Christina Perri- A Thousand Years

So many things that I've just decided to type, "so many things"

Better than I did yesterday.

The Bible Code- Micheal Drosnin
In The Grove of the Druids- Phillip Carr-Gomm

Bored, dejected

I just missed my bus, so I'm standing here outside in the cold and dark, and it's starting to rain.
I'm thinking this is a splendid way to end a holiday!!

You got divorced because your ex thought you and your daughter's ex were doing the deed? And you still see him? You must really like this young man.
I'm just wondering though, he thinks of you as a mom, but do you see him as a son? Are you considering taking him up on the more he seems to drunkenly be trying to put on the table?

And what does your daughter think about you hanging out with her ex?
You say he wants her back, are you actively trying to help them get back together?

Bored

Food!

Empty

Like death's favourite cousin.

The Book Thief- Markus Zusak

Thinking that this has turned out to be quite a lovely evening, and that I'm ready for bed.

Thinking that there's nothing I hate more than early morning hunger... It's 03:45

Thinking about what book I should read next...

Sleepy... Nap time!

Letters To A Young Poet- Rainer Maria Rilke

Thanx, will be sure to look them up.
I tend to take people at face value, I assume that you mean what you say and say what you mean.
My view of dating and relationships in general can be pretty black and white; if he's nice then he's nice. If he's mean then he's mean.
I know this is a bit of a simplistic way of viewing things, and there are grey areas in life but I'm also quite sick of kicking down doors that are already open so to speak.

So the sweet romantic guys are gay? Serial killers? Boring?
Prince Charming has become redundant?
Bad boys are cool? Thugs? Secretly harbouring sensitive emotions?
HELP! I don't know what to look for anymore!!!!!
Dramatics aside though, am I the only one who keeps getting mixed and contradictory advice on dating? If he buys you flowers, "aaaaw, but watch out."; if he threatens to beat you, "He's an idiot, but he's only doing it coz he loves you." (Yes, there are people who think like this).
Why can't a spade just be a frikken spade anymore?

Well this screams self-esteem issues to me. U could be short and butch and they still wouldn't trust you, I think.
Let them get to know you. Show them that you're not just a lecherous old perv. Keep the chest ogling to a minimum. Only time and a little ordinary conversation will put them at ease I should think.