I feel like hate
I feel like despair
I feel hopeless
I feel rage

I don't like being lied to
Don't tell you love
Don't tell you want to marry me
When you really don't

When when you love someone in relationship
I thought they loved you back
Not scream at you all the time,not make you hate yourself
That's what I thought anyway

I thought there was good in people
But I guess I was wrong
I though there was more than how I grew up
But, I guess, it's an impossible dream

All I wanted was a chance
But I guess I'm not worthy
Not in your eyes
Nor the world's, either

I'm tired of being seen and not heard
I have opinions
I HAVE FEELINGS TOO, DAMMIT!!

I won't apologize for what's with me ANYMORE!!!
I didn't ask for this disease

Try living with my frame of mind for a day
Just ONE day
You couldn't do it for an hour
So don't b***h and moan at me, I got enough s**t on my plate

You don't know what the hell I've been through
If you did, you'd be surprised I'm not a psycho killer

Angry write, but well written all the same...Who cares what others feel about you or want from you, concentrate on how you feel and what you want from and for yourself, everything else is immaterial...Be strong, go hard, and all the best to you....

i was angry and scared for my life when i wrote that....i've come to love myself since then

very nice, thank you for sharing.

I applaud you...At least others can see it and know that you never have to stay in that space...

Pushing feeling out into the open heals ....