Topic: WHY
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Sat 02/23/08 06:52 PM
WHY...I cry to the heavens
Dear god why
So hard i try
To be a good mom
To be a good person
As soon as i find happiness
Why must he f*ck it up
WHY...I cry to the heavens
Dear god why
Do i now sit here and cry
And wonder why
I am enduring this pain
Once again
Cursing his name
For all this pain
And lonleyness i'm feeling
All too familiar
Yet once again

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Sat 02/23/08 06:54 PM
flowerforyou Awwwwwwwww Jen

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Sat 02/23/08 06:55 PM
flowerforyou

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Sat 02/23/08 06:55 PM
been there

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Sat 02/23/08 06:58 PM
awww I am sorry you are in such pain. Once we begin to like our self we will not be as lonely and more people will like us. Good luck in finding happiness. Just remember it is not in others that we find happiness it is within our self... they will always let us down because no one can live up to our standards not even ourselves, happiness can only come from inside. And true joy can only come from God.

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Sat 02/23/08 08:36 PM
Dear Jenn;I'm bearifically sorry 2 hear this.It is imperative that U look deep within yourself & find inner peace & tranquility.This must be restored before any quality relationship will take hold.This will happen over the course of time but most often it is not granted when we wish it to be.U want him to see all the beauty & love that U possess,not the pain from a sorrowed past.My wish & prayer 4 U remains as always.
Godspeed!CyPoet aka Steven.(((bear~hug)))flowerforyou:smile:

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Sat 02/23/08 08:37 PM
young lady, peace
jimmy

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Sat 02/23/08 08:37 PM
young lady, peace
jimmy

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Sat 02/23/08 08:38 PM
flowerforyou

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Sat 02/23/08 08:38 PM
aww Jen so sorryflowerforyou

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Sat 02/23/08 09:03 PM
Thank you all for reading and your kind words
I have found happiness with someone
But as usual my x is once again causing problems
Now that he has found that i am happy which is what brought this poem out.

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Sat 02/23/08 10:29 PM
yea..sometimes ex's tend to do that consciously or not

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Sun 02/24/08 04:28 AM
Hope you feel better Jen.. If you try not to allow your ex to get to you, perhaps your happiness will returndrinker flowerforyou

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Sun 02/24/08 07:17 AM
THERE IS ALWAYS A LIGHT @THE END OF THE TUNNEL, NO MATTER WHATflowerforyou
WHY...I cry to the heavens
Dear god why
So hard i try
To be a good mom
To be a good person
As soon as i find happiness
Why must he f*ck it up
WHY...I cry to the heavens
Dear god why
Do i now sit here and cry
And wonder why
I am enduring this pain
Once again
Cursing his name
For all this pain
And lonleyness i'm feeling
All too familiar
Yet once again