Whisper to God your prayers
to keep away the nightmares
Then dare to look inside
in that place where you hide

So wipe away the tears
and tell me all your fears
to compare them all to mine
you'll watch me cross the line

Show me the wrists that you slit
and tell me about your pit
then look deep into my eyes
and see where real pain lies

I know you can't compare
with my evil stare
So silence to all your lies
I'm deaf to all your cries

For you I can't feel
because your pain's not real
You may think you're dead
but it's all inside your head

Let time remove your tears
and get yourself away from here
because it's you that I seek
to feed the small and weak
It's now things turn bleak...

Thanx yall I really needed that today. Yall really know how to make some
one feel good.

Thanx Rosey I Appericate It.

Well I've a really frustrating day I live practicly on my own and I have
very little family. My Aunt and Uncle are trying to pretend like we've
been family for years. (But thats not the point) The point is that there
are trying to force their religious views on me. And they would rather
turn their back on me than to except me for who I am. So what really
pisses me off is FAKE ASS FAMILY MEMBERS. So if you want just let me
know what pisses you off. Come and vent out some anger.

Distance can be a real pain. Especially when the issue of relocation
comes into play. What I would do in your position is to take into
cosideration my priorities and what the best thing for you and your
daughter at this becuase from what I understand is that she depends on
you for aot and you don't want to gamble with your daughter well being
or your own for that matter. And what also comes to play is the
seriousness of your relationship with that person becuase some one call
love you one day and hate you the next. Besides IS IT REALLY WORTH IT?

The way is see there's nothing sexier than a girl with tatoos especially
on the lower back or navle

Well I'll email you my story and maybe we'll see. Sound good?

Maybe so but I sort of don't think they were under the same
circumstances though.

Well not really I just went through alot growin up and I took all that I
went to to heart and I don't want to put anyone through what I went
through.

I've looked into a mirror
and scared myself to death
my eyes are so cold and evil
it's hard to draw a breath

I know that my pain is deep
so deep down inside
that there is not a single soul
no one for me to hide

My friends all say they care
and that they understand
but when I'm going through the valleys
I walk alone through this land

The days are darker than death
and take all of their time
and spend it all crushing me
what is this evil crime?

But the truth will be known
albeit when I'm gone
because my days are numbered
just like the words of a song

But until that day arrives
the mirror will be a sight
my eyes so cold, hollow
and black as the darkest night

So when we meet one day
don't sympathize over me
inside I've already died
so please just leave me be...

Leave me be....

And I speak from personal experiance too. I mean some people do it cuz
they have a void inside and some do it cuz they just don't care about
their partner. And my girlfriend did it cuz she just didn't care. And
10% of my frustration was focus on her cheating but the other 90%
percent was becuas she knew that I put everthing I had into that
relationship and she chose to through it away. And it's not always 100%
the other persons fault becuase I think that we should be alittle more
smarter and not put ourselves in positions were we know we're gonna end
up getting hurt but the one thing I see that always comes into play is
"He's a nice guy I think I'll give him a chance." If you're not 100%
sure about some one or their intentions my advice to Guys and Girls.
DON'T DO IT. Becuase In love it's sort of like a gamble cuz the stakes
are high and if your not carefull you might end up lossing big.

Well the way I see cheating it's when a some one's in a relationship and
is not getting completely satisfied by their partner weather it be
sexualy, emotial, or even money wise and the problem with that is that
instead of opening up and being honest the go looking for it some where
else and instead of fixing the problem the make it a whole lot worse.

I know where you're coming from Buttons I'v been cheated on too and it
does suck (alot)

97 Percent
When I look into your eyes
I see that something has been left behind
through the smiles and gentle kisses
I see a heart still longing
a touch left unfulfilled
a kiss that is vapor to the wind

I'm ninety-seven percent of what you need
inches away from being complete
I could be your everything
your only wish
your only dream
if only I weren't so human
and so bound within myself

But instead I'm ninety-seven percent
leaving love unfulfilled
and dreams untouched
just an imperfect hand
grasping at perfection
watching as you drift to the horizon
with your sliver of emptiness eating you away
seeking perfection with longing eyes
leaving me behind with every step you take

I know it's only time until you're gone
the quest for completion pulling you away
leaving my only dream shattered
my everything gone
and the ninety-seven percent of what I was destroyed
Too imperfect to be immortal
and not enough to be your one true love
just inches away from keeping you
but miles away from feeling your embrace

I can only watch as you disappear
into the blinding horizon light
slipping into your perfect love
without my ninety-seven percent heart
or the emptiness it leaves inside

forgot to mention TRUE STORY

Just to set the record striat i don't have a g.f

I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so
much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I
have never figured out why men think with their head and women with
their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.

Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't
feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to
hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for
me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for
who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with
her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big
unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on
several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one
to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to
compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each
outfit.'

We went on to the jewellery department where she picked out a pair of
diamond earrings. Let me tell you... she was so excited. She must have
thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was
testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even
know how to play tennis.

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She
was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement.

Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is
all dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't
feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled,
'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while.
You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me
to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added,
'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy
you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either... but at least that *****
knows I'm smarter than her.

Fun things for Non-Christians to do in church...

Pull aside an unruly child in a preschool Sunday School class and say:
"If you're bad in here, you'll go to Hell."

Put stray dogs in coat closets.

Un-tune the piano.

Replace the pianist's sheet music with "Stairway to Heaven".

Going through all the hymnals, mark song 666.

Find an empty seat, and ask the person next to it: "Is this seat SAVED?"

Toss around a giant beach ball before service, like at Grateful Dead
concerts.

Ten minutes before it starts, find a kid in the front rows, hand him a
dollar, and tell him to ask the preacher:"Would you rather be stoned or
crucified?"

Hide copies of Hustler inside the pulpit. Point them out.

Start a wave.

Do cool things with the lighting.

When attendance is taken, sign on fake names like "Hugh G. Rection" and
"Oliver Klozoff".

Wear an ankh or a new-age crystal pendant.

When the choir sings, roll your eyes and grumble: "Oh, Christ! Are they
gonna do another SONG?"

Make up your own words to the songs.

Twenty minutes into the service, look at your watch, stand up, and say:
"Oh ****. This isn't the wedding!" Run out quickly.

Eat dry Cap'n Crunch through the entire service.

If there is a crying baby, go over and tell the mother: "IF YOU DON'T
SHUT THAT ****ING THING UP SO HELP ME GOD I'LL KILL IT!!!"

Dress all in black, or in camo.

Pierce the body of a tiny animal with stainless-steel wire. Wear it in
your ear as jewelry. If you are male, wear two.

Change sets for the evening service.

If it is an Easter service, wear a pastel jacket, tie, and matching
shorts. If you are male, wear a floral-print dress instead.

At a church dinner, scoop up a forkful of mashed potatoes. Announce that
you can see an image of Jesus.

Place blocks of dry ice near the air ducts. Take off your shoes and
socks.

Hide near the baptismal pool with a block of sodium. At the first
mention of "fire and brimstone", throw it in.

Inflate balloons, then send them off.

Mark places in the Bible or hymnal with religious-themed Far Side
cartoons.

Turn in the Bible to the Ten Commandments (Exodus 20: 3-17). Draw in
asterisks and write exceptions at the bottom of the page.

Make the sun reflect off your watch into the preacher's face.

Make calls to 900 numbers on the phone in the kitchen.

During the service, play with plastic dinosaurs. If someone asks what
you're doing, tell them: "These are dinosaurs. They ruled the earth over
65 million years ago."

Discreetly position a number of bottle rockets on the floor. Discreetly
light them.

Snicker every time the preacher talks about someone being stoned,
especially Stephen.

Dip communion wafers in communion wine. Eat it and exaggerate on how
good it is.

When they pass around the collection plate, drop in a piece of paper
with Pat Robertson's MasterCard number.

Turn to your neighbor, whisper: "This do in remembrance of me" and lick
them.

Fart, and have a friend shout: "Hark! An angel has spoken!"

Blow bubbles.

Fake a possession.

Distribute condoms.

Speak in tongues.

Ask where the nearest ashtray is.

Drool in the collection plate.

Ask someone what they think about the Book of Peleponnesians. After they
tell you, inform them that there is no Book of Peleponnesians.

After a Catholic service, stand outside and tell Polish jokes. When
someone points out that Pope John Paul II came from Poland, act
embarrassed.

Show unusual interest in any reference to the word "Ministry".

At a church supper, bring a casserole with a ring or piece of a
wristwatch embedded inside.

Overnight, have the stained-glass windows replaced with new ones
depicting comical, erotic, or death-related imagery. Send the bill to
the pastor.

Write on the bathroom wall: "The eyes of the LORD are upon you!!!"

Spread the word that there'll be a rave party at the address of the
church next Saturday at midnight.

TOP TEN THINGS WOMEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP AND HAD A PENIS FOR A
DAY...

10. Get ahead faster in corporate America.

9. Get a blow job.

8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat.

7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal.

6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently.

5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm.

4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may
seem.

3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny
as it looks.

2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which
occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member
which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement.

1. Repeat number 9......

TOP TEN BAD THINGS ABOUT HAVING A SUMMER TIME SHARE WITH DARTH VADER

10. Claims those long-distance calls to the Death Star aren't his.

9. Uses Jedi powers to shake up your root beer right before you open it.

8. He's always accusing you of hiding his asthma inhaler.

7. Claims he paid you the rent "a long, long time ago."

6. Dances around in nothing but cape and cowboy hat while doing "Darth
Brooks" routine.

5. For once he could use Force to lift his wet towel off the couch.

4. That scary music that plays when he enters a room gets old real fast.

3. You feel like an idiot saying, "No, Darth isn't here. He's on the ice
planet Hoth."

2. Not easy cleaning burnt Ewok fur off the barbecue grill.

1. Constantly doing his lame James Earl Jones impression.

TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY...

10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers.

9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half.

8. See if they could finally do the splits.

7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet.

6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch.

5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing
time.

4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without
sleeping first.

3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded
on video.

2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too.

1. Finally find that damned G-spot.