It was a joke...yes I know CCp..just trying to be cute......Come....
betray me lol!

The kiss...isn't this a sign of betrayal also..lol?

I just write to write..I enjoy it but I have to be in the mood...if not
i get disinterested in what I'm writing very quickly!

I guess this one was a little too morbid for people to comment on lol!

lol I doubt it! haha

Yeah I was wondering why the started appearing there ...thanks
Vanchau......

"some write for pleasure, some write to kill the pain"
a quote from me lol !

As you lie sleeping adrift in some far away land,
I reach out and gently touch your face with my hand,
Your beauty shines from you hair every strand,
and I know I have found my best friend.

So hard to imagine a world without you,
my thought being pure my heart being true,
My emotions feeling clensed white as new,
my confidence brimming through and through.

To give you my heart such a frightfull thing,
To even have the thought..what does it mean,
I am allmost convinced to begin the healing,
Is this lonliness or love that I'm feeling?

The question still reamains the same,
If I trust you will it be in vain,
Will you reject me and curse my name,
all the thoughts drive me insane.

My heart has been crushed and battered,
My emotions are bent and my soul is tattered,
The essence of love I once owned was shattered,
The idea I had of US, no longer mattered.

Now this delima you do see,
In trusting you I have to trust me,
Blind before have I been set free,
or will I say goodbye to number three?

I'm going to get drunk with chuckee and sing christmas carols haha!

Welcome...were a fun loving group...i'm sure you'll fit right in...have
fun!

With a thickened tounge I could speak but I would say nothing....so I
listen !

Sitting here in my post dramatic state,
reading everything and trying to relate,
my selfish depressed mind begging for more,
but i think its the pity in wich I abore.
I drift in and out of a conscience mind,
burning with haste and hating time,
If the gift of patience is truly virtue,
How much longer must I live without you,
The pungent smell of lonlinees is rank,
And in this emptiness I feel blank.
posted this in the wrong thread srry....

Interesting.....opening minds and widening concepts!

I knew I was missing something...lol!
It's like a best friend with extra's lol!

Hah...i prefer them...i dont mind attention but too much is too much

Lunatics Law : The passion of the kiss is equal to and determined by the
passion of the moment!

I just want my kids to have a good Christmas. See my girls smiling...I
think thats the greatest gift I can get!

I plan to drink more coffe befeore i post again...lol....hi sweety how
are you?

But I love you both...cant we all get along?

hahaha.... frank zappa and steve vai are freakin nuts!