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Tue 12/06/11 10:22 PM
i wake each day
& see my death in front of me.
i try to sleep at night
with all the chemicals they're givin me.
i toss & i turn as my mind slowly burns
on thoughts of how i use to be.
try yellow, blue, white or red,
be their lab rat till your dead.
addled brains and nerves exposed
just side effects of the standard dose.

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Tue 12/06/11 09:31 PM


thanx...
i been absent for awhile..
my daughter had a bad car wreck august 1st so i been tending the important things..
her memory is still shot cant remember the day before, but shes healthy thank god!...
nice to see familiar faces on here..
.....

formerly.... bedlum..
:heart: So sorry to hear this man,,You both will be in my Prayers and, sometimes,,,miracles DO HAPPEN!
I'm glad she was saved and you have now this time to together, to heal and become more..:heart: Much luck and love sent your way Bro..
thanx dude..its been a loooooong roadtears

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Tue 12/06/11 08:31 PM
refections of your past dont kill you..
acceptance of your past can instill you..
no amount of stubborn will
can never a memory kill
learn the lessons givin in life
they strengthen your spirit for times of strife...

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Tue 12/06/11 08:22 PM

I remember bedlum. Wow. Good read.:smile:
thanks rt..drinker

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Tue 12/06/11 08:13 PM
thanx...
i been absent for awhile..
my daughter had a bad car wreck august 1st so i been tending the important things..
her memory is still shot cant remember the day before, but shes healthy thank god!...
nice to see familiar faces on here..
.....

formerly.... bedlum..

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Tue 12/06/11 06:07 PM
i play for you...by damien..

i can play it for millions
or a crowd of just a few,
i've played it for the people
i hardly even knew.
but it really doesn't matter,
all the songs that i have sung
cause the audience i play for
is a lonely crowd of one..
so i play for you
and the bell that i've been ringing,
has been ringing all my stife,
and the songs that i been singing
they are the balad to my life
the words all have a meaning,
cause there's so much i have to say,
that i find the time to tell you,
this seems the only way..
so i play for you........
when you tell me you dont listen,
all my lonelieness returns,
so i sit and write a novel,
telling all my pain and burns,
i know you didnt mean it
but it hurts me just the same,
so i hide behind my pillow
and in the dark i call your name..
and i play for you

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Tue 12/06/11 05:51 PM
like it:)

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Tue 12/06/11 04:26 PM
very niceflowerforyou

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Tue 12/06/11 04:23 PM
good write

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Tue 12/06/11 04:18 PM
Edited by insangel on Tue 12/06/11 04:19 PM
flowerforyou :smile:

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Tue 12/06/11 03:57 PM
thank u

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Tue 12/06/11 03:23 PM
Edited by insangel on Tue 12/06/11 03:58 PM
feels like i've been estranged,
from the ranks of humanity,
cast aside like one deranged,
searching for his sanity.
feels like peace is just a myth,
in the choas that surrounds,
force fed fear with every dish,
til you cant hold anymore down.
feels like honesty has been lost,
to an egocentric foolish race,
as long as you feed their pet false pride
you'll always have a place..

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Fri 11/04/11 04:19 PM


Feeling beatin down and and worn thin by life
My daughter got into an accident august 1st and suffered traumatic damage to her brain..
As of this moment her short term memory is limited to daily memories.but thank god shes doing ok..
I was on mingle before..some remember me as BEDLUM.
hi everyone:smile:


(((((((((((((Bedlum)))))))))))))) I was wondering what happened to you! :cry: I am so sorry to hear about your daughter. My thoughts and prayers are with you. flowerforyou :heart: :heart: :heart:
thank you hun...flowerforyou
Its been a rough road

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Fri 11/04/11 04:16 PM


Feeling beatin down and and worn thin by life
My daughter got into an accident august 1st and suffered traumatic damage to her brain..
As of this moment her short term memory is limited to daily memories.but thank god shes doing ok..
I was on mingle before..some remember me as BEDLUM.
hi everyone:smile:


Hi Bedlum. I am so sorry to hear about your daughter. My best wishes go out to you and your daughter. flowerforyou
thank youflowerforyou

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Fri 11/04/11 04:10 PM
Feeling beatin down and and worn thin by life
My daughter got into an accident august 1st and suffered traumatic damage to her brain..
As of this moment her short term memory is limited to daily memories.but thank god shes doing ok..
I was on mingle before..some remember me as BEDLUM.
hi everyone:smile:

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