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Sun 03/15/09 06:12 AM

i wish this rash i have would heal...


offtopic that was so funny i forgot to laughspock

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Sun 03/15/09 06:10 AM
a nice hot bowl of grits and a mug of ice cold milk

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Sun 03/15/09 03:23 AM
Personally, I don't see anything wrong with your pic. If you look at my profile, you'll see I'm a Big Beautiful Woman. If they don't like you for you are, you're better off. It's their loss.

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Sun 03/15/09 03:18 AM
I feel like hate
I feel like despair
I feel hopeless
I feel rage

I don't like being lied to
Don't tell you love
Don't tell you want to marry me
When you really don't

When when you love someone in relationship
I thought they loved you back
Not scream at you all the time,not make you hate yourself
That's what I thought anyway

I thought there was good in people
But I guess I was wrong
I though there was more than how I grew up
But, I guess, it's an impossible dream

All I wanted was a chance
But I guess I'm not worthy
Not in your eyes
Nor the world's, either

I'm tired of being seen and not heard
I have opinions
I HAVE FEELINGS TOO, DAMMIT!!

I won't apologize for what's with me ANYMORE!!!
I didn't ask for this disease

Try living with my frame of mind for a day
Just ONE day
You couldn't do it for an hour
So don't b***h and moan at me, I got enough s**t on my plate

You don't know what the hell I've been through
If you did, you'd be surprised I'm not a psycho killer

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Sun 03/15/09 03:06 AM
It's been a great whiile
Sinice we've split
I didn't want to leave
But I had to

I loved you too much
And I feared you'd get hurt
I have a confession to make
I need your forgiveness

Things got really nasty between us
And I nearly snapped
I had to stop myself
That's why I left

I take a lot of the blame
But you did a lot, too
I shouldn't have come back
But you didn't have to do that things you did, either

I don't what happened
To make you take that first sip again
But I still loved you
More than you apparently loved me

Your words knocked me to the ground
But I shouldn't have allowed it
I know I've said hurtful things, as well
And I'm sorry for that

It took me a long time
The journey was agonzing
But I'm finally at peace with myself
I've finally grown up

A part of me will always love you
But you no longer have a vise-grip on my heart
When I think of you, there's no more pain
My tears finally dry

My heart's finally closed the gaping wound
My heart's finally let you go
I'm finally healed at long last

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Sun 03/15/09 02:56 AM

good morning..waving

its 3.30 p.m in India.


there is a pooping thread too, please visit rofl


oh gross!!!!sick

lol

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Sun 03/15/09 02:53 AM
It's 5:51am here in NC, I'm awake. Just wanted to say good morning, so......GOOD MORNING!!!!!

Hope whoever all is just waking up had a good night's sleep!!!!

waving

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Sat 03/14/09 08:55 PM

I hope you can get it under control, Amber. I have been cleaning outside. I am burning tree branches and scrap lumber that I had left over from refurbishing the house. It has been kind of nice to watch the fire burn but soon I will have to make it is out before I go to work. I got rid of a lot of paper and cardboard boxes to start the fire. I am having hemorrhoid flare ups so sitting down is kind of painful.


YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOUCH!!!!!! I'm fortunate enough never to have had one, but my x-fiance always had flare-ups....and almost every time they would rupture......

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Sat 03/14/09 06:47 PM

Yeah. When the power went out and I was without water the food all spoiled, too. Mom told me to trash whatever was in the refrigerator like she had to do and when I did I noticed all the stains inside. Since I still had the residue on the tub bottom from working at the fiberglass boat company when I took showers I am cleaning the bathtub as I dump the cleanser from using on the inside of the refrigerator. Got some bleach tablets that are supposed to last 3 months for the toilet bowl and using The Works on it. I want to air the place out when the warmer weather comes because I have to stay right with the grand daddy long legs that keep trying to put the cobwebs up. I want to build a shed attached to the water well pump house so I can take some stuff out of the house that is cluttering up the place. I have just been giving some good stuff away that I don't think is bad. Gave a monitor to a resident at work and a small television to the church for the kids class. I mean if all it does is collect dust I would just as soon as get rid of it. I would like to get some counter top covering for mine since the wood has a tendency to turn dirty looking.


i can't blame for wanting to get a countertop cover. i'm starting to get those annoying muscle twitches that i always get when my lamictal dosage is increased....the doctor went from 50mg to 200mg in one jump......frustrated

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Sat 03/14/09 03:07 PM

Well, the place smells like lemons. I mixed Fred's Lemon Ammonia and Pine Sol Mountain Scent. It cut through months' stuff of icky sticky stuff. Got the crisper and the glass shelf above it still soaking in the tub. My fingernails are clean.:smile:


I take that you are doing spring cleaning, Roy? I've been doing that this past week, too. All that is left to do is clean the fridge inside and out and then bleach the countertops.

Would have waited until next month, but my brother from Arizona will be here Tuesday... I can't to see him. It's been seven long years. I was pregnant with Eileen the last time I saw him and his wife.

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Sat 03/14/09 09:10 AM

Its a wet, chilly morning and maybe going back to bed isnt such a bad idea.


i agree......another good day to, as my daughter puts it, "lay around and be bums"

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Sat 03/14/09 09:06 AM

when i was 14 i was sitting on the floor by a couch that my dog had jumped onto. she farted kinda close to my head and then turned and looked at me like i did it. i never tried to blame mine on her. that wasn't right of her to do that.


that's similar to what my dad's dog does, she'll let one when you don't even know she's around...then strut around with a grin on her face...after looking at you like you'd lost your mind

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Sat 03/14/09 09:03 AM

Sounds like baby boy might have been trying to avoid making a mess on the front porch...

Realizing he was about to have an accident?



nah, he would have hauled boogie to the side yard if that was the case...even if it meant running people over (god knows he's crushed my foot often enough)

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Sat 03/14/09 08:56 AM
Edited by Amberdee29045 on Sat 03/14/09 08:57 AM
a dog actually be self-conscious about breaking wind????

This actually happened a couple of weeks ago.....and the night before this happened, my dog ate the left-over Jambalaya that I had cooked....

The guy that delivers the phone books in my area pulled up in the yard and I went out to get them. My dogcame out with me and sat on the top step of the porch where I was standing. The guy walks up to bottom step to let Baby Boy (my dog's name)to let Baby get a smell of him. The guy starts rubbing Bsby Boy behind his ears, and all of a sudden, Baby Boy starts ripping them out and right. What he did next was absolutely HILARIOUS!!!! He looks left and right, and when he gets a whiff, he actually HUNCHED DOWN, TAIL BETWEEN HIS LEGS, AND TRIES TO SQUEEZE HIS LEGS AND BUTT TO HOLD IT IN. The whole time this was happening Baby Boy had the most pitiful look on his face......

rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl

We're still getting a good laugh out of it!!!

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Sat 03/14/09 08:46 AM
good one!!!! not often do I end up laughing so hard that Pepsi shoots out my nose.

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Sat 03/14/09 08:43 AM
1983

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Sat 03/14/09 08:24 AM
1. find my soulmate (i think i have already, though)smitten
2. visit the mountains here in nc
3. become a grandma
4. see where my dad grew up
5. actually meet my family on dad's sidefrown
6. go back to school get an associate's in baking and pastry arts.....

put 6 up in case that first one didn't count.....bigsmile

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Sat 03/14/09 08:07 AM
100%all-natural, organic nuclear bomb

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Sat 03/14/09 07:56 AM
my dad sometimes it's the smell after something crawls up your @$$ and dies.....

i know, he's weird....

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Sat 03/14/09 07:43 AM
revenge of the pinto beans

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