I sit here listening to a song I swore would help me get over you

Way before we ever broke up.

And to be honest I don't need this song

I feel nothing for you,

Every emotion has died.

I want to erase you out of my life entirely

I don't want revenge or payback

I don't wish you the worst

I know not too trust people easily

And that isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Now I have my guard up

To be honest pouring my heart out entirely was the stupidest thing.

Now I know that.

Now I know giving yourself completely to a person

Is the most foolish thing anyone can do.

I write you these words, words that you will never read

I will never see you again and I am fine with that.

I thought without you I was nothing,

Now I realize you were the one thing that made me into nothing

The one thing that held me back from every dream I had

Now that you're gone….

I feel alive.

Now that you're gone…

I feel that I've passed every obstacle standing in the way of me and my goals.

You never helped me out all you did was keep me down.

I was your joy while you were my depression

I was your bliss while you were my pain

I was your toy while you were my love

I can't hate you because you actually did me a favor

Every time I wanted to let go something held me back

And I guess it was the fact that I felt pity for you

I felt that if I stayed with you,

That I could help you make something of yourself

You have made it clear you just want to waste your time and mine.

The feeling is gone,

Our relationship is over

And many things are better left unsaid.

good write

Thank you I'm glad you enjoyed the piece.

"I was your joy while you were my depression

I was your bliss while you were my pain

I was your toy while you were my love "




this is my fave part...

great!

:] thanks that means a lot, it's one of my fav. parts too