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Tue 04/21/09 11:27 PM
I mean I guess, I feel as if she might be the only person to make me feel that way, I've moved on for sure.


This woman is dead to me in everyway.

I've had relationships serious, not so serious, flings, etc.

She's the one person who made me feel more than ok, she made me feel amazing, her smile laughter, holding her hand. Right till she ripped my heart out.



I feel that I'm moving on sufficiently fast, {One more day makes it a month} I'm dating {sort of} I'm living with myself and my decisions.



I don't know and don't think I ever will find the answer to a question much greater people than I have been asking for centuries!

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Tue 04/21/09 11:19 PM
But why did he go with her? Why not take you and leave her with the Spawn?

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Tue 04/21/09 11:11 PM
Ok ben Learn the language and stop ripping off bits and pieces of romanticism, and literature.

It's just annoying.

Thanks to the others who have posted.

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Tue 04/21/09 11:09 PM
Exactly, this guy's a class A prick.


He should have been worried about how you'd feel.

He should have asked.

She shouldn't have gone.

And if he's with you, it should be your name not hers.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:50 PM
More than likely, youth.


I've dated a few older women, they like energy and the looks they get from people seeing them with someone much younger than they themselves are.


Although some are actually interested because of who you are.

It's a fun line to walk.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:48 PM
Yeah even if not cheating still pretty freaking weird?

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Tue 04/21/09 10:46 PM
Well that's kinda my thing, I'm not one for cosmic wonders and true destiny.


I feel that I was lucky to have known such a person as she was for so long.

And I kinda feel that there is no more ms. right just whoever can make me feel normal, around them.

Or failing that a good friend who doesn't mind sex. {this is what I kinda have}

And I think that I might go celibate for a while, see how long that lasts. I'm open to finding someone else, I'm just not really looking for someone.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:42 PM
Awesome reply yellowrose.


And seriously if he has her name, you have their kids and this is normal, Move it on lady Get to know some good female friends, and even better get to know a vibrator till you find a guy who's worth the trouble.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:38 PM
Yeah? Thanks.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:37 PM
Looking for fun people male and female, of a relatively close age set to hangout with.


And girls around 19-26 For maybe more, maybe not.

I've many interests and am usually social in person, lately I've been hit with some BS so I'm kinda looking for new people.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:32 PM
With her name? Fu@k that tell him he's a goner if you ever see him again.

And twelve hours for a tat? How big was it?

I think that's kinda off.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:28 PM
I wish i could consider myself strong.

Her family is nice, they wanted us to stay together and have been mostly respectful, her mother even met a girl I'm dating.


AS for the ex, She started smoking pot, drinking more, starting fights knowing I wouldn't fight her or dare hit her.


The last time I saw her I told her to leave me the F@!k alone she slapped me. I looked at her raised my hand and told her if she moved any way but away I would hit her.


Then I broke down and cried when she left.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:24 PM
Helped to bring him over, convinced him to hide in the closet.

Also convinced him he was in the closet.


Planning on moving to massachusettes with him.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:17 PM
Lucky you on the ex thing, mines alive to the rest of the world.


And I work with her mother brother and best friend, every damn day.


And her girlfriends decided to give me a hard time at work today.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:15 PM
Is eating miss clairol that's how he knows the drapes don't match the carpet.

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Tue 04/21/09 10:11 PM
If you feel you have found the one person who could ever make you feel content with life, is she the one?

What if she doesn't want you in her life?


Is she still the one? Just meaning that no one will make you happier than her? But you should still move on?


I'm coming out of an engagment lasted nearly a year a relationship that lasted little over a year.

She made me feel amazing, I missed her when she went to work!
Right up till the day she ended it I loved her now she's dead to me.

Could miss right still be found?

Or should I just be happy with what I had and try to make things better for me now?



And I think to hell with miss right and hello to miss right now!

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Tue 04/21/09 10:07 PM
Still pretty bad though, I get the ex thing they all seem to suck don't they?

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Tue 04/21/09 10:01 PM
Dude, Lots of skinny guys myself included somehow manage to get out there.


I've been in three serious relationships and all of them were with girls that outweighed me the last one sucked Bi@#ch dumped me after the engagment got boring, And I made her last car payment and insurance payments.

But we get out there, if you've got a good personality it doesn't matter what you look like, you can make a splash in someones life even if when you jump in a pool you make a little ripple.


Good luck man.

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Tue 04/21/09 09:53 PM
Good advice.

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Tue 04/21/09 09:43 PM
You should read the one about atheists and missionaries my recent activities are a hoot!