“Nick ”

You know it is so sad.
That you felt life was so bad.
I wonder what was on your mind.
Did the pain make you blind?
Was the hurt so bad you could not see?
How life really could be.
Did you feel as if you were sinking?
And you did it without thinking.
Maybe if you had not been in such pain.
You could have seen there was so much to gain.
You see today I was told.
You were only 27 years old.
You could have had so much more.
There is a whole world out there to explore.
Instead you seen the need for the pills you took.
Now they must close your life’s book.
No longer are you on this earth to roam.
Your journey has taken you to a new home.
May God help you and watch over your soul.
I know this was not your goal.
That you had in mind to go this way.
All you wanted was the pain to go away.

K.L.M
3/5/2008



This it for my nephew I just found out he ended his life
due to all the pain from a tumor on his spine. Even tho
I have not seen him in years for they lived in Washington.
It is still sad to hear of someone so young that feels they
have no choice but to end there life. All the what if's in
the world want bring him back. I just hope he finds the
peace he needs as well as his parents. Prayers to help them
heal in this time of need.

Prayers for him, family, and you...

Sorry to hear that. There was a kid I went to high school with who commited suicide because he was gay and everone judged him he was actually one of my friends. Going to his funeral is one of the hardest things I think I have ever done he was only 17 when he took his life. Well just think your couson is in a safe place.. Sarah

I'm so sorry Kristi for you loss. I hope that you and your family can find some peace in all of this. So tragic.....

Kristi, both him U and the family are in my prayers he is at peace now and no longer in pain!!!!

Sorry for your loss Kristi

Thank you all for your kindness. Hold your kids tight when you think you know what is going on in there world check again. Never ignore the signs that are right in front of your face. Instead grab them embrace them and help them through there time of need maybe just maybe it will save one life in the end.

God's Words Offers You Help
Matthew 5: 1-10 & John 14 :1-7


1Now when he saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, 2and he began to teach them saying:
3"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
5Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
6Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
7Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
8Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
9Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God.
10Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

John 14
Jesus Comforts His Disciples
1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. 2In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4You know the way to the place where I am going."
Jesus the Way to the Father
5Thomas said to him, "Lord, we don't know where you are going, so how can we know the way?"
6Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7If you really knew me, you would know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him."

God bless you and his family.....

A family loss is the hardest to face. I'm so sorry for the loss Kristi and my heart and prayers go out to you and your family. Hugs to you all.

Peace in my heart, peace will I find,
If I leave this place, to ease my mind.
The pain and suffering, that I feel,
Will it make it easier, for me to heal?
Only in my head, will I go in peace,
To rest my soul, I will release.

These were words I have told myself when I was going through bad times myself. But I look at life through different glasses now. Thanks God, I saw my destiny.

God Bless you all for your kindness and your words.

Oh Kristi I am so sorry,my prayers and thoughts are with you all...

texas ,, i am so sorry for you and your family's loss


the writing was very special and hope the family members will get to read and see it

Texas... This poem meant a lot to me, and obviously, many other's as well... it was so well written, and so heart touching...
Thank you for sharing this personal piece.

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