thank ya'll so much for your input i will post some more later

My friend Joe was 16 when he committed suicide with me in the room

he said

"promise me that you will never be like everyone else"

I had no idea what he was doing until he pulled the trigger....

To this day i have never been like everyone else.

Thank you all this is but a taste of my writings since i came home to see how crappy my country has become.

that poem really wasn't about me...but a friend of mine.

I stand before you a open sinner, a man who knows he's done wrong, but made peace with it.
People have asked to “save my soul”, but it never needs to be saved because I am human.
You may fear your God because you have done wrong but I do not fear my God for mine knows i will stumble.
Mankind as the right to choose right or wrong because God gave us that right.
Your God may have sent his Son to “wash your sins away” but my God sent his Son to travel and teach truth all over the world even the Americas.
I am a sinner, and I am at peace with that.
I will never be a Saint, a hero to some, but never a saint.
I will let my blackened wings open and bow with all honesty to my God and if he cast me down then i deserve it, if not then I am Home.


I AM A DARK ANGEL.

They called me a lot of things in my day, but hero was never one of them.
Would they have thought differently if I saved someone from a burning building?
Or put my life on the line some other way.
I was the “problem child” who never make anything of himself no matter what he did.
I wonder i they see the monster they have created in telling me these things, or even if they care?
Of coarse now it doesn't matter , as they carry me away in sorrow to be placed back in the bosom of Mother Earth t be consumed by Her once again..
It doesn't matter now for all I am now is a cold marble slab with two dates.
They get the last laugh as I rot away just another number for them to add up, just another suicide.

i guess i have to disagree with both. A simple "im not interested" would suffice and if they dont get the hint then block them. I myself find it frustrating to spend the time to type an email and get nothing in response.

yeehaw hehe

OMG am i the only one? Ill admit i have been puttin that damn thing down since i could use it...My mom taught me that before anything else.

Where are all the Guys and gals from the Grand Canyon State?

I know there are gorgeous women out there!!

hey some had to fight them...

i just wish i could get ahead a lil....but that'll come when its suppose to.

I know the new year is right around the corner and i would like to know what the people of mingle have o be thankful for.

As for me I am thankful to have made it home alive and in one piece..
Thankful to have served for the people of this nation even those who arent thankful.
But most of all im thankful to have my mother alive and well.\
There is so much in this world that is wrong but i have my family and thats all i need.

Wiccan

Yes before we knew it tis the season is back. the problem is that while some send Yule time tide some (like myself) sit and wonder where they went wrong. What do i mean? I have no money for the Christmas that i wanted. I spent 15 months in Iraq and 3 years 17 weeks in the Army only to come home without anything but a dress uniform. Uncle Sams forgotten child. I am not looking for handouts or sympathy just to let the American People know that us Soldiers are just number in the ranks of Uncle Sam. Many know this and accept it but too many are just content on letting it go. I spent last Christmas as well as my 23rd birthday in Iraq wondering if my family was a good Christmas and if I was ever going to see them again, but here i am typing this on the eve Christmas depressed and wondering as i said before where i went wrong. Tomarrow you'll hear the sound of ripping wrapping paper and gleeful sound of childeren and adult laughing about the things they got yet days and days after people taking what they like back ungreatful as the rest forgetting those who have nothing. But i have to admit im happy to be home finally and i will never forget those who paid the altimate price on forign soil.


Love and Light
Wiccan

hey Rapunzel how you doin? sorry life just jumped up and smacked me in the face. Movin workin on gettin into school... yeah

Look Boss you gotta stand up for what you believe in. Take it from a Nice Guy...you just gotta develop a feel for people. the good people feel different from the bad its takes time and more broken hearts then you know. just hang in there and dont change who you are.

look i have learned that sometimes honesty is the best policy...**** its the best policy in relationships period. that and trust love and friendship.

yeah i was cookin breakfast and the smoke alarm went off and she goes yup its ready. lol she calls me a manwhore..but i screw one chick and counsel 200 more on how to keep their man

I realized that sometimes it takes a woman to make a man realize that he's man. I know the world will end, but most people are too blind to see it.

My mom is the shizznit! i was gettin some and she goes "do i need my headphones or not?"
lol
yeah i live with my mom...i just got out of the army and I'm her caregiver now.