forced in to lonlyness being stotyped out

haveing no one wanting only one but not allowed to evion have one

try and try dress up be nice help out others when ever I can

try and try for year after year get the same thang from every last
woman you meet for year after year

strotyped at frest look not allowed a life

and have a child whom has no mom whom loved hes mom wanted hes mom
needed hes mom

just like I did loved her needed her but did she care

no way she found a guy who big he fits the porfile woman want hes
not just a avrage guy

so she dumped me and her child on are you know what to be with him

eveion her only child and 17 years did not mean athang to her at all

she did not care how she hurts you after all just a guy dont have
feelings

dont have wants are needs only woman have that thay are the only
humman on these plant thay thank

and whats eveion more funny is hereing and seen woman cry and say how
that guy did her wrung

when she went bye looks only to meet him then says he **** on her are
dont love her are he chets but found out men and woman both chet

but to be a man and have a life on these world you must be good
looking and have mony are both as a guy you can not look avrage to any
woman

as if we have say so on what we look like but as a woman you can be
avrage no porblum right you allowed as a woman you never go with out
you dump a guy these week and nexst week you have anew one sad and
as a guy if your not good looking you go alone and alone and alone
for year after year my son was 3 when hes mommy thurll him and me away
hes now almost 10 years old and has no mom, will never have any
woman for a mom why hes daddy strotyped out bye woman

so he has to go with no mommy ever woman dont care as long as thay are
the ones not being hurt to hurt a man woman like doing that
thay thank its fun and when woman no thay hurt a man thay feel so big
in side but dont want to be hurt them salfss

Woah Bill... I hear you on this... I never knew there was a more
understanding person like myself out here who feels the way I do.

Such a small world it is and yes I to was forced into this way of life.

I hope all goes well for you and your son. Hell, atleast you got to
experience true phyiscal love which is something I will never have in
life.

... That's why I like your posts so much guy! Because it's TRUTH &
HONESTY and it's from real life experiences because I to am still going
threw it.

Not many ladies out there will see a person like you and I for what we
are when it comes to our LOOKS. But the heart is strong and hope is all
we have to TRY and find our somebody's that will understand people like
you and I.

"Misery loves company, as they say!"

<stepping in ...reading.... woah!!!...stepping out>

Bill and Chishma - I am concerned about what you write. I have dealt
with depression and have my own issues I am still dealing with. I am
concerned that because of your negative feelings you are projecting that
negativity into your first impressions when you meet people. If you meet
someone and they see you as a negative person, they are going to walk
away. They want someone to make them smile and be happy.

And Bill, I worry about your son, you say you don't act this way around
him, there is no way possible you can feel this, way, talk this way, act
this way and have it NOT AFFECT HIM. GET REAL. This stuff is oozing out
every pore in your body, you need to contact someone to get some help,
either a doctor, mental health professional, someone to talk to. I have
posted places for you to get help before. When you posted your serial
killers post and some of your others, I am concerned for you and your
son, and you need to take the first step to get the help. Sitting home
writing these things on the computer is not helping you or your son, and
you need help to deal with your anger issues. If you deal with your
issues, then you can get on with your life and very likely find
happiness and not feel this way anymore. It concerns me that your posts
about serial killers talk about hurting women, that really scares me.

I do understand what you thank and I know why you thank these

but I can tell you that whats happion and my feelings do not spell over
on my child as I wont let it

you dont know me and what I feel well if you have walked in my place
you would understand you dont understand and try to say you do

you have never walked in my place and I can tell you if you did yu
your salf would see feel and no what I go thurll

can also tell you these us drugs ok go to a doctor us drugs to cover
up whats happion to me so that it can keep happioning

you dont have any idea how long I tryed what happion to make me these
way and to say I showed it to make them walk the other way no not true

what happion was looks thay walked with out giveing the time of day
try puting some one up getting them a job feeding her ass give her a
place to live and have that same one tell some one be with bill
ohhhhhh yekkkkkk would not give him the time of day

try haveing every one you meet talk great with you to thay see your pic
ones thay see your pic oh ant got time to talk to you any more

try going year after year for years not eveion able to get a one night
stand let alone a freind

why same reson looks its been proven over and over and over again

I been put wereI am bye woman for no reson other then being born would
love for you to walk in my place for a few years then yu would feel see
and no

I dont care how strong you thank you are you can only get back up so
many times be for you get week

you can only be hurt so many times in life be for it mesess you up so
see I am not going to go hurt any one I know that I dont worry my salf
about I will I wont its not me are in me

I was always knowen as that nice guy the one whom you all made come in
last I am speking out why to try and wke up others to what thay are
doing to guys for no reson at all how would you all like to be trun
down bye every last guy you meet for years

how would you feel dont matter how good you dersse up dont matter how
nice you are you can not have no one no one be trun away bye every
last person you meet for years then tell me how you would feel

Marie as I've read Bill's response. He is telling you what I am about to
tell you from MY position and experience as he is going threw because I
understand what he has been threw and is what I am going threw ok?

I've always been that "NICEST GUY" you could ever meet anywhere with a
warm smile and friendlly attitude.

I was made the way I am now by women and most people because it is FACT
that people do judge appearence or a persons looks.

How YOU feel Marie if you had over 800 or more guys sterotype you every
which way and there was nothing you could do about it? Didn't matter how
nice you came across right?? Don't matter how nice and sweet or decent
you dressed to meet people right??? Didn't matter how well you came
across in your good hearted nature and approach to talk with those
people right?? You wouldn't be able to help it at all. No matter how
nice of a woman you would be to people.

I speak from EXPERIENCE and even had my fair share on this website. The
point I am trying to make is... almost every lady I come into contact
with online or offline no matter how "NICE" I come across to people or
ladies that spark my interest in detail. They take ONE LOOK at the
picture and automatically I am judged and sterotyped out.

But you see... now matter how much I try to explain to you or anybody
here. I could care less of what people think about me now here,
including yourself. You have not walked me and Bill's shoes to even have
one bit of understanding of what it's like to be forced into a state of
loneliness by everyone you meet regardless.

So yeah! I am starting to feel negative and bitter inside. Not because I
want to feel this way. But because I was MADE to feel this way by people
and women in general.