Very slowly my heart is breaking
Torn between wanting to stay strong and proud
Thinking if I lie and tell myself it's not impossible
On my own it might be the truth
And coming to my friends at long last
Always the rock for them this time I need
A life raft because the current of this vicious fear
Pulls me down further and further
Cries for a hand up become less and less
As fear ceases each and every word
I'm all alone flailing in this ocean
No sound can escape
But the tears cannot be helped

beautiful *huggs*

You're never alone, hun

lovely little one

Cry those tears, when you're done crying it all out, you'll be exhausted, you're body will then relax and the flailing stops, then you find the answers come as your body naturally relaxes into a float on that ocean of confusion.

thanks for sharing

Hugz

Your vividness is splendid. The reality sets in ... you write so well!!!

Thank you so much.

Beautifully written.

Thank you.