i've waited sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long for a night like last night

who else saw dale jr kick major butt last night? i was so happy i cried... no joke lol

i dont...havent since i lost my bf

all-american rejects

thank ya suz figured i better or how else was i gonna keep ya posted lol i got no one to talk to in the mornins it was boring lol

just needed a break i guess

thats def not what its refering to though lol i could care less about the stock market

Utter chaos buzzes in my head
Logical thought is overthrown by hysteria
Time slinks along, strangling every bit of hope
Panic has almost become another person
For as heavy lids droop closed it too quiets
As the first rays of morning sun filter through the window
A minute prick of worry becomes an angry roar
At times I cannot discern reality from simply nightmare
It’s all the same to me
Beyond the frost-covered windowpane
Fluffy snowflakes waft to the ground
Twirling around one another like tiny acrobats
Such a scence should sooth the nerves
But my mind still floated
Darting to and frow
In a sea of chaotic thoughts
All the while I pray
He has not met his demise
In such a hell

lol i'd make his dumbass come save me course if it was me i wouldnt be in that situation my chairs electric i'd run him down

im turnin in for the night sweet dreams everyone

Sheer panic trickles down the length of me
Weeks have gone by without a single word
Stomach churing palms sweaty each day becomes longer than the last
Why did I have to get so angry?
I brushed him off as if he were nothing more than a fly
My heart races nervously
Oh god please don’t call him home
Not now
Not this way
He must come home to those who love him
Standing tall and proud
Not in a flag draped coffin
If only I would have know
What may lie ahead
I would have told him how sorry I am
For all the heated words I swore were the truth
My belief is weak but I need you now
Lord please keep him safe
Give me a second chance
To set things straight
To lose him would be
Losing what’s left of sanity
Many a soldier have rightfully returned to you
Since this all began
But please spare the heartache
Just this once

dooglmclovin hes way awesome

Mr president
I am A poem
Formed by the words of a pained american
Fear and anxiety ripples through her day after day
Prayers are endless
But so are the tears
Who can blame her?
What’s it been now-
Five years
I hope you slept well last night
She did not
Nightmares plagued the once peaceful night
Scribed within me is anger
Icy daggers peirce her heart
In mid-august last year
Your actions caused the death
Of her very heart
He now lives beyond the clouds
Each day the knife is plunged deeper
I am the words
That trap memories of the past
So that they shall live on forever
I am the voice
Of the words that cannot escape her lips

thanks everybody

thought i'd give you guys a lil update most of ya know i moved out of the hellish situation with my mom which was good but in may i'm going to finish the pre-req courses i quit taking right after this nightmare started after that i'll be able to start working towards my major

for a certain guy to get off work

hangin out here just got back from michigan visiting my grandma its friggin COLD im not goin out again

i have an older adopted brother in the army whos deployed right now

Looking into my eyes you whispered I love you
Your warm breath caressing my skin
Liquefying every bone, freezing my heart in place
Completely entranced by your presence
Your love pulling me like a force field
Causing desire deep within stronger than anything I ever felt
Perhaps that is why
The figure creeping ever closer to us-
To you…
Went undetected
Now it is her in your strong gentle hold
And there’s nothing left to do
But open the door
And vanish from your life
As if I had never been there at all

LMAO thats awesome