its the truth..

lol..thank you

lack of communication never solves problems,it just pushes them to the side and saves them
like a hoarder til you dont have any space left to breath...
personaly i think lack of or refusal to communicate is the biggest issue with the world

oh i would NEVER give up hope or faith in that matter at all...its more the feeling of helplessness...it's a "only time will tell" thing
so acceptance and patients is on the venue

to learn to share,experience,love,give unselfishly.
i find the more unself centered i am
the more my life repairs

i cant tell you all enough how much i appreciate the support and prayers...
my anxiety level is thru the roof waiting for the results

My sins are My sins,
so wipe off that grin.
you think that you know me,
so JUDGEMENT begins.
On your high horse
with your nose in the air,
try walking in My shoes
before you compare.
self rightious and pompous,
with faulty moral compass,
you look down on the masses,
through delusional glasses.
Everyone else is always wrong,
at least that's how you sing your song.
With ego inflated, trite and jaded,
you bubble will burst before long:)

her brain function testing was pretty low in some areas..not good enough to go home..
this comming monday they will sit down and explain everything i guess..

i have the pictures posted on my profile now.



.still cant figure out why im having problems with photobucket

thank you all for the prayers and positive thoughts

supernatural

i really appreciate it...its heart wrenching to talk to her..i dont know how to describe it...its like that movie 50 first dates..but also seems like she lost part of herself..part of her personality... and i miss it dearly..
i can only imagine the frustration and sadness/anger she goes thru trying to get it back..she cant come home yet either..they're still doing tests...
i wish it was me instead of her..

thank you

thank you. i appreciate it

i start with having gratitude.
even in seemingly "bad situations" you can stop and smell the roses...
personaly i try not to look at lifes quirks as bad or good, just another experience to learn from....
good example......when my daughter had her accident and i stood at her hospital bed. my thought was i am greatful shes alive for one..but i was also greatful for every "seemingly bad" situation ive been through all the troubles and hard times...cause it made me strong enough to handle it and really be there for her...
so im saying try not to look at things as good or bad..it changes the way you look at and handle things

her name is miranda shes 22 god i feel old sometimes..seeing her helpless and hurt aged me more it feels like...

i think the first step in being a real compassionate person is to be impecable with your words...impecable means without sin..it means dont gossip, dont lie, dont feed the negativity of others, try to never say negative things and when others are being negative speak possitive words.
then the next step would be to quit putting assumptions on others...it allows them to be them without pressure from you..
then the next dont take things personal..
if someone is being nasty with you let them keep their poison its not yours,but it will be if you accept it:)
as far as xmas goes personaly i dont feed into the hubbub of the marketing. everyday is a day to enjoy your loved ones and be kind and empithetic..

i give up my photos are all there but my phones not letting me post them now...no clue why...