My life’s been filled with angry heart,
Those ****in' echos from the past,
Those promised trues and I love you's
weren’t those meant to last?
Those ****y lines of careing,
made with honesty and trust,
Each of which left inside my head,
and slowly gather dust.
I fight twards tomorrow, lookin’ for hope,
and walking blind,
Those broken dreams, and silent screams,
play re-runs in my mind.
I try and shake, those past mistakes,
and meet what lerks ahead,
while hearing cold reminders,
of those promises once said.
It.s hard to feel, what’s wrong from real,
when those shadows kill my light,
I close my eyes and dream a dream
of calmness every night.
It’s all I know, this past I hold
Is it a helping hand?
These scars I show,
a lesson to understand?
Still future days await me,
in this life I call my own,
those ****in’minor ****-ups that frustrate me,
as I face this world alone.
Yet those words I once said, and tears that have been shed,
will rest peaceful in my heart,
I know the pain of love in vain,
will always play its part.
With open arms I’ll welcome those days
and they will arise,
I Really hope to find one day,
a love without good-byes.

Wayne MacDougall 3-6-09

absolutely haunting,..

I've learned that there are many stepping stones that must be lived within our journey,,, and through the bumps we (you) shall find peace and love once
again,,,,

Welcome to our home

Still, beauty and hope prevail within you

Ty for sharing your write, and welcome to this forum, a home.