im off for 2 days...YAY

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Tue 04/08/08 07:56 PM
What am i doing here
In this place
In this cyber space
What is it i think i may find
What is it i think i may see
Why is it i feel the need to flee
Run away never to be seen
Yes i've made friends so dear
But it is not only here
Yet everywhere here and there
On the web...in my head
The games have been played
My heart has been raged
I am not an animal...
To treat badly...then cage
I am a woman full of emotions
Deeper than the oceans
I am a woman caring and true
Never to hurt or leave someone blue
Why are there some here and there
On the web everywhere
Who feel the need to play me
Or you and maybe others too
What am i doing here
In this place
In cyber space


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Tue 04/08/08 07:32 PM
Edited by sugarjen on Tue 04/08/08 07:33 PM
When you wake to greet the day
Do you stop along the way
To be thankful for today
Another day upon this earth
Another day to see and feel your worth
Do you take the time...
Oh just a moment or maybe two
To see and hear it all around you
The beautiful song of the morning birds
The breath taking colors layered upon this earth
Another day to be here in the now
Another day to find your way...somehow
And before you lay your head to dream
Do you recall all you've heard and seen
As you went about your way
Do you thank the lord for granting you another day
And bow your head as you pray....
To see another and another... glorious day

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Tue 04/08/08 03:43 PM
I Had a nice bowl of chili

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Tue 04/08/08 03:33 PM
Wish you would've stopped by on your way through

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Tue 04/08/08 03:19 PM
Standing here..thinking back
Through the last two years
All i see is hurt and tears
Breakin me
I have loved and i have lost
And i have paid a very dear cost
My heart's been broken
Treated as as nothing more
Than a token to be taken
And it's breakin me
I step away, yes walk away
So love may never find me
So love may never leave me
So love my never hurt me
Again
And it's breakin me
There was a day my heart did see
Love right in front of me
Reaching out to hold my heart
But in the end tore it apart
And it's breakin me
So here i stand, thinking back
Over the last two years
And all the pain and tears
Keep breakin me

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Tue 04/08/08 02:55 PM
Edited by sugarjen on Tue 04/08/08 02:55 PM
Why is it so hard to be alone
Come home again to an empty home
No one there to share
My joy
My pain
My love
MY life
Why does my heart ache so
Ache so badly to be whole again
To be held gently
To be known from within
Why is it so hard to be alone

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Tue 04/08/08 02:37 PM
I don't know what i'm doing
Didn't look before i leaped
But dear god i pray to you
This is one i want to keep
I know i jump ahead of myself
Think with my heart
And not with my mind
Just by chance i made this find
Right now i'm in a place i do not know
Do not see or feel which way to go
Should i just step back and let it flow
Wherever it may go
I start to feel it build up inside of me
Pain and hurt from the past
And my mind runs away with me
Thinking this also will not last
Am i unconsciously causing these things
An endless hard road it seems
I dont know what i'm doing
Didnt look before i leaped

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