hay am sorry that cybear thanks hes all that he never emailed me
but one time not all the times he put in hes post and its not my falt
none of you have ever been her and dont no what your saying

you can say I dont so what ok I dont aket out on my feelings just
say what I see

you you keep your eyes closed like you have them

lie and cover it up thank your big are somethang for what be couce
I say my feelings you thank we live some were that you dont have
the freedum to say your feelings then you need to move for you are in
the usa

you guys dont understand be couce you dont want to you dont like
hereing it be couce truth hurts you all as you live in your lifes
of liesss

and talking about taking some ones child from them for feeling
somethang thay dont like that was forced on them bye others ok so
what your saying is if you say your feelings are talk out you will
take there child ok so then

she should be losing her child there in that pic as well for doing the
same thang her salf saying what she thanks see not one sided thang
here

so live the children out of these wake up look around you thank
about more then your salfss you might see somethang then but unto
you do that you willnot see for your eyes are closed and sybeur is
full of him salf he thanks hes doning good so he can get down some
woman in a bed thats what these is about to him as I never just put
woman down as you say I say it as it is as I see it not as to put
woman down are men and its both men and woman that do these thangs any
way

so hes going to run hes mouth see he thanks he has the right to talk
but some one eless dont have that right if he dont like what he sees
them say ok hes no better then any one elss and his messed up him
salf after all did I ever say any ones names and point my finger at
any of you woman are men on these site no I did not

not my porblum that you thank your better then some one eless your
not

dont talk that way about Bear..hes a sweetheart..not miserable like
u..jezzzzzzzzz

I love u, bear......

I did not aske him to make a post say the **** he did and lie so owell
you like to say thangs dont care I did not aske him to put my name in
a post and call it a song now did I so he has what he has coming
its only truth I never saed any names on here are ponted my finger at
any one so owell well

G'mornin Bill,
That wasn't kewl & I'm Sorry, when ever I read your post I could see
you were venting or asking for help.

NO CHILD is better off, away from their parent...the system isn't
always right.
As long as your taking care of him. being the Best Dad that you can
be, GET OVER THAT HATRID FOR YOUR EX!!! WOULDN'T IT JUST TICKLE THE SH*T
OUT OF HER TO KNOW HOW MUCH SPACE SHE IS TAKING UP IN YOUR HEAD???

IF YOU DO SHOW THAT HATRID AROUND YOUR SON, ALL IT WILL DO IS MAKE
HIM FEEL UNWORTHY, UN LOVED, BY HIS WORTHLESS MOTHER THAT DOESN'T EVEN
CARE ENOUGH TO SEE HIM

I keep my feelings to my salf my son dont no and wont no
I am not like that hes a child

I did not aske to feel these way I did not aske to be dune the way I
have ok and I only say what I feel sorry that some just dont eveion
care anuff to try and understand guess if thay was put here

then what I shuold be like them and talk down to them like thay did me
whyis that I sead no ones names on here I did not pont my finger
like sybear did at me

(((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))
it's was fckd up, Bill, again I'm Sorry for that!

I know I didn't do it, I just know how easy my feelings get hurt & that
sucks!

I was trying to remember your threads, & there nothing but love for
your son.

Bill...
please get a spell check,or slow down your typing man...

it is hard enough to understand emotions when one cannot understand the
content of the writer...
are you attacking Cybear?
or all of us?

calm down,and think before you type your hype

thanks ok I am not trying to make others mad here are juge any one
ok and yess my splleing suckssss thanks me no these

if you new me for me you would find out I am not dum and you would
find out I have a hart and would care and be freinds with almost any
one sorry some just dont understand are want to try but thanks again
to every one whom at list trys

so what about your post about seireal killers?

why so negative?

these post was only meant to say some thang I feel and see could be a
reson is all

the reson I say these was for these reson

I have been put thurll hell and dune to for doing nothang to any
one at all well try being strotyped used lied to over and over and
over again for no reson try seeing your child hurt

see your child cry from a mothers day at school he comes out crying
for he has cards the who clss makes up for there moms he has no mom

now feel that pluss the trun downs for more then 4 years now on
top of what my childs mom did to me
I have a good hart and been told morte then ones as I get sit on see
what happions to nice guys

now thalts go thurll my mind not good ones ones of crazy ok with the
hurt well me would never do what I thank ok its not me and I know its
not right but see hurt and being hurt for so long can make a pesron
go over the ege ok thats why I sead that in the post now you know

I totally understand how ya feel Bill!!!

you are not alone as there are people also from this site that feel the
same way that you do.

we should have more post and talk about our feelings to everyone would
be cool!!!

yes it would be nice if we could have a place were every one could go
be open honest and just talk feelings and get some help it would be
help for all would be nice

it is good to write about your pains...

hurt not the child,
for they are only victims of divorced parents...

let it go and fear not the past,
it is now only painful memories,to teach and learn from...

Bill, I don't think anyone wants to hurt you, but are worried about you
because of what you write. There are groups out there for single
parents and single men. If you could get involved with other men it
would help you deal with your loneliness. I have been through what you
are going through with my exhusband, my daughter was 5, raised her by
myself. You need to move forward in your life, make the best of it,
make a good life for you and your son. Your son will see that you are
getting better and happier and he will feel better and happier, I know
this from experience. My ex died when my daughter was 18, he saw her
maybe 5 times during those years, promised many more times but
"no-showed' "no-called" and broke her heart, she would have better off
with no contact in the long run rather than the broken promises over the
years. You need to take the first steps to get moving. Join a group,
go to church, find some people you can talk to and work through your
hurt. It is tearing you up inside and you can't move on until you do.
And even though you don't tell your son, he does see it. You need to do
this for both of you, he will be much happier when he sees that you are
happy. Talk to a doctor about antidepressants, they can make a world of
differnce, even just for the short term, but work on getting over the
pain, not dwelling on it and letting it eat you like a festering wound.

You and your son will both win in the long run, I mean it, you will both
be much happier.