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Tue 06/23/09 10:42 AM

Whispers of you in the morning light
Take me back to a summer night
Tangled in sheets, our bodies entwined
Ebb and flow in a jagged line

Whispers of you in the midst of my day
Tauntingly ask me to come and play
The vision again, of our bodies embraced
I follow the scene with a slow moving trace

Whispers of you, as I lay down to cry
Watching Whispers of you as they pass me by
Falling deep into slumber in the evening mist
Smile on my face, whispering a kiss

To Kevin
6-17-09




Great poem, a lot of feeling to one you care for.. wish you the best

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Sat 06/20/09 10:46 AM





Listening to
Another message
Your words
Sadly spoken
Spirit broken
I have to listen
I have no choice
Tortured by your
Voice speaking
My name
Hungry
Haunting
So filled with
Wanting

I’m out of breath
My heart constricted
Overwhelmed
Conflicted
Wanting
What I should
Not have
Yet aching
Desperately
To have it

But I cannot strip you
Of those years
I’ve already lived
You are so young
With so much
To give that I
Have already
Given

I could be
Your love
But I’d only take away
The novelty that
Youth brings
Knowing that
Your dreams
Will tarnish
Soon enough

After all
It’s only the
Varnish
Of youth
That makes them
So Bright
And who am I
To cover your
Hopes in rust?

You’ll have more
Than enough time
To do that on your own

And there it is again
That goddam phone
Is ringing
My own
Jiminy Cricket
Singing evilly
In my ear
Pickitup
Pickitup
Pickitup

My hands reach out
With hesitation
Not quite reaching
Their destination
Vibrating with
Temptation
Stopping myself
Just short as I

Mentally
Kick myself
In the ***

Why can’t I
Turn my back
On the world
Screaming
“**** you
Go away
Life is short
Little more
Than a very
Long day

Is it such a crime
To want to
Spend that time
With someone
Who still owns
A pair of
Rose-colored glasses?”

But even thru
My jaded eyes
I can draw the line
And recognize the
Difference between
What’s right and
What’s wrong
This love is
Just another
Badly written
Country song
And God knows
I‘ve always
Been one to
Sing the blues

As my reality sinks in
I walk away sadly
Letting you go
As my digital soul

Records your
Whispered
“I miss you baby…”

Washing my face
Of regretful tears
Reminding myself
Of all the years
Between us
I prepare
For an empty night
With another
Jaded soul
Who lost
His dreams
So long ago

About the same time …

…I did….


Feb 9 2009



Come here my love
We will stop time
My hand holding yours
Your hand holding mine

What can I say to you
I have no regrets
Honey I want you to know
you are the best

Like a shinning star
you come to me
laying your head on my shoulder
with you i'm complete

don't worry about growing old
no don't worry my love
because you are my angel
sent from above

When you feel week
I will lift you up
I will love you always
My sweet buttercup...

Big Kisses, thinking of you
Danielflowerforyou


Daniel how lovely! How are you sweetman?? That picture you have up is cute as hell!


I'm good, how about you? Such beautiful poems you write, I always love reading them, and thank you for the comment on my picture.. figured I would have a change of pace... lol actually was trying to do a hand stand, and was comming back down when my friend snaped the picture.. keep on keeping on girl. big hugs and kisses.. muaaahhh

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Fri 06/19/09 10:22 PM



Listening to
Another message
Your words
Sadly spoken
Spirit broken
I have to listen
I have no choice
Tortured by your
Voice speaking
My name
Hungry
Haunting
So filled with
Wanting

I’m out of breath
My heart constricted
Overwhelmed
Conflicted
Wanting
What I should
Not have
Yet aching
Desperately
To have it

But I cannot strip you
Of those years
I’ve already lived
You are so young
With so much
To give that I
Have already
Given

I could be
Your love
But I’d only take away
The novelty that
Youth brings
Knowing that
Your dreams
Will tarnish
Soon enough

After all
It’s only the
Varnish
Of youth
That makes them
So Bright
And who am I
To cover your
Hopes in rust?

You’ll have more
Than enough time
To do that on your own

And there it is again
That goddam phone
Is ringing
My own
Jiminy Cricket
Singing evilly
In my ear
Pickitup
Pickitup
Pickitup

My hands reach out
With hesitation
Not quite reaching
Their destination
Vibrating with
Temptation
Stopping myself
Just short as I

Mentally
Kick myself
In the ***

Why can’t I
Turn my back
On the world
Screaming
“**** you
Go away
Life is short
Little more
Than a very
Long day

Is it such a crime
To want to
Spend that time
With someone
Who still owns
A pair of
Rose-colored glasses?”

But even thru
My jaded eyes
I can draw the line
And recognize the
Difference between
What’s right and
What’s wrong
This love is
Just another
Badly written
Country song
And God knows
I‘ve always
Been one to
Sing the blues

As my reality sinks in
I walk away sadly
Letting you go
As my digital soul

Records your
Whispered
“I miss you baby…”

Washing my face
Of regretful tears
Reminding myself
Of all the years
Between us
I prepare
For an empty night
With another
Jaded soul
Who lost
His dreams
So long ago

About the same time …

…I did….


Feb 9 2009



Come here my love
We will stop time
My hand holding yours
Your hand holding mine

What can I say to you
I have no regrets
Honey I want you to know
you are the best

Like a shinning star
you come to me
laying your head on my shoulder
with you i'm complete

don't worry about growing old
no don't worry my love
because you are my angel
sent from above

When you feel week
I will lift you up
I will love you always
My sweet buttercup...

Big Kisses, thinking of you
Danielflowerforyou

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Sun 05/03/09 09:37 AM


Very nice Vicki, as always a wonderful poem...flowerforyou


Hi Daniel!!!
Thank you so much and it is wonderful to see you!!!


Good to see you too, I don't get out much anymore.. lol just kidding.. hope you are doing wellflowerforyou

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Tue 04/28/09 08:02 AM
Very nice Vicki, as always a wonderful poem...flowerforyou

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Sun 02/01/09 10:33 AM

i'm sorry for the way i acted towards you.

i'm sorry I hurt your feelings. I didnt mean to.

I care about you more than you know.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

You mean more to me than you think.

I'm sorry for being selfish. I will change that in
time.

Selfishness is not called for in me.

You are a beautiful soul.

A caring person.

You shine like a bright star up in the sky.


I dont like to see you cry.

I cryed too.

Things will be alright.

God is watching over and angel right now.

You are blessed.

I am blessed for having a wonderful friend in you.

I do care and I love you.:heart: :heart:


(Daniel):heart:

Love, Karen:heart:



awww Karen, thank you, I don't know what to sayflowerforyou :heart:

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Tue 01/27/09 04:15 PM

Wonderful eyes
Gentle smile
Arms to hold you
Near for a while

Easy laugh
Rumbling voice
I'll help you out
With that difficult choice

Sense of humor
Arms so strong
An ear for listening
To thoughts so long

Accepting pain
That is not mine
Helping to show you
Things will be fine

A sweet little kiss
Maybe a tear
Listening through
Your darkest fear

Just a man
So kind and true
Wanting another
To stand with you


You know who you are:heart:


Beautiful poem Vicki, very uplifting.. hugs
flowers flowers flowers

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Tue 01/27/09 04:07 PM

Tears like shattered
Glass
Slice upon
My
Skin..


But we can begin again
Hard as it may be
our spirits always fly free
standing tall through eternity

We somehow alway pick ourselves up
Storm. remember you are special..
never forget that, you will be ok sweetie..
We all go through hard times, some so hard we don't think we can make it.. but we do..
Take care honey.. I am with you..
flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou


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Sat 01/24/09 07:50 AM

Aww, why can't everyone have a friend like youbigsmile


You can, I help anyone and everyone, your special too..flowerforyou

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Sat 01/24/09 07:43 AM
Edited by 2Btrue2One on Sat 01/24/09 07:50 AM
Thanks all of you that have replied,
Handshakes for the guys and flowers for the ladies
drinker flowerforyou

and Karen your are not alone, I am you friend..flowerforyou

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Sat 01/24/09 07:10 AM
I have spoke to you
you are a kind gentle soul
sometimes what life throws at you
makes it hard to see the way to go

When you look up
and see the stars at night
if you look real close
you can see the Angels fly

When you feel the soft gentle breeze
as it softly caresses you skin
notice the flowers and the trees
and breath the beauty of life in

Love yourself
know that you have meaning
know that inside
you have true inner beauty

By Daniel
Written 1/23/09
Time 4:07am

For Karen

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Sat 01/17/09 04:02 AM
Sweetieflowerforyou :heart:

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Thu 01/15/09 03:27 PM

Holly snoozels, of buggers, rubbin up and down on the snorter, awwwwh what a blotter, I feel much bettor.


You know I got your back girl. All will get better..flowerforyou

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Tue 01/13/09 04:03 PM

I was watching a show today, and I guess it brought back memories I had blocked out, gotta tell all of you, I really cried as those memories came flooding back...

I do remember helping a little boy find his mother, it wasn't long after the hurrican, I went out to see if people were alright, and I found this little boy crying, went up to him, and asked him what was wrong, he said as good as I could understand that he couldn't find his momma, so I said I would help him find her..

I took his hand and began looking for her.. you have to understand things were not safe at this time, as the night started to fall, I had to find a safe place for me and this boy to stay, I found a place beside an old building to hide, the hadest thing I had to do was keep him quiet, but I managed to calm him down, I didn't sleep that night, when the morning came, by a stroke of luck I found his mother, he ran to her, I just stood there and didn't say anything, never waited for her to say thank you, then I left...

I saw a show today that brought back some memories that I must have blocked out, horrible times.. I will post some of those later, maybe that's what has been haunting me in my dreams


I saw a lot of atrocities in those days, I remember helping this one guy from his clothes being taking, another one I couldn't save, I ran to help him, fought the guys that were on him, didn't realize at the time how bad he was hurt, but they ran off, good thing, I turned to look at him, he was bleeding bad, I dropped down, put my hand over his wound, I tried to save his life, he kept talking to me, the last thing he said was tell my wife I love her, I never found her, I don't even know what his name was, what am I supposed to do?

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Tue 01/13/09 03:45 PM
I was watching a show today, and I guess it brought back memories I had blocked out, gotta tell all of you, I really cried as those memories came flooding back...

I do remember helping a little boy find his mother, it wasn't long after the hurrican, I went out to see if people were alright, and I found this little boy crying, went up to him, and asked him what was wrong, he said as good as I could understand that he couldn't find his momma, so I said I would help him find her..

I took his hand and began looking for her.. you have to understand things were not safe at this time, as the night started to fall, I had to find a safe place for me and this boy to stay, I found a place beside an old building to hide, the hadest thing I had to do was keep him quiet, but I managed to calm him down, I didn't sleep that night, when the morning came, by a stroke of luck I found his mother, he ran to her, I just stood there and didn't say anything, never waited for her to say thank you, then I left...

I saw a show today that brought back some memories that I must have blocked out, horrible times.. I will post some of those later, maybe that's what has been haunting me in my dreams

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Tue 01/13/09 03:00 PM



I am all alone now here in Tennessee, and I saw a show today that awakened some long since dormant memories, memories I must have blocked out, memories about the aftermath of hurrican Katrina, which I went through, horrible memories, I think I will post something about it in my say something to someone thread, I have told a few people of what I could remember but after the show I saw today, I must have repressed some of of I saw, because the memories came flooding back, maybe that's why I have the nightmares I do, and can't sleep... I don't know



Well, it sounds as if that would be good enough a reason for repetitive nightmares and loss of sleep. Keep doing what you are doing, as regards not supressing.

Still, think it has to be in tandem with recreational therapy. Remember the things that make you happy and DO them! Follow that trail back to your joy, even if it is difficult to make yourself at first.

Sometimes the isolation is all part of it too. A good wilderness/cave period is often necessary to getting things in perspective towards that fresh start. Ya know: process, sort, thrash, scream, filter, dump, delete, save and and file. It takes time and solitude.

Have you ever tried melatonin and 5-HTP to sleep? Study and decide. Very natural and tonic, esp. when one is a few decades on. Promise that they will work a treat!

You can do this. GL and keep up and on!!!:wink:


Ha, funny, I am usually always the motovator for everyone, I met someone not to long ago, and as I laid down beside her, I couldn't sleep, of course that didn't last long, more her than me though, I told her I hadn't been asleep the whole time, I think she woke up and she asked are you kidding, I said no.. Honestly I guess I haven't been the same since Katrina, yes I have tried melatonin, it a natural product that the brain produces from your brain, still doesn't help, maybe now that I have remembered and can get it out, it will help..
Be looking for it ok..

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Tue 01/13/09 02:23 PM



Very beautiful and raw! I lost My mother when I was 11. I was also w/ mine when she drew her last sweet breath. Nothing will ever come close to that brand of love! I feel you. :cry:

I never counsel that 'oft told lie, "time heals."
Each year the departed are only missed more, longer unseen. The hope is in sweet remembrance and hopeful reunion. May the circle be unbroken,
Golden cords that bind, balm and keep!
flowerforyou

Prayers of peace and healing, brother. :heart:


Thank you, we never get over it, just learn to live with it, I know how you feel too, peace to you, and happy memories..flowerforyou :heart:


Thanx, I could use and will receive that! I'll put it to good use; hope you will also.:heart:


I will, I am all alone now here in Tennessee, and I saw a show today that awakened some long since dormant memories, memories I must have blocked out, memories about the aftermath of hurrican Katrina, which I went through, horrible memories, I think I will post something about it in my say something to someone thread, I have told a few people of what I could remember but after the show I saw today, I must have repressed some of of I saw, because the memories came flooding back, maybe that's why I have the nightmares I do, and can't sleep... I don't know

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Tue 01/13/09 02:05 PM

Very beautiful and raw! I lost My mother when I was 11. I was also w/ mine when she drew her last sweet breath. Nothing will ever come close to that brand of love! I feel you. :cry:

I never counsel that 'oft told lie, "time heals."
Each year the departed are only missed more, longer unseen. The hope is in sweet remembrance and hopeful reunion. May the circle be unbroken,
Golden cords that bind, balm and keep!
flowerforyou

Prayers of peace and healing, brother. :heart:


Thank you, we never get over it, just learn to live with it, I know how you feel too, peace to you, and happy memories..flowerforyou :heart:

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Tue 01/13/09 01:47 PM


Pkh, LaMom, thank you both, Feb 5th is approching soon, it will be two years, I was truing to wait until then to write a poem, but couldn't..

flowerforyou flowerforyou


(((( Daniel )))))

as the 5th approaches I hold you in my thoughts as do I your Mum,,,,,On this day I will be with my Children and Grandbabies all the family I have left and will Celebrate another year of my Birth with lots of laughter and some sad moments of the past,, Just know you are in my thoughts,,,,,

to you and Mum and those most precious moments,, Muahhhhhhhhhhh

:heart: flowerforyou


awww, now you are making me cry, the 5th is your birthday?.. oooh happy birthday, I wish you many more, may you and your kids have the most wonderful time together, love and happiness to all of you.. hugs..
:heart: flowerforyou

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Tue 01/13/09 01:23 PM

This is very touching...hoping that I will have that kind of relationship with my own children and instill that kind of love in their hearts. Prayers for now thru Feb. 5th.
flowerforyou


Thank you Laura, i'm sure you will, btw, you have one of my sister's nameflowerforyou

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