Hey sometimes it's just a smile or a flirtatious look.


But mostly T'n'A yeah.


I'm into the poetry it did seem like there was a recent bad experience that brought it up.


And hey not only are girls against it, I mean yeah I've caught myself staring once or twice. Then again When I wear shorts I get the same thing from my female friends. {or tight pants}


lol.

I'm guessing you've had a hard day?


Sorry some of us people are jerks.

Yeah, that's the plan lol.

Yeah, is there something wrong with it?

Or just outside your comfort zone?


You look for people in your own age group or people outside of it?

I'm looking for people to hangout with, Both sexs whatever just hangout, If Staight & female maybe more if we click.

If not oh well I can always use more friends.

I'm 20, working in retail and have relatively little time to go out and meet new people. this is easier.

And I realize I'm not in the most stable age group, I know I'm not entirely stable myself.

I was with someone I was entirely devoted to, I thought I wouldn't be able to live without.

But when the time came for it I did and am doing fine. {at least as far as work and school[sort of] and friendships go}

I'm past the point where I want to be devoted, I want to be like the guys my age, who do what they want and who they want when they want.


And I guess I'm just feeling out the edges of my life for something to hold onto and pull myself entirely out of it and into something else!

Haha yeah stalkers are freaky.


Umm my age group varies, I lost my virginity to a woman nearly fifteen years my senior.

And I still regularly talk to my elder siblings friends some of whom I've been with in the past.

And on the other end some of my friends are down to late teens, at least the ones I'm interested in like that.

There are a few who go as low as fourteen, friends little brothers and such. {I was always the little one who wanted to hangout with the big kids so I try to remember how I felt when I got left behind}

I think My average friends age is about thirty though.


And they're just as screwed up as me.

Just with houses and nice cars to go along with messed up relationships and psycho people in their lives,

Thanks guys.


I'm young as much as I hate hearing it I know it.


I'll deal I'll move on.


Thanks again.

Yeah I get that, However he talks of respect I asked him to stop posting in this thread, He decided to continue.



I get he has a right ot his opinon, And I have a right not to have to deal with it, So either he stops posting on mine or I go elsewhere Honestly I don't care.

And if you want to get techinical If they were open I would not have had comments removed, Censorship is a mods right, and therefore selective censorship is well within my rights to request.

And the mods to decide upon.

Awesome, better than my threats of execution.

Yeah I talked to miss E she did come by she was in a bad mood apparently and wanted to talk, when she got to her car she said she had like a breakdown.



I don't know I'm thinking I've dealt enough with the piles of emotion for friends and women in my life.


I'd like to meet some people who are balanced.

{without xanax or prozac}

If you're cleaning it up, could you remove his comments from this post as well?

Yeah I kinda figurd on both of those.

My ex just asked me today, we did it once before {after the breakup} and I flipped and said it's either together or not. she said something snippy I told her to F@ckoff.

She's not had sex since the last time we did.

That might not seem like much, but we had sex alot Like our days off together were a blur of sheets flesh toys and moans.


And as For Miss E will call her, Yeah my roommate told me she came by, when told I wasn't home she waited in her car, then decided that she was going to see me later, She hasn't responded to any of my texts.


The b!tch is she was actually cool on the date, we talked about things that interested us both, we each knew something the other didn't. That's a fricken rarity in my datepool.

The last chick before her couldn't even spell michigan.
Without checking her license to make sure.

Any body have any?

I know I do, What should you say to the person who broke your heart when they say they want to have sex with you.



Especially when You think you want a sexual relationship, only you're not sure who with?

And how about what to say to a chick you went on one date with who's like creepily semi stalking you? Is attraction ok or to far when they've come to your house with out you, and stayed in their car for like three hours?

Without saying anything about coming over?

Took the picture in the nude then photoshoped the clothes on.

Because she's modest, like that.

Aww why the messy blue smiley?

I'm not a bad guy, just messed up like the rest of us.

Look I'm having sex I'm doing things with other people.

I'm just asking a question, as it was.

I know I'm thinking over the things that happened I'm saying I feel lucky to have had what I had!

And that I don't believe I'll find it again.
I feel that I'm open to love, Though I don't think I'm really looking now. I'm looking for people to be around chicks to screw and see what happens.


I guess I'm saying I had total devotion, and I think for me as I am once in a lifetime is enough to devote to any one person other than yourself.


I'm not waiting I'm not looking, I'm enjoying and pondering.

Not all that I say serves me, and not all who listen to me hear me as I say.


But most people do feel the marks of some foul beast upon there necks, I for one am A nonbeliever so I guess that helps, but I do see the point in what you say.


I know I see only what I wish and that I obscure what makes me uncomfortable, I am as I am only human.


I offer no cure all no panacea, only my two cents worth.
Take or leave it as you will.


I take full responsibility for my actions and my words the same.


But you sir, are the Smart one, he who preaches but does not practice. Offering what he wishes not what he himself would do.

Try thinking it through, you have good stuff some of the time, word it better less ????? more clear sentences, and correct spelling.


Sorry I'm in a crappy mood, My ex decided to try and talk to me.

Then she decided to try and come over for sex.

And I told her to go away.

Sorry I'm new here didn't do a full background check.