One more slit on her wrist
one more suicide he decides to commit
one more beating she takes as she fights to break free
one more cry that says, 'someone please help me'

what do we live in today
what have we done to make it this way?
Immense pain consumes our souls
While sin continues to control

We kiss pain and sleep with sin
Giving up on the battles we are capable to win
Why are our hearts so broken?
How come all these thoughts go unspoken?

Are you sick of drowning in these tears?
Done with livin like this year after year
Be someone who comes from the bottom and reaches for the top
Strive to make all this pain and chaos stop

What are you doin with your head hung low
What are you doin not caring n jus letting go
What are you doin smiling at blood
Why has that become something thats fun?

I know what its like to feel unheard
Like your life is a hopeless blurr
When you bleed for comfort
As you run away from all your pain and hurt

But what if you are done with that
Wondering why life doesnt love you back
Say goodbye to that life
After all, you only have one chance to make things right

One life to make things right
Take as many chances as you need..just make it worth the fight
It all starts at one
To get up and strive to be someone
Even if someone is being the best you can be
Pursuing life and letting go of your worst memory

one more slit on her wrist
one more suicide he decides to commit
one more beating she takes as she fights to break free
one more cry that says, someone please help me'

Yup, bluberry ses, super silver haze, dro, white ryno, black widow,
hash, orange crush , purple haze. yup.

THANX

That goes out to my lil'brother, and my youngest Brother Joseph R.I.P I
miss you.

Bone Thugs In Harmony ft. Akon - I tried
"I Tried"
(feat. Akon)

[Intro (Wish Bone)]

You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried
hard...but I guess I
gotta try harder.

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

[Verse 1 (Krayzie Bone)]

First let me explain that I'm just a black man
and I come from the darkside, so I'm having a hard time staying on track
man my mind be
racing, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of
relationships, I'm
starting to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm laying
back praying that,
you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm
wrong, in the end
I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then
it seem when the
fame and cash came they just got me going crazy lately, lately, lately I
been so faded
trying to erase it but I cant cause the drama just goes greater and I
been in so many
collisions from putting **** up till later

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

[Verse 2 (Layzie Bone)]

It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, trying to get
ahead of the game,
but I can't seem to get it on track, and I keep running away from the
ones that say they
love me the most how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be
close and uh, I
just don't know but I be out here fighting demons and, it's like a curse
that I can't shake
this part of Cleveland and lord, would you help me? and stop this pain I
keep inflicting on
my family hustling gambling, tricking and scamming scrambling and losing
sight of what I'm
suppose to be handling, it's hard to manage cause everyday's a challenge
and man I'm slipping
can't lose my balance I'm trying not to panic

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

[Verse 3 (Wish Bone)]

I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it
keeps pulling me
back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that I
don't understand
how 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean
hustlers balling in force
I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun
came up gotta get it
nope no leaving no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what
u put in if you fall
off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but I
won't play the fool

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

Hey, we all make mistakes, and we all mess up every now and then. I mean
we're human, we're not perfect. You shouldn't focus on the fact that you
made a mistake is what you do to insure that it won't happen again.

well it was nice meeting you hope you have better luck somewhere else.

To whose beautiful eyes' I cannot see, whose tender lips
I cannot kiss, whose tears I have long since wiped away, whose smile has
brought me such joy, whose broken heart I have done my best to mend with
my love, Even though I may be tormented by my own loneliness and haunted
by the memories we shared. And even though you maybe hundreds of miles
away I can still feel your love, you will never be forgotten. I still
love you, I my heart bleeds for you, and now it bleeds through a pen.
For you

Whats Happenin!

Thanx yall I look foward to making all yalls aquatince.

And another thing. Of course gangs do terrible stuff but when you're
facing a loaded gun. What do you do at that point. And Iceprincess I
totaly respect your opinion. Hell....your right but what else can be
done?

I have to reinterate some thing as i told Marie55 I also lost a
brother...he was the middle child....if you want to know just ask Marie
she'll tell you all about it

This is for all those who didn't understand WTF! I WAS TRYING TO PUT OUT
THERE IN! I wasn't bragging about anything I was letting yall know that
this **** is reall and it's happening all over America young men and
women losing there lives in the hopes of having a better lives.

I grew up with nothing and in they most gang violent area of my city,
ABSOLUTLY NOTHING, my mom walked out on me and my lil'brother when I was
5 my dad kicked us out of the house when we were 14 and 7. I was 14. And
belive me I tried to do get a job but at that age it was never enough
for me and my lil'brother. I PUT MY SELF THOURGH HELL SO THAT MY
LIL'BROTHER WOULDN'T HAVE TO SPEND ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT IS SOME
CRAPPY ASS GROUP HOME ASKING ME "WHERE'S MOMY" "WHERE'S DADDY" HOW WAS I
SUPPOSED TO LOOK HIM IN THEY EYES AND TELL HIM THAT THE WORLD IS SO
****ED UP THAT AND FULL OF PEOPLE THAT DIDN'T GIVE A DAMN IF WE LIVED OR
DIED!!!

YALL CAN JUDGE ME, CRITIZE ME, AMD TELL ME ALL THE THINGS YOU WANT. I
DON'T CARE! BUT I WOULD OF DONE IT AGIAN IF IT MENT PUTING MY BROTHER
THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL WITH A FULL RIDE SCHOLARSHIP TO A.U

I SAID A PIECE FOR MY HOMIE WACKO. AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN CUZ
UNFORTUNETLY HE HAD TO GO THE SAME ROAD I DID BUT I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO
MAKE IT WITH MY LIFE. (HE WASN'T SO LUCKY)

R.I.P WACKO YOU WILL BE MISSED

THIS ISN'T A SOB STORY I'M NOT ASKIN FOR PITTY ALL I'M TRYING TO DO IS
GIVE YALL SOME UNDERSTAND THAT NOT EVERYBODY HAS THE CHANCE TO DO
GOOD...HELL I DIDN'T NOT EVERYONE GROWS UP IN A DECENT HOME.

Well I had something similar to that but in tha U.S over in San Antonio
Tx. My brother in law had several tickets out due to speeding, and just
driving like an idiot. So finally he got stopped at an itersection and
the cop pulled up his tags on the his data base and he saw that he had
unpaid tickets. The cop did his standard procedure and he had him in
hand cuffs. He called his mom to go pick up his car and when she got
there the started talking and it turns out that the cop would let my
brother-in law go for about 2,500 so my mother-in-law spent 3 hrs.
getting money from different a.t.m machines all over the city. So she
finally got the money. Paid the cop and he let my brother-in-law go. To
surve, and protect yeah right!

I do. I'd_____you any day buttons

Am I so hideous a beast that none
may cast a glance of friendship pure or love
so gentle to soothe my aching heart and head?
Am I so evil a being that none may hold my hand
and share kind words with me? I did the deeds,
the evil deeds so long ago. I have some good
in my heart untapped, it waits for the key of love
to come unlock my good from it's cage of hate.
Can a man not change with time and hope not lost?
Do years not etch a new being on the mind
of a man in prison such as the one that keeps me now,
the one that holds me hostage with a chance being
my ransom, a ransom held by those
who know me not but hate me still? I am
a beast with fangs and claws but I am a prince
here shadowed by this past I wear on my back as if
it was a fur coat on hottest summer day.
I ask you, I beg you give me the chance I need.
See below the lies they say and hate they breed.
The years can change a man, mold a man into
what he was not before. The years began so long
ago. See the years in me, see the paint of time,
not the canvas onto which it was flung. See
me friends. See me lover, see me now!

I would chang my age to about...mmm..13 so I could relive my teenage
years and actually make some good choices.

But not as hot as you.

hell yeah!

What thre hell you mean behave! (Pops his nuckles) Bet you won't come to
my hood and say dat SH&^