I don't know what i'm doing
Didn't look before i leaped
But dear god i pray to you
This is one i want to keep
I know i jump ahead of myself
Think with my heart
And not with my mind
Just by chance i made this find
Right now i'm in a place i do not know
Do not see or feel which way to go
Should i just step back and let it flow
Wherever it may go
I start to feel it build up inside of me
Pain and hurt from the past
And my mind runs away with me
Thinking this also will not last
Am i unconsciously causing these things
An endless hard road it seems
I dont know what i'm doing
Didnt look before i leaped

Nice write and I'm thinkin looks are never as good as hindsight, but always doable no matter how tight the blindfold may be....there are many ways to see.

Tread your water light, possibly you you might.
Find another heart, who won't rip yours apart.
Look into their mind and see if its all there.
Then feel everything that, they can possibly care.
Only then and then alone, talk with them, on the telephone.
If you feel a drawing need, to allow them to plant their seed.
To grow in you with passions true, and really feel YOU.
This is but a step to take, incase this guy, is just a fake!