Yes I was here before :] Thank you

im truly sorry to hear about your father. but at least when he left this earth you both were in good terms.

thank you

It would be funny if my dad didn't mean a thing to me.
thanks :]

I think I get what you're trying to say. However it's not like I WANTED to be lesbian. It was God's choice and it's my genes. But I love being me :]

Thank you. <3

I know where he comes from, but all his words of anger and hate have made me take this path. I do plan to edit this before I give it to him, but kind words do nothing to him.

I gotta go along with this. I've burned a bridge or two in my life by lashing out in anger rather than from the hurt I was actually feeling and regret it to this day. I can feel your frustration and pain and I do wish you the best.


Thank You

Thank You :]

I READ THIS DURING LUNCH IN HIGH SCHOOL IN FRONT OF EVERYONE INCLUDING THE GIRL IT WAS WRITTEN FOR, EVEN MY TEACHERS WERE SHOCKED THAT I WROTE IT. ENJOY

"forever love doesn't last"

I know what really happened,
I saw it all on tape.
Now you have to face reality,
There is no escape.

Our relationship is over,
It never had a start.
You are one of those girls,
Who doesn’t have a heart,

You lie to my face,
Like I’m someone you can play,
You should know by now,
Love isn’t a game.

Yes i'm in love,
I’m not afraid to say the truth,
But I do regret,
Falling in love wit you.

I wish I never set my eyes on you,
You put me through so much,
But even now when I’m around you,
My heart and blood begin to rush.

Why did you cheat on me?
What did I do?
Was it my fault?
Falling in love with you?

I’m sorry I did,
Believe me its true,
So much time wasted,
On someone like you.

Don’t start to cry,
And blame this on me,
You’re the one who ****ed up,
And proved we aren’t meant to be.

Don’t put up a frown,
And say I wasn’t there,
And that you needed someone,
But I simply didn’t care.

You know I did,
I even cried in your face,
But you in my arms,
Isn’t your place.

I'll find someone,
Who is happy with me,
Sorry babe,
We weren’t meant to be.

That’s reality,
Sometimes it’s hard,
Especially when whom u love,
Tears your world apart.

But sooner or later,
We forget the past,
And realize that love,
Doesn’t forever last.

I might not be perfect,
And you know its true,
But when it came to love,
I gave it all to you.

Just realize one thing....
Think before you act,
Cuz remember in the end....
IT ALL comes back.

4/21/04

:] thanks that means a lot, it's one of my fav. parts too

Thank You that means ALOT.

I have a few other pieces on my writerscafe account

Thank you I'm glad you enjoyed the piece.

Thank you :]
I think it's one of my best pieces

I sit here listening to a song I swore would help me get over you

Way before we ever broke up.

And to be honest I don't need this song

I feel nothing for you,

Every emotion has died.

I want to erase you out of my life entirely

I don't want revenge or payback

I don't wish you the worst

I know not too trust people easily

And that isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Now I have my guard up

To be honest pouring my heart out entirely was the stupidest thing.

Now I know that.

Now I know giving yourself completely to a person

Is the most foolish thing anyone can do.

I write you these words, words that you will never read

I will never see you again and I am fine with that.

I thought without you I was nothing,

Now I realize you were the one thing that made me into nothing

The one thing that held me back from every dream I had

Now that you're gone….

I feel alive.

Now that you're gone…

I feel that I've passed every obstacle standing in the way of me and my goals.

You never helped me out all you did was keep me down.

I was your joy while you were my depression

I was your bliss while you were my pain

I was your toy while you were my love

I can't hate you because you actually did me a favor

Every time I wanted to let go something held me back

And I guess it was the fact that I felt pity for you

I felt that if I stayed with you,

That I could help you make something of yourself

You have made it clear you just want to waste your time and mine.

The feeling is gone,

Our relationship is over

And many things are better left unsaid.

The day you cried was when everything was said.

When everything kept in the dark was flooded over by a beaming light,

That set everything free.

Your silenced words escaped through the lips of others.

You hidden intentions were being thrown in my face.

Your deepest fears came alive.

For once your black heart showed emotion,

But it was too late

The ice behind your eyes finally melted away,

Unleashing the tears you tried so hard to fight against

The echo of your apology replayed over and over again.

I stood there motionless, speechless, and cold.

For the first time ever you thought I didnt care;

But that wasnt the truth,

The truth was I was dead,

I died the moment I found out who you really were.

A lifeless body standing in your presence

I held on to my pride and didnt say a word

I let you speak and say what you had to say

Even though it had no meaning whatsoever

Inside in my own little world I destroyed you

And every memory we once shared

I ripped off my lips that once touched yours

I tore off every piece of skin that you once touched

I shattered my own heart trying to erase the love I once felt

I beat myself thousands of times until I only felt the numbness within me.

I did everything to erase you

The day I destroyed what was left of you,

Was the day I also destroyed myself.

..And everything that ever meant something.

wish I could be your puppet,
just so I could make you smile.
Accomplish what you want,
and make it worth your while.

I sit here trying to write
what words cannot express,
the loneliness i feel,
and how there's guilt within my chest.

I know I've hurt you,
and that's what tears me up inside.
I wish we could talk it out,
but I feel it's better if I hide.

When you hug me you don't mean it,
and that's what hurts the most.
knowing that you fake it
I feel like I'm a ghost.

When I'm gone you won't miss me,
I see it in your eyes.
The eyes that once made me smile,
now seem to make me cry.

I'm sorry I'm not what you want.
I'm sorry I've let you down,
take whats left of me,
and throw my body on the ground.

Do whatever makes you happy,
make your dreams come true,
even if ends up killing
...the love I have for you.

I'm glad you enjoyed it

:] thank you I'm glad you liked it.

Thank You :] all I can do is hope

I understand that parents want the best for there kids, but when you're 21 parents need to realize that I am who I am. I don't do drugs, I don't party, I don't really go out, I stay home and read, write, play pool, play video games.. wow I'm pretty wreckless I must say :-P


I feel what you're saying as a parent. thank you.