By the way Texas yes that was when I DID HAVE a sense of human. but now
I am serious and do not feel like being humourous anymore at the moment
because behind that humor is my true feelings of what I've been threw
like Bill here has that I have NOTICED... and it is true even before I
cam to JSH my life was and STILL IS this way, just like Bill's is now.

I was made this way by ladies. I have the right to also express my true
feelings besides being funny.

How can I be funny hardly anymore when all I have is hurt, pain and
suffering from being sterotyped out by ladies everywhere and not given
the time of day by them???

So in other words... do I have to really ENTERTAIN myself unto a lady
just for her to see me and the heart I have before she will get to truly
know me as a human being???

Something to think about here!!!

Yes I remember making those comments and thank you for reminding me. but
still that was not recent ago. that was a playful comment at that time
and I thank you again for re-addressing me.

Hey guy welcome to jsh!

Do be careful when seeking friends here because there ARE alot of fakes
and phonies here and I wish to warn you ahead of time.

Because not all are as they appear to be sir!!! =D

Welcome aboard...

Woah Bill... I hear you on this... I never knew there was a more
understanding person like myself out here who feels the way I do.

Such a small world it is and yes I to was forced into this way of life.

I hope all goes well for you and your son. Hell, atleast you got to
experience true phyiscal love which is something I will never have in
life.

... That's why I like your posts so much guy! Because it's TRUTH &
HONESTY and it's from real life experiences because I to am still going
threw it.

Not many ladies out there will see a person like you and I for what we
are when it comes to our LOOKS. But the heart is strong and hope is all
we have to TRY and find our somebody's that will understand people like
you and I.

"Misery loves company, as they say!"

LOL SHADOW....

Ya... JUST SAY NO to DRUGS..!!!

LOL TEXAS???? 0_o

Could you please post the addy of this kiss poem post response that I
have made on??? because I have not responded hardly in the last massive
weeks on this site until just recently... I would like to see it!!

Plus I notice a change in words here... hmmmmm!!!

Ok let's talk about my depression problems and issues and let's see what
develops out of this.

But for the most case I don't think I will need drugs to help me with my
depression problems as this is NORMAL in life to go threw mental
depression as simple counseling and yes communication and
open-mindedness to talk about it openly could help while others would
hide their depression and issues from others. But I just don't think
drugs will help me in any case.

Here's my situation... how would any person deal with going threw 14
straight years of total isolation from the world and people around you
or in this case... a person like myself???

To go threw where a person is FORCED into a state or type of loneliness
not because I want to be alone. but forced there by most of the majority
of ladies out there because I am sterotyped out left and right.

... You see for me. It wouldn't matter how nice I would look out in
public. Wouldn't matter how self-confident in my approachability I have
with a charming sweet smile and communication skills and friendliness
attitude. It wouldn't matter in either the online or offline world of
dating.

Some to most people will not come to grips to admit that. when it comes
to YOUR LOOKS | COVER | OR APPEARENCE... the fact is... when most ladies
would see my picture or appearence... they wouldn't give me the time of
day either way to get to know me as a person and as a human being. Even
if it's just to be friends...

I've seen it all and have been witnessed to these events ALL of the most
part of my life regardless. I have been forcibly DENIED happiness and
have been forced whether I do or I do not want to be... into loneliness
regardless like a piece of garbage and left to my fate by the ladies and
people in general whether I like it or I don't.

I can go on and on and on and on about how to explain this. Point and
the fact is (and I proved this in many cases on my own) that in our
society today not just in our nation. But for the world's stage... if a
person doesn't have the qualifications of decent, goodlooking, hot or
sexy type looks to the opposite of the sex... then nobody will give you
the time of day... it's just a fact and way of life for me up to this
point.

Now most would say that I would have to try and try and try again until
I find somebody. BUT... it's easy for a person to tell another person to
move on and to get over the situation and to go about life to try and
make ourselves better. NOT EVEROYNE can do this if you do not have the
looks or appearence. I for one cannot just go out there and find
somebody that easy because it's VERY TRUE that looks are what most of
the majority of people go for instead of looking at the heart of a
person.

My point is... If people would actually STOP STEROTYPING a person out
all the time. The world would be a much better place and people would be
more happy instead of DOWNING or PUTTING DOWN or FORCING a
person/persons into a state of loneliness for what they LOOK LIKE
instead of seeing the HEART of a person!!!

It's a FACT and it's TRUE!!!

Also Texas when was it that you said you talked to me and Bill before in
a post recently???

Texas, I agree with with most of what you are trying to say here.

But the point of the matter in which I am trying to come across is
that... why do men and women sterotype out other people with a 1st
impression glance before you or they can get to know each other for who
that person is???

Of course I can understand that everyone has a taste or preference for
who they wish to date or to hook up with. My point is... it doesn't
matter how nice I make a 1st impression in regards to my outgoing wear
for a fun night on the town or with my nice charming smile... "of which
I do love to smile at people"... but of over 600+ approaches to ladies
that I have shown to be self-confident. No matter how much I do this or
will show a lady that I am interested in getting to know her.

They will sterotype me out with one glance of impression and will
automatically decided I am not worthy in that ladies eyes to talk to
because she was to quick to judge me with "her eyes".

Funny I am yes! Charming I am yes! Intelligent I am also yes! and so
much more... but why is it that most ladies are not up front when it
comes to online dating of what they are truly seeking in their other or
a guy seeks in their special other???

Is it truly about LOOKS is what I am saying here in my meanings of what
I am clearly trying to say, of which I have. But still nobody is getting
or understanding.

I have feelings. You have feelings. Bill has feelings there in what he
is saying as to what I am saying. The point is, I agree with Bill
because whether or not people wish or wish not to see is that online or
offline. Most of the majority of ladies out here love to sterotype out a
guy based on LOOKS there is no if's, and's or but's about it. It's a
FACT ok!

If a person wishes to look for a Goodlooking/Hot person. They should say
so in the beginning of their profiles and not lie to themselves in what
they seek.

I like your post Bill.. it's the truth in every aspect of the words you
speak.

So I re-done my profile because I agree that there are many types of
sterotypers out there and those like myself and you that are FORCED into
this way of life... for those that don't like it... I could care less
because it's the truth and from what I've lived all my life up to this
point now and won't hide how I feel anymore.

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what is there to really write or describe about myself, when most ladies
would just see my picture, automatically judge me and then sterotype me
out of existance without knowing me???

... You that read my profile KNOWS already my words are true and it
hurts you, or you don't wish to see me for me. What you really want to
do is to judge me and sterotype me so YOU can feell good about yourself.

Why do I feel this way??? Because I have lived it all of my life. I
can't and won't hide how I feel anymore just so you can feel good about
yourself and not want to understand how I feel because my true emotions
and feelings hurt you. So you run away from it, go around what I have to
say, lie to me to get me off of the topic. Deep down HONEST & TRUTH
hurts you. You run from what I have to say because it's not YOU who has
to walk my shoes and live the lonely life I've lived up until now and
still going threw it to this day.

... To you, I am the unwanted, you wish to hide me from those that are
happy around you. To keep me into darkness or a side secret of a box you
nor those happy around you do not wish to open and release!

My point is... most of the ladies here on this site WILLINGLY & KNOW
they do not seek who they appear to be looking for. The titles of
seeking NICE, RESPECTUFUL, CARING GUY are all lies... DEEP DOWN what you
seek is "LOOKS" nothing less and nothing more. So don't lie to me and
other men or women in what you seek for your special someone. Don't lie
to yourself! but to be honest if you truly are honest that is... and
just say you REALLY WANT is a HOT or GOODLOOKING someone in your life
and steroytype out the rest.

Don't tell me lies to my face with your false smiles. I am not like you.
I am NOT happy and I have been denied a life of happiness. I live a life
of TRUE hurt, pain, sadness and loneliness... because it is NOT BY
CHOICE.... It's because I WAS FORCED HERE by people... both man and
female... but maybe you do not wish to understand nor will you ever
understand.... nobody should go without somebody special.... love is a
precious gift.... true friendship is a special gift.... if I am there to
hear all your problems and to help come up with solutions and ideas...
why won't YOU be there when I would need you to care and to
understand???

My point is... Deep down... Do you truly care for your truest friends
and those that think and care about you right now??? Ask yourself some
questions about yourself and truly think about what you are doing.

... DOES LOOKS truly count in the person that you seek when it comes to
true love??? DO NOT LIE TO YOURSELF about this or you will hurt all
those around you in the end!!!

I don't have choices to be alone in life. I was FORCED here into this
position... I was denied happiness, warmth, love... All that I've known
that have crossed in my path are liars, cheaters, fakes and phonies and
I've come across a whole bunch of them in life.... there's no endless
supply out there.... so when you are out there seeking someone whether
it be online or offline... truly ask yourself deep down before meeting a
person.... "AM I TRULY PHYSICALLY AND IN APPEARENCE.... ATTRACTED TO
THIS PERSON & IS IT LOOKS OF A PERSON I TRULY SEEK BEFORE THEY ARE GIVEN
A CHANCE TO BECOME A PART OF MY LIFE IF THIS IS THE CASE!!!"....

Valeria: "All my life I've been alone. Many times I've faced death with
no one to know. I would look into the huts and the tents of others in
the coldest dark and I would see figures holding each other in the
night. But I always passed by. Warmth is so hard to find in this world!"
(Conan The Barbarian" (Film) -
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conan_the_Barbarian_(film)#Quot s

where da Grape flavored popsicles??? I want one!!!

=D I get a kick out of looking at myself in the mirror and making myself
smile lol

welcome to jsh =D

have fun!!!

my profile is just really long to read if anyone is interested lol =D

I hate drugs...illegal or prescription unless it helps for sinus and
headaches lol =D

we should have more post and talk about our feelings to everyone would
be cool!!!

I totally understand how ya feel Bill!!!

you are not alone as there are people also from this site that feel the
same way that you do.

yes and everyone deserves a fair chance. but most will not give you the
time of day for a chance.

most will go by looks and automatically judge you and keep on walkin or
fake smile in a persons face or play it off!!!

both sex's should not play with each others emotions. It's bad for both
parties!!!

congragulations u 2 =D I am happy 4 u both!!!