Arrogance is a turn off for me, and posh accents. I can't whatsoever get turned on by a posh London accent. It's difficult for me to even figure how they approach making love. I don't like how they say "Yar", instead of "Yes". I don't mind men who have a sense of humour.

Sorry, but it sounds like you're expecting her to read your mind. I'm never that sure about playing the waiting game. I kept thinking a man I was attracted to, would eventually ask me to be his woman. He never did. Sometimes if make the first move, it can be a good thing, or it can end up in rejection. We can't grow up expecting everything to go our way. If nothing was a let down, I'd find life very odd. Do you really want to spend your future pining for a woman who may never be yours?

This isn't good. I did do something a bit crazy, a few month back. I was drunk. I sort of offered myself to a man, after he kissed me. I already knew him. However, a few hours later, I realized what a horrible mistake I'd made. It didn't go as far as sex. It's just that I felt like I had to pretend I was attracted to him. Because of what I'd said to him. Then he ended up asking me "Do you want to have a relationship with me or not? Just say". I broke it to him that I didn't feel attracted to him. I wanted to hide. At least I was honest with him. I will never drink red wine again. I felt so disgusted with myself.

How about I save my sanity? Never gonna work. As they say, crazy is as crazy does. Crazy will end up dating another crazy.

If I knew how to, I'd be in demand. . Sadly I don't think there's a right way to do this. All I've ever done, is to go with the flow. It's not easy trying to put our memories on pause. I keep remembering certain things I loved about my recent ex. I'm really not doing myself any favours by doing that.

They might have their filters set up.

The man I have a huge crush on.

I get really angry with myself. Sometimes I'll end up drinking half a bottle of alcohol. Not on purpose. It's just that after around the second glass, I'll not realize how much I've drank. I've made such a heartbreaking decision, so having "the odd glass" of alcohol, quietens the chaos in my mind. I bet I look like I've taken an antihistamine. I sure feel like I have. I'm so calm right now.

I wish the woman who works at the corner shop, hadn't given me those pink cups for free. They say "I love One Direction!" on them. I didn't notice, until I put them in one of my cupboards

Usually a knee-length dress, with black tights, knee-length boots. I'd wear my hair down. Finished off with a bit of jewellery.

Distance is a true test. Will it succeed? Will it fail?. It's up to the two people involved.

If only. I have a fear of swimming. Well, more like drowning. I won't have anything to do with pools, the sea, etc. I can't get myself onto a cruise ship. I'm also scared of aeroplanes as well. I suppose I'll never need a passport then.

Unfortunately, I'm not appreciating the present, as much as I wish I could. This is because certain people in my personal life, are making me wonder whether they're worth being around, anymore. One of them promised me that he'd visit me. It's been several months since I saw him. He hasn't once bothered to visit. It's mainly been me visiting him. It feels so one-sided. I'm not sure how I can ever appreciate THAT. He used to be so clingy to me.

There's only so many perks to having your own place. I hate having to keep up to date with rent, bills, TV licence. People who still live with their parents, don't know how lucky they are. What more would they even need? I'm about to do the washing up. I always have a fear that one day, it will mount up. I try to never let it get to that stage. When you have a community nurse that's *****-whipping you, you haven't got room to breathe.

How could I ever forget? . And there I was, thinking that after the transfusion, the time spent on a psychiatric ward, and all the other crap, that something has to give, but I digress, it hasn't gave. So what am I waiting for anymore?

It only takes one wrong turn of phrase and the listener might think it was aimed at them, or got offended by it.

I'm not sure that the community centre for mentally ill people, is a good idea. It's nice in theory, but I've seen how their tempers get the better of them, if they clash with each other. They then stop talking to each other. It's the same as a mental hospital. It doesn't always bring people together. And all I keep hearing is how it's doing crap all to actually help them. It is nice to be around others who have their own mental illness, but mentally ill people like to be friends with people who also DON'T have any mental illness. I think it can all be a bit unpredictable. Some people are just out to get others. That's what I don't like about this community centre. There's always one taking everyone else in there, for everything they have.

Just hide in the bushes like you did before ;)

It would depend whether the new boss was hot :P Actually, I wouldn't. It's not worth it. I'd walk away with my sanity in tact. She can keep her ugly physchotic thoughts to herself. . I'd leave my job, before she sacked me.

You can pretend to care about me all you want. I'm still not attending your 60th birthday Party. The things you've said to me. You always do what you feel anyway. You never care how it hurts other people.