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Gang Bangin 101
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I wouldn't expect judgmental assholes like yall to understand. so F&&^
OFF! You don't know me I bet you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes SeaPunk. |
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Gang Bangin 101
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F^%% YOU SEAHAWK!!!
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Topic:
Gang Bangin 101
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Alot of people tend to have a certian misconception on what gangs are.
It's not just about where you're from or what color you claim. It's a brotherhood about loyalty, pride, respect, and honor. See now dayz its different. And when it comes to ganstas they can fall in one of two categories 1. The Fake and 2.The Real 1. The Fake The fake are the one's that throw on a blue, or red bandana and think that there a gangsta. Not knowing a damn thing about gangs and how they choose to be evil. And it cuz of these Mf that 2pac and Biggie are dead. These Mf don't know that the game is built on respect and the think that they have to talk **** and bust their chrome to prove a point. THE'RE NOT REAL G'S JUST REALLY GOOD ACTORS. 2. The Real The reall G's are the one's out there on the block tryin to make living doin what they gotta do to make it. People how don't want to do evil. But the circumstances around them leave them no choice. They now what the games about and are loyal 100%. They don't brag about what they do cuz the're not proud of it and wish for some way to get out. R.I.P MY HOMIE WACKO YOU WILL BE MISSED. |
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A Thousand Hands
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You can hear the drums beating in the stands Pounding out the chant of a thousand hands From a lost generation that's been hurt too much When we came out we were holding a crutch They tell us that we're living in better times Tell that to the tears rolling from our eyes From drugs to guns man we've seen it all When there was peace, I can't recall Every morning I would go to school To learn arithmetic and the golden rule The big teacher taught us right from wrong But on the playground right never lasted long You see I learned more about reality Getting kicked around and bloody-kneed I spent my life curled in a ball My hand broken from punching the wall I tried to cry but the tears never came Dig your nails deeper man, it's all the same I was so filled with hate by the age of twelve That into my heart, I dare not delve Every night I'd ask the stars above "Don't let me forget how to feel some love" Right and wrong shift like the breeze When you've living your life on your knees I took my justice, in my hands Because teacher wasn't there to make my stand Though I was punished, I know not why Right then I had to fight back or die But now we're through living in your world Consider this the first stone hurled We're not letting life stay this way too many have hurt, too many have paid You've been deaf, for far too long Even though you knew the truth all along But I ask you world, "can you hear?" The once-soft chorus is growing clear You can hear the drums beating in the stands Pounding out the chant of a thousand hands |
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I'm New
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Well as far as I know you wont find any creepy people here. Welcome.
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Forgeting You
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I can't escape you
no matter how many times I turn around I see you there looking back at me your beautiful face too tempting to resist your smile too wonderful to deny Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind Try as I might to shut you out I'm powerless against the stray thoughts that wonder in when my mind is quiet or my heart is in need of a smile I need to forget you I need to find a different path but you made me so happy and loved me so openly that I can never forget what we shared Even as the years push us apart and time fades those joyful memories I feel drawn to you lost in you and hopelessly entranced by you I hope you find your happiness even in the arms of another No matter if the vision destroys me slowly I know you deserve something more than an absentee lover waiting to take you home Just know that around every corner I turn I will see you looking back Your face both beautiful and haunting a welcome image of a broken heart I cherish our memories and wish things could be different but no matter how much I love you I can never change what is what was or what has to be So find your peace and enjoy your life without me But promise you'll think of me on those still nights when I'm turning corners in my mind and staring deep into your loving eyes but missing your gentle touch or heartfelt words Give me thoughts of warmth to let this shivering soul have some peace don't let me slip into cold oblivion and let me remember when you were mine when life was easier and nothing more need be said |
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I know what it feels like to lose some one dear to your heart. But
atleast you made her last days on earth her happiest. |
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It wasn’t that long ago
we were saying our good byes but I never got to say thank you for all the things that you taught me most importantly what forever means at least when it came to me and you It means until you’re tired and don’t want to play anymore or until I’m useless and you’ve got all your kicks Was it forever until you’re quit or forever until you’re bored So tell me the truth did you ever really care? did you love that boy you held? Did you just use him like the others? and toss him when he was spent? Now in the end I know that it’s all for the best We’re both much happier and moving on with our lives but still the questions linger like a shadow cast long before for the life of me I’ll never understand how forever can be so brief just until you’re hurting just until it’s not easy anymore or until someone better comes along Is it forever until I’m broke or forever until you let it die? But tell me the truth did any of it matter to you? or was it just another cheap thrill? was everything you said a lie? just like happily ever after and forever. |
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Like You
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Get a job, get a life and all that money stuff Slave to God, slave to money none of it cares about you Two car garage, white picket fence happiness is so cheap today Blind your eyes, dull your thoughts maybe then you’ll fail to see that I don’t want to be like you Nine to five, lunch at noon how can this work for you? Say your prayers, go to bed Forget about what you want to do Crush the dream, kill the hopes it’s the right thing to do Buy their shirts, make them rich maybe they'll like you then But I don’t want to be like you Cut your hair, change your shoes who cares if they work for you? Punch the keys, do the work and keep your smart mouth shut Wash your hands, chew your food don’t choke on the words I say Raise your glass, drink your wine and kiss your future goodbye because I don’t want to be like you |
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Sour love
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WOW! That was pretty good. Good Job.
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Broken Wings
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It was many many years ago I was green and young in life I didn't know that there were girls with hearts of ice I never could have imagined the harm that they could do to well meaning boys and their lives But like a hailstorm from hell she rained down upon this bird broke his wing and left him for dead Though the storm passed quickly and the sun came out again the little bird never healed just kept dying in the sand because he could never fly again But you can't tell me that it was meant to be for me to stand here now with my feet in the sand Because I was meant to soar to kiss the clouds while riding a gentle breeze Yet here I am after all these years just a bird with a broken wing dying in the sand |
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I think this is good.
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Yeah It's pretty good congratulations
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my new pic
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Thanx Kim I Appreciate it.
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my new pic
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Here's my new pic tell me what yall think
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Topic:
A Price Too High
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What's the point of it all? What makes it all worthwhile? I've lost everything to this My life, my home and now my art I simply have nothing left to give Because while you comfort You also take away And while you create You also destroy I never planned on this Straddling the while line Between love and hate I need your smile And your comforting hand I need your love And you next to me at night But I need myself as well my love I need to be who I am Because without myself I am no one And if I am no one, then we are nothing You've given me more than I can return I could never count the smiles Or all the memories you've brought me But I can count the pains And there's but one The pain you created When you took my soul Your share in this package deal But I can pay you no more my dear Because now the price is just too high Even a lifetime of happiness isn't worth this Losing and forgetting who I am Because even though I'd never be alone You'd be sleeping with a corpse at night |
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Closer To You
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How we long for nights like these Where time seems to freeze In the chilly midnight air And we have nothing to do But hold each other tight In a warm, tender embrace But as I strain to pull you closer Close enough to feel your heartbeat Pounding in my hands I see that no words are worthy Of how I feel right now And close to you Is never close enough |
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Her Electronic Touch
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Her Electric Touch
I remember the electricity when our hands first touched the newness the excitement the taste of the forbidden. It was a breaking of tension the end of a game and the beginning of so much more As our lips touched tasting each other first softly then firmly then openly we watched our inhibitions float away turning unthinkable thoughts into heavenly deeds as our willpower collapsed in the wind a quivering breath But as we fade from mortal souls and slip into a torrent of passion and desire let's not fool ourselves about forever nor pretend this is something grand Let's be in love for one night so we can watch it fade when the morning comes Let's live a lifetime in these moonlight hours and never look back in the dawn Because we both have lives to lead and our own trails to blaze and even though tonight we burn for each other our fire will smolder and die under the weight of the morning dew And then we can spend the rest of our lives forgetting about this night the night we gave in to an electric touch and caressed away our deepest desires |
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Just Words
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My final one for tonight I've kinda ran out of Ideas yall but I promise
some fresh poems tomorrow I said "I love you" today I tried hard to make you believe it I tried hard to believe it myself But the truth is that I hate you my love I hate you now and I hated you when I said it When I look into your eyes all that I can see is a string of broken promises lies stacked upon lies things that you wanted to do but never tried and the countless missed opportunities created by the millions of precious moments I'll never get back Yes, I hate you I hate who you are I hate what you've made me and most of all I hate what we've become Even if I could love you and all of your cruel ways I could never love what we've become a sickening, rotten display of denial a putrid example of naivete run amok and a horrid case of idealism gone too far I don't love you but I love who you were supposed to be I love what I thought you were but you never understood yourself you never make an attempt to understand me and now no one not even the Gods above can understand us So why, why do I say I love you? Is it a reflex or perhaps just words uttered in fear? No, my love, I say I love you because they are just words to me words like any other in the language the only difference is that they're the ones you want to hear and until you want to hear others I'll repeat them to you again and again and again just because I've lost the will to fight I've lost the heart to argue and I truly don't care enough to speak the truth If that's your idea of love then I hope you enjoy it It's the way you made me the way you taught me the way you groomed me and I hope you enjoy your "I love yous" because I know you've worked so hard for them and even though they're shallow and wasted they're just like the love we share I think even you can agree that they're the perfect words for you even if they're words just like any other words in the language. |
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Chasing Rainbows
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Open up your heartache
and let in all the lies keep on searching for love until the tears run dry You don't know why your heart never heals traveling between heartbreaks on the back of ideals You're just waiting for the clouds to part and for a rainbow to light the way Yet the skies are forever gray You tell yourself that everything is o.k. Another guy wasn't good enough and tomorrow is another day looking around so lost and confused not knowing where to go or what you're supposed to do You're just waiting for the clouds to part and a rainbow to light the way Yet the skies are forever gray You look into a mirror that you're too scared to touch fourteen years of this is thirteen years too much looking for another bed to rest your raging mind though your eyes remain wide open your soul still wonders blind You're just waiting for the clouds to part and a rainbow to light the way Yet the skies are forever gray |
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I totaly get where your coming from I'm 100% happy with who I am and I'm
not gonna let anyone force me to be something I'm not I see no point in sacrificing my happiness for some one esles' |
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