So Far everyone in my life right now is making me go mad!!..
So Maybe I'm just better off not talking to any of them..LOL

Tired
DazEd
ConFused??

Well From What I've Told & when I feel The need to Judge Myself..I would Say My Top 3 Are..
1. Eyes
2. My kind & forgiving heart.Always like to see the best in people.Even after they have done me wrong,or hurt me terribly.I feel that maybe there is still a chance for change.. or groth for them & I might can help..ButI am Learning I Should When to walk away.That was a hard lesson to take.though I'm Certain I'd do most of it all over agin..& will continue to help,Love & forgive.ETC.

3.My Undying Faith, Hope, Strength& Belief ..that everything will be better & my hopes ,prayers & Dreams will come true.I tell the one's I love all the time Believe in me..It will be fine it will get better,,Just believe..One Day>Dare To see it..Imagine It,Know It can & will Happen & it Will..One Day B4 You even Know..It.

Yes I very Much Believe This.. I think We All Know That "SeX" Changes Things.. To soon into a relationship could be bad 4 it..But not always..everyone is different..I'm The kind That tends to "WaIt" Until Feel Or Know that a relationship is going to last..

1.I recently met & dated my jr high sweet heart,lasted about a year.was engaged b4 it was over.

2.My eyes are now hazel but were blue until I was 14teen

3.I feel Completely & totaly lost at this point in my life..Like I have never Felt before.

"MY Imiginary friend tinks You have Serious Mental Issues"

"Our Lives Begin To End The Day We Bcome Silent About things That Matter"

"No One Can Make You Feel Inferior Without Your Consent" Elinore Roosevelt

lets see well he had a problem with my girl coming 1st.
and was a bit obsessive,tried to be controling,then there was the emotional abuse..and seveal other issues I can't go into here..

is that enough reason to leave..LOL

Different Dreams mean different Goals? So Sometimes It means that maybe the both of you can come together & make both of your dreams come true & others times it means that you are going in oppisite directions. Having different interest can help keep it alive & spicy so to say..but its helpful to know up front..which way the both of you care to go..And Grow..Can it work Yes .does it always no..Sometimes one gives up on there dreams at least partialy or they compromiseto be with the otherIs is it worht it..thats up to each persin to decide..I say..

Love ,when you know you know..

To me whats the biggest shame right now is that my own daughter is jealous of me? Why I really cant see.To Me & so many others she is Beautiful.but to her well heres what shes sees I'm 4ft 9in and about 100 lbs and her well shes 5 ft 9 or 10 ins beautiful red hair amazing blue eyes..and well full figured girl. shes 15-teen.and beautifully so.She wants to be "THIN" thinks thats what every guy wants.. Not so..most feel i'm to small..but cant tell her that..i'm at a loss at what to do..i believe everyone can be beautiful,Inner beauty is best..and is what truely shines through in the end..

yes to some extent it does..i'm 33 my girl is 15..so when a a 18 -22 year old wants to date me its a bit creepy to me.seems he would have more in common with my daughter then me.though shes not "leagal" yet..Just to close to her age for me..

well generally men,I can make friends easier with them,But My best friend Who I have known since I was 11 or 12 Is a woman,we always got along,never seemed to fight over guys,friends anything,we get along great for the most part have he same morals,standards,ETC,
but as I have grown & gotten older i find it's about 1/2 & 1/2 i guess.but still my women friends are ones I have had for years..?grade school & UP..afew since I had have had my girl..i've necer meet a stranger..

I do believe in soul mates.True love,destiny all that.But are people willing to but in the time needed to make it all work.? everythings not just going to fall into place it all takes work..and in a relationship more then love to make to grow & thrive..I have had several men tell me that they will always love me no matter what. and that no one will ever take my place,we are meant to be.all that wrapped up in a pretty bow story.. But if love was all it took then me & my x-Finance would still be together..but alas It takes more..and He had issues & a lot of subscriptions that I didn't want or need..HAHA..But I know hes out there,So I wait..

God Bless The Child- Shania Twain.

Christmas Shoes- dunno who sings it

I agree full heartedly.. an x of mine refused to talk about nearly everything..had a hard time answering questions..about the past or even what was going on in his day to day life or with us..anything & when we did finally talk always ended up in a huge fight.I never seemed to be able to get a clear picture on much of anything.. a lot of mixed messages..I tried to talk about me & what I felt,Needed,wanted Dreamed of EtC,and asked him to do the same,mostly nothing, Problems where ignored until he just blew up..because he couldn't take it anymore....So i Got the brunt of everyhting..Some was my doing I guess, no one can be blameless where 2 are involed most of the time.But I know I tried as best I could,at this point dunno what else I could have done..But just couldnt stay & deal with the up & down Roller coaster of emotion anymore..I never knew what was coming or what mood he was in,nothing..I wonder at times how much he cared..Says he loved me & always will.but I've heard that so many times..before..just there is no way I can think of to justify this in my mind or Heart to feel right or be at peace with it at least not right now.and not for a long time coming I believe..


So yes It IS Very Very Important To Communicate with the 1 U Love..

well wouldn't call it a sign per say..more like a tattoo on my forhead that reads I only date a-holes..how can I get that off please someone help me?!?

quite possible..he was/is a bit of a man who*e..
though he swears he was always true to me & never cheated..

LOL..yep if you dont likre the weather here just wait 5min and It will change..we have had snow as late as April.. and spring come as early as the the 1st of march..warm day in Feb.. crazy..

well here in lower middle tennessee we have had rain yesterday.Sleet & flurries is what they say 4 tonight..but who knows..lol..
but the point is my internet is going slow to..cause of the weather..

well I just want to be the one I was meant to be.i strive to be a beter person everday,to who ever i am a better mom to my daughter,a better daughter to muy parents,friend o my friends ETC..and just as far as I go well I'm figuring that out as I go along.I have several hopes,dreams,prayers I do plan on seeing come true in my life,and I remind myself with each passing day i'm one day closer to reaching those dreams/goals..