But i was still next to ya...always will be my friend

if i am stuck between Vicky and Pata I wont sleep and nor will they...

I left in 2005 to join the army. It was august 5 2005 to what i always dreamed of, but little did i know it would be the biggest nightmare of my life. I made it to November 2005 when i broke my leg, i had to go home and heal, but I'd come back in 30 days. All together it was almost a year in Basic Training when it was suppose to be 14 weeks. I made it out to become a soldier. I spent most of my days wondering what it would be like once I was out, but i had to get my head on straight cause i was Iraq bound. I landed in pitch black of night and wondered where the hell i was, the nesxt morning i saw...Hell. Sand, tents and port o johns thats i saw, for the next 15 months more and more stuff came in. Actual flush toilets (they clogged easy) showers that didn't drain well, but it was better then a bottle of water like we had before. At the end we lost 12 of our Brothers in arms to the enemy. I came home, and got out of the army. I was bound for Phoenix Az, and i thought I'd have it all, a job, my own place, you know everything a 24 year old young man would want, but i was wrong. I sit here typing this a 109 in the morning and wonder where i went wrong, its hell trying to get unemployment, and even harder to get a job. Maybe theres a lesson in this all who know. I figured I'd write this down for all those thinkin of joining and for my own reason, try to figure it all out.

If they outlaw guns then only outlaws will have them and I am proud to say that I will be one of them. I have seen My friends shed their blood to keep this nation free from Oppression, and i will be an SOB if they will take my Guns from me.

I stood up to defend this nation from all enemies foreign and domestic and i will do this until the day they lay me in the ground.

Another great poem from a great woman

Great as always hun

dont make me come there and get you writin hun

I know the pain my dear sweet Vic, the everlastin battle with ourselves...

I watch Indie 4 5 times Iron man the same and couldnt finish flags of our fathers

i just have no desire to read it or see it again

I hated clowns after that movie

the new James Bond....IT WAS AWSOME!!!

Blessed be to all.

When you're told 95% of your life that your not good enough its hard to believe someone when they tell you are.

I think the biggest thing that has effected me in my entire life is the fact that all the "father" figures in my life were nothing more then kids acting like fathers. My mom did a much better job raising me then any man. Because of her i have more respect for Tougher women, single mothers and i dont stand for rapists, child molesters or any other monsters. I spent 5 1/2 years in group homes and shelters and was told in my freshmen year i would never graduate let alone make something of myself, but here i sit 24 years old graduate of high school and Operation Iraqi Freedom.

I think i did good and came out on top after all the years...What do ya'll think?

just as gorgeous as you are hun

Vic, my dear sweet gorgeous Vic, I know your pain is strong but you and him are still together...just not the way you want. I will share your burden with you if you want.

i have so much tea that the English wonder when the next tea party is...lol. i like any kind of tea.

You used to cower in fear of my name, but now I'm the laughing stock of the world.
I feed the world while my people suffer in the streets.
I make secret pacts with Tyrants terrorist and other like minded people not for peace but for war.
I have gone against everything my Fathers taught me and now I disgrace their name but Taxing without reason and stripping my people of all they hold dear.
there is no way my people can protect themselves for i took everything, i laugh in their faces at their stupidity.
I am just one nation full of fools with a few open eyed individuals.

I AM AMERICA.

i am very touched by the response i have gotten from ya'll i didn't know i had so many friends on here.