My life’s been filled with angry heart,
Those ****in' echos from the past,
Those promised trues and I love you's
weren’t those meant to last?
Those ****y lines of careing,
made with honesty and trust,
Each of which left inside my head,
and slowly gather dust.
I fight twards tomorrow, lookin’ for hope,
and walking blind,
Those broken dreams, and silent screams,
play re-runs in my mind.
I try and shake, those past mistakes,
and meet what lerks ahead,
while hearing cold reminders,
of those promises once said.
It.s hard to feel, what’s wrong from real,
when those shadows kill my light,
I close my eyes and dream a dream
of calmness every night.
It’s all I know, this past I hold
Is it a helping hand?
These scars I show,
a lesson to understand?
Still future days await me,
in this life I call my own,
those ****in’minor ****-ups that frustrate me,
as I face this world alone.
Yet those words I once said, and tears that have been shed,
will rest peaceful in my heart,
I know the pain of love in vain,
will always play its part.
With open arms I’ll welcome those days
and they will arise,
I Really hope to find one day,
a love without good-byes.

Wayne MacDougall 3-6-09

Ahhhhh, What's Sex? Don't know anything about it.

LOL Your Kidding Right? WHO ISN'T A RED SOX FAN? WOW!

How bout one of those new self tuning Gibsons

a left libit, with a new cloh

Yes a nice Siler Oak Cab would work.....Yumm Oooo That reminds me I have to call out to Orangevale and check on some friends.....One of them just bought a fixer Upper Lodge on the way to Tahoe on 50 and the snow is going to just be too much I think

Hanna!!!! Your the Best!

Yes a nice Siler Oak Cab would work.....Yumm Oooo That reminds me I have to call out to Orangevale and check on some friends.....One of them just bought a fixer Upper Lodge on the way to Tahoe on 50 and the snow is going to just be too much I think

I like my lunch hours to be " the rest of the day off with out losing vaction time or having to use sisk time.....or having to take a vacation if it's ok with the Boss or first come first serve.. I dont want to have to plan my vacation months in advance I want to decide to take it tomorrow and leave today

LOL No money needed, I have enough of that....funny how people are Money is first on the mind .....It's the heart I'm looking for. wow

I have to tell ya, After bieng laid off after 15 years makes a guy take another look at things and the people in his life. It's funny how having another idea about what ya might want to do at my age and putting so much time into a company only to be discarded like an old dirty rag. I have decided to move back to California and take my souvineer crafts buisness with me and see what I can do in the tourist areas there before I am forced to be thrust back into the corporate world so I can get my 2 week vacation and that mondane trip to the office everyday. now I know that most ladies want all that and the security of health insurance and 401 K's and blah blah blah so on and so fourth,but who's to say we can't get that building our own business.......Yeh Yeh I'm gonna hear back from most of you saying " Well good Luck with that" or " that's just not Reality" yeh yeh yeh PaLeeez most will be scared that they might actually have to work harder and get out of the safety net.....not that ladies that work full time for that 2-5 week vacation arn't hard working or kind people or extremly smart......Is there some one out there that wants to try?

Thank you all, for your thoughts and I agree I went over the top a bit. I want everyone one to know that is not easy to write or comment on such a topic and not be biest to one side or the other (Media please take note) espessialy when one does not know the religion thru and thru, for this I appoligize. However the Muslim Comunity in this country as well as the world needs to take a MAJOR stand on the good thier faith is,and they need to be media savy as well. Maybe then will it get better.

I am deeply Saddened by the Murder of Mrs Butto in Pakistan. It hurts to see that region and all Muslim countrys fighting amung themselves like 3 year old childern.
What is the problem here?, Can't they and rest of the world see the problem with the Muslim Faith? You can say "It's not all Muslim's that practice terrorism in the name of Ala" but so far all the terrorism has been the through Muslim faith, and no one of the faith condems the evil acts No One! I'm Ashamed to be on the same planet with people of Murder, Hate, and Death in the name of some Bozo, Knothead GOD the named "ALA" So far it seems He must have been (If indeed he even exsisted) a very Conceeded, Hateful, aberition tool of Hell.

I'm gonna vote for one reason this time,"For my own Entertainment" I'm voteing for the one person that can bring me more television entertainment the next term,than bush has in his past 2 terms......mmmmmmm who should that be?????

I'm gonna vote for one reason this time,"For my own Entertainment" I'm voteing for the one person that can bring me more television entertainment the next term,than bush has in his past 2 terms......mmmmmmm who should that be?????

Ahhh, I see clearly that you have not read nor follow any of the Red Sox Fan game book ... it is written in chapter 11 section 12 paragraph 54-81 There will be no Red Sox Fan,without being a "Patriot" fan......Illegal.....you could get 20 to life for such a crime. Repent Man!!!! Repent!!!

LOL Pleez,
Sox, Pat's, Celt's The rest of the nation needs to just

DEAL WITH IT !!!!!!!

signed,..... WWW.THEGUYFROMBOSTON.COM

Heck, Even I am rooting for your team!!
CONGRATS EAGLES !!!!
Resectfuly ;), Patriots Fan

WAY TO GO ..!!EAGLES!!!!!
Signed, Patriots Fan