I sit silently.
Silently I watch.
Voratious claws eagerly strip the meat from my heart.
I do nothing.
I only watch,
as knashing teeth pulvirize the bowns of my soul.
In the end,
anger overwhelms me.
Hope looses meaning.
I lash out.
I lash out against the futility of it all.
lost in desperation.
I tear the the remaining stars from the fabric of my sky.

Good. It makes love seem cautious.

Good. It makes love seem cautious.

Nice. It reminds the reader of how unconditional love can be.

It's beautiful.
It's innocent inside.
It's dangerous.
Does fear override?
What do I decide?
How do How do I decide,
When both beauty and danger as one coincide?

My heart believes.
It wants to give life.
What of tommrow?
Will it cause future strife?
The weight of what if,
Does it equal a life?
What do I do,
when my hand holds the knife?

The choice is mine.
It can't be denied.
What di I decide?
How do I decide?
When a life or two lives may perhaps collide?

thankyou

I loved it. It was beautiful.

As I soar through the sky,
rivlets of wax flow from my wings.
A blistering journey down my skin.
I fly higher.
Though my flesh melts away,
I continue to rise.
Tormented,
with pain as my guide,
I reach for the light.
I silently watch,
all that I am slips through my fingers.
Broken and falling,
I can not help but think,
I almost reached the sun.

Great thanx.
I have played with dolphins
on a rainy day.
Slept alone in the sun
with wild dogs and felt safe.
I sat in the shadow of death
without fear.
At times I seek awnsers
at the bottom of a beer.
I have looked and learned
and fought and cried.
Finally I understand
The best you can do in life
is try.

The story is twelve years old. Long dead. It helps me to remember the beauty of innocence.

I love the way that you laugh,
especially after I say something stupid.
I miss the sparkle in your eyes,
when you do something you shouldn't.
I love the touch of your hand,
more than anything it's what guides me.
I miss the way you get jaalous,
you should know there's no reason.
I love that you can't sit still,
It helps me know when your nervous.
I miss the way your hair smells,
and just being close enough to notice.
I love the beauty in your face,
it's what i miss most of all.
The beauty when you smile,
when you smile for no reason,
for no reason at all.

Thankyou all.

Heal thyself.
I can't.
I'm sick.
I'm at the end.
Body or mind?
Health is not physical.
Health is in the mind.
Health is aboyt perception.
what is your perception?
Believe it and so it shall be.
No!
You can not change your life,
not just with a though.
Wait!
You can change your life.
You can change the way you see it.
You can change the way you feel.
Heal thyself, heal thy mind.

Only sometimes.

rehearsing

It is good to trust and it is very important in a relationship. You just have to trust yourself and your own felings first.

anticipating

Men like sex, Women like sex.
Just don't give away more than you are given.

29 but I have lived on my own, in five different countries, since I was sixteen.

Women are never going to understand men and men are nevr going to understand women. The key is acceptance and COMMUNICATION. You have to tell the other person what you want and accept nothing less that what you need.

I don't meant to say I am above all that. Sometimes everyone chooses company over being alone because at times being alone is to hard. I do it often, but regardless I still know what way is best even if I don't follow it.