I cheated 3X now he just don't trust me anymore. what should I do, I still care about him.

You should definitely cheat 3 more times.
To make sure.

..soufiehere...lol

Talk him into an FLR relationship.

Take him to the new Maury Povich episode.....

"I Cheated 3 Times But You're Still The Father"

Well I can't really blame him for not trusting you in being exclusive to him if you have that understanding; that you are not understanding ...
What should you do? Tell him to fool around too. He should continue looking

Once the trust is broken, it's over.
Move on and learn from your mistakes.

Let him go. And give yourself time to figure out, why you are not monogamous.
And if you want to be or can be.

If you can't or won't be monogamous. Then be honest about it ... in the future
(I don't mean confess & spill your guts out... ).
But if you can't be, then don't expect anyone else to be monogamous.

Verbally define each relationship from the beginning. So there is NO misunderstanding or assumptions.

Hope this helps. Good luck to you.

thats your value system....its not going to change that easy....he has his value

system, in his best interest it best for him to stick with someone with like

values....the cost is to high not to.. ....good luck......

You say that you care for this man.

Yet you showed your "care " for him by cheating on him 3 times and making a mockery of his forgivness by betraying him every time he took you back.

How does your care benefit HIM exactly?

Part of your journey may be learning what love /care means, which many of us are still learning so you are not alone.

You asked what you should do?

If you truly care about this man , you would leave him alone and give him a chance to find someone who will love him the way that he deserves .

And as for yourself, if you genuinely are not satisfied with one partner , then you may want to consider being honest with guys and telling them that you just want to date freely with no commitment involved.

Good luck to you!

Sew it up.