I do it over and over again
Open up like a flower
Ready to be picked
My scent always stronger than
My last bloom

I think, I must be left
To fade
To fold over
But there is always another
Who passes the garden of me

With fresh looks and words
My Gardener waters me
I shed bruised petals, torn leaves
And I bloom for the next, brilliantly

What honey bee had been and gone
Another takes my heart
His unique attention produces a
Painful sting

I am a wild flower
I do not fail to bloom
For every sting that swells my flesh
Makes vivid petals grow

It wasn't compromised
The integrity of being
Cross contamination only
Intensifies the saturation of
The self's liberation

It was not cut short
The life cycle of love
A tree can give more than one
Peach
Flowers are sold by the dozen

Like a tattoo illustrates
A time
A scar commemorates
A healing
Wrong love is still love

The mind's diary keeps
Dashed hopes of Heart's needs
Need only to forgive
The His and Hers that took ourselves
Away

I've had those days when I drink the coffee from the night before.

Interrogation

So many questions!
Under the bright light
I cannot make out the face
I am bound to tell the answer

So many questions!
What should I do?
Who should I do it with?
Faceless wants my confession!

I am squirming in my chair
The coffee in the paper cup is cold
The yellow pad of paper, needing a signature
I have to pee

Faceless demands results!
"I don't remember!" I say
I squirm more, the chair is hard
I still have to pee

Faceless slams a palm down!
On the metal table
I jump and squint up at a halo
Around a shadow

"What do you want me to say!"
I yell, stretching up towards the light
Silence
I confess everything

I want you to beg for it

He is a man
A foreigner like myself
From another planet
Trying to speak Earth's language

He makes me out of breath
As if I have climbed a steep
Mountain, but have reached the top
Where he has been waiting for me

He is a man
With winter's cold, my summer
Half a world over, oceans cover
My Beautiful, long lost Lover

He asked me what I would do
And
There is what I would do and
What I would do
A few different things

He sat on the edge of the bed
In only boxers
I stood in full dress minus
Panties
He asked me what I would do

I told him to stand and turn around
He stood up and did what I asked
I used a my teeth to pull down his pants
His self not telling any lies
He asked me what I would do

I stood back and looked
Up and down
His head cocked to the side
As I examined his cock
And he asked me what I would do

to be continued

i am surprised this went to page 2. Thanks guys. You know, i just got off the phone and a trigger has been struck, but i will tell it to F off! I'm looking forward to 200 days!

Kathleen

Thank you for all you kind words! This made a nice surprise to come home from work too!

Pony you rascal!!!
Jamie, you are SO sweet. Your secret is out! hahaha! But I could tell early on and that's why I wrote you!

You are a good new friend and I appreciate your well wishes and thoughts!

Love,
Kath

a sight for my eyes, you and your write!

The pendulum is swinging lower but
It will rise again with its own momentum
Shadows cast by towering, winged demons
Become past memories,
My reflex of self abuse incarcerated,
I reflect upon my greatest enemies
While the hands on the clock circumnavigate,
Time tells the truth, and
What is spoken in a shout,
My inner voice speaks louder
Drowning the chimes out

Is there a tea for sadness?
Is there a remedy for saying Good bye?
What powerful joy that lived
Now gone
Falling away like leafs from a tree

Bare bones now, reaching outwards
Is there a tea to brew
That dries the eyes and makes vision clear?
Confounding loss's with emotional chaos
I bring the cup to my lips

Here's where it gets interesting
Ring to ring on the monkey bars
Swinging *****, arms, and legs
The playground alive and churning

The bee, flies blossom to blossom
Gathers golden pollen on bare legs
Legs to be lusted and licked after
Teasing, wings take juicy fruit away

A network of lines intersect and divide
Us
We like more than one, more than one likes
Us
A tightrope walked without a net to save
Us
We fall in love and out goes
Reason

we've already bumped into each other!

if you should remain in the now

I don't know where this will go
Beginning fast and ending slow
As an old crow I'll fly straight to you
Through darkened skies or ones of blue

Look and you will find me
Find me and you will see
My eyes do shine of lust and greed
My body's field to plough and seed

The blood does pump within these veins
A heart of love but yet it strains
I fold my wings in bitter rain
This old crow caws and caws again

And swoops across the swaying wheat
To where the field and ocean meet
I alight upon his outstretched arm
Reeling from his pleasant charm

The silent wind has touched my face
Where gentle kisses he did place
My chest burns hot from deep within
My heart cries out to only him

His smile turns day to bluest night
And moonbeams glow as stars shine bright
He yearns for his woman far away
Though in his heart she will always stay

I rest my weary head to sleep
From sky through fields to oceans deep
And dream of when our lips will meet
Our bodies meld, our love complete

What comes to lovers on the fly?
What tie can bind a roving eye?
If love is blind, why do we look?
And by the cover judge the book?

For none shall scale that mountain high
If actions on the surface lie
The tether leashed you to the ground
Where shadows of our dreams are found.

Look toward me raven if you dare
In your future you'll see I care
If patience serves I'll see you there
From nevermore to neverwhere

As you wish, I will be your slave
And your love I will always crave
This love deserving to only the brave
I punch the heart, its life to save

I save your letters to dull the pain

"What is Noted"

What is noted is quick
It is strong and direct like
Aged moonshine drunk visually
Desire offered to numb your pain
And touch on pleasure
Where not touched in recent days

I don't linger long
About my wants and wishes
Would rather be a shooting star
A fire fly or fireworks in a
Cloudless sky
Can you see what I see?

I don't need a lasting
If now gives me feelings
Everlasting
Touching you where, then,
You can touch me
Together, everlasting