As another day is lost to the twlight
I watch a little more sanity slip away
A beam of moonlight illuminates
The photograph of him
Looking so brave and steady
An unbreakable wall
With the gentlest soul
Stars dance in the velvet nights sky
But the serenity of it all
Was enough to make me angry
I need him here with me
Not trapped in a world
Where gunshots constantly ring in his ears
Exhausted but unable to sleep
My mind drifts here and there
His words echoing louder and louder
....If it's been more than four days
More than four days...
Waves of panic ripple through me
With trembling hands I carefully remove the picture from the frame
A river of tears begins to course down my face
Reality begins to set in
It may very well be too late

lol hmm pretty sure im fixin to go crazy...im scared beyond words i mean at this point i cant even write anymore

ehhh not too good but im hangin in there

mornin glen hows it goin?

my names nicki and i live in amish hell better known as indiana LOL

i ask a lot but at this point theres nothing more that can be done i have not heard from my best friend in days and this is the one sign that'd i'd get if there was need to worry and those words came from him so if you all could keep my best friend derick in your thoughts and prayers that would be an amazing help i also just want to say thank you to all my friends who have put up with me being a spazz on a daily basis you guys are all amazing and i wouldnt trade you for the world its been a really hard long year for me but there are a lot of u who were there to support me and for that...thank you could never be enough

wow! thats amazing

mine is super!! ugh sincere i sooo have news i wanted to tell u but not the rest of jsh but i kno ya dont email :( or maybe since ur stalking me u already know lmao

moms home she'll be ok

i think hes a loser

thanks u guys

yea i know but heyy dont call me shorty!

today after work my mom was taken to the hospital whats wrong with her is still unclear but she could use a few prayers we dont always get along but she means a hell of s lot to me

Very slowly my heart is breaking
Torn between wanting to stay strong and proud
Thinking if I lie and tell myself it's not impossible
On my own it might be the truth
And coming to my friends at long last
Always the rock for them this time I need
A life raft because the current of this vicious fear
Pulls me down further and further
Cries for a hand up become less and less
As fear ceases each and every word
I'm all alone flailing in this ocean
No sound can escape
But the tears cannot be helped

thanks i hope hes safe too but i havent heard from him

wow very awesome

this is all great but has anyone seen darkangelchild

Those who do not know
The agonizing fear andconstant longing
Experienced when a loved one puts on that uniform
Could not understand what the headlines do
Reading about death and injury
Brings the fear back full force
And all I want to do
Is hear his voice
Feel his strong warm embrace
Instead I caress his photographed lips
One single moment frozen in time
Is all I have to cling to
Oh how I envy those who do not know

thank u! finally someone gets it

all of us are but constant reminders dont change a goddamn thing now does it?