You know what... I am just going to vent for one second because I really have nowhere to vent to really people.. or hopefully at least some really people.

So! This has been a wild ride.. I began this journey on a website called FetLife, then AFF, then Be Naught, then it branches out randoms from there.. yet I still to this day have not one person come meet me in person. No one.. and well.. I am starting to wonder if it is something about me that is.... Wrong? I guess? I dunno... I have seen MYRIAD / PLETHORA / CORNUCOPIA of single males do what is seemingly impossible for me. Get women to hang out with them!

It's either something wrong with me.. or they don't like that I have a roommate that is a Female who also likes to partake in a lifestyle that I do and others here online do as well.. If that's the case then that is petty. I can see single females not wanting to get involved thinking it's messy but it's not messy at all.... I mean this is what happens when you get 2 good looking silly and horny people together who know they will be a couple. haha.

I am still in the hunt for the real deal and I am more than willing to stop will all this online **** if I find the right one.. I am so dead serious.. I just want to have some time and we kept. Jesus Lord please send me a Goddess one that kn owns how to divide

No one who was seriously looking for a lifetime
mate would NOT still be married nor shacking
up with a sex partner.

So, you rally cannot be taken seriously.

wholeheartedly agree with this.

curtsies to his majesty laughing and waving I know both the sites you are referring to and there are probably many who are curious or just there to stroke their egos . Mingle forums are PG 13 rated , so good luck in having an adult conversation.
When it comes to meeting in person , the biggest barrier of online connections is safety and establishing trust . There are exceptions and some have no fear , but likely when it comes to most women , they are important considerations .

i peeked at your profile .. it is sparse and you are separated that could also be limiting your opportunities .

But mostly , the biggest barrier you face is that Texans are shy lmao 🤣

Don’t give up .. if you truly want something you need to put in the effort to make that happen

Now … where is my royal tea and tiny cucumber sandwiches served by a handsome butler catering to my every whim

Are you really seriously looking for a life time partner, seems to me you are already getting all you want at home, maybe your room mate has more of an agenda than you think.