i have the family hips and butt....i'm not fond of it

my boyfriend loves it though, gives him to grab onto

ty....hopefully today will be better......yesterday we went to visit granny's and papa's graves....(he couldn't make it back to say goodbye)....we both bawled like babies

I'm just waking up......and completely surprised that my back isn't killing me.....i figure that my brother will be here in an hour or so (he's visiting from AZ)......he won't have to drag me out of bed this morning.....just Momma

yeah, i ended up staying the whole weekend and cleaned up his house, we've been inseparable (sp?) since

building on that....he calls me at least once a day, and always tells me he can't wait tto see me......is it possible for there to be an ulterior motive???

whoa.....don't want a repeat of our first date!!! (i had to take him to the ER, his back went out on him)

that they seem to always forget how to put that damn toilet seat back down

and that they don't always "hit the target"......i HATE going to the bathroom and step in a piddle puddle

yep......happened a few months ago......i went away with a friend of mine for a few days.....and we both got that feeling.....sure enough, a crackhead was looking right in the window to the room around the curtain which was shut as best as it could be......

after having heard my story, many people have told how they admire my emotional strength........

i feel that i'm weak

since i'm pretty into older guys, so treating me as if i'm stupid or i don't know what the hell i'm talking

I'm just wondering how I can get my boyfriend to take me out somewhere, like the bowling alley for a game or two of bowling or something like that? We're both pretty stay at home people, but I for one am getting a little cabin fever, and I'm extremely shy when it comes to making a suggestion like that.

thank you, my therapist likes it too

It's not strange.....I'm actually looking for my own place now.

but it did. my oldest brother is visiting from Arizona. he came in yesterday. well, he swung by here this morning around 7:45 and wew all had coffee while our mom and i got dressed and ready to go. we did a little shopping, then we went to the place where our grandparents are buried (my brother wasn't able to fly back when they passed away 7 years ago). he kneeled in front of the graves.....and started crying. all of a sudden, i started thinking how i wished that granny and papa could have lived just long enough to see my daughter (i found out i was pregnant with her a month after my granny passed)....and also got to thinking of all the good times we all had with granny and papa. i thought all my tears were cried out a few years ago, but i was soooooo wrong. both my brother and i were bawling like babies....(i was also touched by the intense emotion that was in my brother's eyes....i've never him cry like that)

i really broke down when, after we arrived at the restaurant where we had lunch, i looked back and saw my 45 year old brother holding on to my momma for dear life.

(((((marie))))).....long titme no see......

had a pretty goood day today...verey emotioal.....my brother picked Momma and me up around quarter to 8 and we did a little shopping and went to see granny's and papa's graves......the emotions hit both of us at the same time....first time i've ever seen my brother cry.....first time i saw him hug Momma like that, too......like i used to when i was little......Momma's really happy that the two children she had (my other brother is my dad's kid from his first marriage....and the brother that is here is mom's from her first relatioinship) are here....it's doing her heart good.

who i am EXTREMELY grateful to have....just wish his work schedule would ease up some......40+ hrs/wk at one job.....30 hrs on the weekends at his other job (he's helping a friend out that nearly died in a trucking accident)

sowwee.......sexual frustration is a b!tch!!!!!! i wanna see my man!!!!

i didn't tthink about it much (even in past relationships) until now......the guy i'm dating now has changed that for me......

oh lordy.....i think got an idea for the romantic weekend with my b/f

fights, feuds, and booze.....yeah it probably affected the way i turned out.....but there's a thing on my myspace page that says it all.....

"damaged people are dangerous because they know they can survive"

wow...i'm so sorry......you can make it through though