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I got my cat scan results today. Unfortunately,
the news was bad. Cancer is so smart and developed a resistance to my medicine. So it's going in the wrong direction. Were going to try a new treatment, though. I just have to tell myself this is ground zero and here I start anew. Ok...no worries...time to regroup... You hear that cancer?! You tried another sneak attack....frickin fail! Ms Tulip is coming back atcha sorry azz! You CANNOT run! You CANNOT hide! Your days are numbered! Fighter like Tulip NEVER quit! So cancer, gtfo....save yourself some heartbreak... one way or another, you WILL lose...so frick off!! Ms Tulip gonna win!! |
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Big HUG, Tulip!
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One thing is for sure Tulip, cancer will never touch your heart
Shine on sweet Lady |
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So true, Tulip. Cancer will never ever touch your precious heart. Sure is beautiful.
Big HUG for you! |
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Praying for you nice lady!
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Thanks so much you guys! I busy last couple days trying to get my treatment authorized. And resting.
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FRAKIN' INSURANCE CRAP!!!!
So sorry you have to deal with that as well as the physical!!! YOU ROCK, Tulip |
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Well, my primary doctor gave me something for my anxiety so I'm a lot more chipper. I was crying so much but not now!
I'm going through all my stuff to get rid of any crap that I had. And getting all my kids records in order. Tomorrow is a holiday, so I have to wait until Tuesday to follow-up on the chemo paperwork. It'll be okay, just takes time. I didn't realize I had to have a new referral for the new year. It's almost done. My doctors are great. I just got to keep them all organized....Lolololol. My mom just told me she is taking all us on a trip to the beach in June, for a week or so. That should be a blast. And I cooked as whole chicken yesterday for dinner and it turned out perfectly juicy and delicious. Now, that is a miracle for me. Lolololol. I hope all is well! Stay cool! |
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Hey girl
Good to hear you are off to the beach for the week. I'm off taking 11-13 year olds fishing tomorrow. We went shearing last week. Swimming every day. You know how the kids say the darndest things. Well I was waiting for one kid to say to the shearer your fly is down. (I don't intentionally look there but his muffin top was for display too). No one did. There were 120 kids. I think there kids are to polite. Praying for you Take care and love you heaps girl. |
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We are in a new year..it is a time for new things and starting over letting the past go and grabbing the future by the horns...
Sorry to hear about the new results... But you have fought hard to get where you are never give up.. Try to find something to smile about each day... The things you are talking about to do for your kids is a awesome idea.. Write them letters as well.. spill your heart out.. So when you kick this beast you can put those things away. Video's would be really heart felt and a would mean more to them then most would ever image.. It is great that you still have both of your parents and you are so close to them and your kids... Kids and grand kids are what makes this world go around.. With family/friends you have more support then you realize. Any time you are down come in here and get out your frustrations out, it is good for the soul.. Besides that Annierooroo's stories are very delightful to read and I know they have to bring a smile to your face... To bad some of us don't live closer.. we could harass the hell out of you in real time... But all in all you are a inspiration to many here in the forums... Your a fighter, but at times you must be able to get it out how you feel... It is good for the soul to let it out...It does not make you look weak it makes you human.. Stress/worrying can be your worst enemy don't let those consume you.. Have fun be silly do things that are off the wall just for a laugh or two... Love the pic you have up shows the fun and goofy side... Always remember even tho many of us do not post in here but from time to time. You and your family are always in our thoughts and prayers.. Time to kick Cancer in the butt~~~~ I thought this was pretty and heartfelt may you stay strong and have more good days then bad... Those are such uplifting words, Texasgal! I was pretty down the last couple of months. Especially when I got that bad news last week. I went to see my primary doctor to find out what's going on about my chemo referral and her nurse was so nice and told me to kick this cancer. Then the ARNP came in and was overwhelmed with kind words for me. She talked to me for a long time and prayed with me. She said she had never done that with a patient and could explain why she was doing it. She also prescribed me medicine to calm me down. I do feel so much more cheerful now and I'm getting out of bed now. I read your post many times and it really helps. Thank you so much! |
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I got my cat scan results today. Unfortunately,
the news was bad. Cancer is so smart and developed a resistance to my medicine. So it's going in the wrong direction. Were going to try a new treatment, though. I just have to tell myself this is ground zero and here I start anew. Ok...no worries...time to regroup... You hear that cancer?! You tried another sneak attack....frickin fail! Ms Tulip is coming back atcha sorry azz! You CANNOT run! You CANNOT hide! Your days are numbered! Fighter like Tulip NEVER quit! So cancer, gtfo....save yourself some heartbreak... one way or another, you WILL lose...so frick off!! Ms Tulip gonna win!! You are fa kin su pah, Archer! I will fight it all the way. I thought it was over, finally. So that cat scan was a shocker! Just like when the kicker runs in for a touchdown. Like, WTF?? LOL. Well, you were always my pretend date, in my mind, when we we're watching and posting during the football games. Just no after game sex. Lol. That was so much fun, you know. Thanks for being such a great friend to me! I will fight it! I thought it was fourth quarter but now I realize it's just halftime. But I've got some miracle plays in my pocket. I just know it! You're awesome! |
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Edited by
tulip2633
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Sun 01/17/16 11:12 PM
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Big HUG, Tulip! Thank you so much for the big hug, Crystal. I feel it all the way from there. You're always so sweet and I love your painting! Especially that one where the bush looked like a big fat bear. LOLOLOL. Much love! |
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One thing is for sure Tulip, cancer will never touch your heart Shine on sweet Lady You are my big sunshine, JOE! And I always feel your warmth, even when I make fun of the Queen. Hehehehe! Keep putting smiles on everyone's faces. You'll always be my little tart! |
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So true, Tulip. Cancer will never ever touch your precious heart. Sure is beautiful. Big HUG for you! Thank you, Rosemary! You have such warmth all about you. You are really precious as well. I will always keep my chin up! Stay sweet my sweet! |
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Edited by
tulip2633
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Sun 01/17/16 10:44 PM
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Praying for you nice lady! I really adore you and your prayers, Marie. They touch my heart and mind. Wishing so much happiness for you. You care so much for others. Kind thoughts always, |
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FRAKIN' INSURANCE CRAP!!!! So sorry you have to deal with that as well as the physical!!! YOU ROCK, Tulip Mel, Mel, Mel, I'm gonna rock it for sure, babe. I got those doctors and insurance right where I want them. Hehehe! Seriously though, I am very thankful for them both and they do care so much. I hope all is going well for you! You have such a happy spirit! Don't ever lose that! Your friend always, |
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Hey girl Good to hear you are off to the beach for the week. I'm off taking 11-13 year olds fishing tomorrow. We went shearing last week. Swimming every day. You know how the kids say the darndest things. Well I was waiting for one kid to say to the shearer your fly is down. (I don't intentionally look there but his muffin top was for display too). No one did. There were 120 kids. I think there kids are to polite. Praying for you Take care and love you heaps girl. Wow, Annie! You guys are gonna have a blast! I hope you catch tons of fish. Those kids sound so funny! Lots of laughs, for sure! Don't forget your bait! Hope you guys catch the big one! |
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Those are such uplifting words, Texasgal! I was pretty down the last couple of months. Especially when I got that bad news last week. I went to see my primary doctor to find out what's going on about my chemo referral and her nurse was so nice and told me to kick this cancer. Then the ARNP came in and was overwhelmed with kind words for me. She talked to me for a long time and prayed with me. She said she had never done that with a patient and could explain why she was doing it. She also prescribed me medicine to calm me down. I do feel so much more cheerful now and I'm getting out of bed now. I read your post many times and it really helps. Thank you so much! Awesome glad she did that for you and the prescription is helping.. I know that most of us have no idea what you are dealing with and how it effects you on a daily bases... I've never been there..But have seen loved ones that have dealt with the Big C.. It is a hard battle to go through as well as watch those that are dealing with it.. I have seen many that fought and kicked it's azz.. I'm rooting for you and the day you will kick Cancer right in the azz and walk away smiling.. I'm overjoyed that you are getting out of bed and doing a few things.. If possible sit outside and let the sun shine on your face and bring healing to your soul... You will always be in my thoughts and prayers.... Just remember we are all pulling for you.... to kick Cancer in the butt... and will be here to rejoice when you do.... |
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Those are such uplifting words, Texasgal! I was pretty down the last couple of months. Especially when I got that bad news last week. I went to see my primary doctor to find out what's going on about my chemo referral and her nurse was so nice and told me to kick this cancer. Then the ARNP came in and was overwhelmed with kind words for me. She talked to me for a long time and prayed with me. She said she had never done that with a patient and could explain why she was doing it. She also prescribed me medicine to calm me down. I do feel so much more cheerful now and I'm getting out of bed now. I read your post many times and it really helps. Thank you so much! Awesome glad she did that for you and the prescription is helping.. I know that most of us have no idea what you are dealing with and how it effects you on a daily bases... I've never been there..But have seen loved ones that have dealt with the Big C.. It is a hard battle to go through as well as watch those that are dealing with it.. I have seen many that fought and kicked it's azz.. I'm rooting for you and the day you will kick Cancer right in the azz and walk away smiling.. I'm overjoyed that you are getting out of bed and doing a few things.. If possible sit outside and let the sun shine on your face and bring healing to your soul... You will always be in my thoughts and prayers.... Just remember we are all pulling for you.... to kick Cancer in the butt... and will be here to rejoice when you do.... I love that glitter girl! So cute! I am keeping myself super busy going through all my stuff. I threw away eight bags of crap today. I have a lot more to go through. Then I'm gonna make scrap books and photo albums for my kids and my parents. I'm also super busy getting all my kids their checkups, dental, vision, labs, etc. I'm making sure they have all their records like birth certificate, immunizations, license, insurance cards, checking accounts, doctors names and adresses/phone numbers in a safe place. That's a lot of work with three kids....lol. Then also keeping my appointments on track, as well. At yay yay. But I do it at a good pace. And I love to cook yummy meals for them, no frozen or canned crap. I made a chicken the other day and I stuffed it with a whole garlic and some orange wedges and red onions. Then I rubbed butter , garlic, and spices under the skin and all other. Then I sprinkled so yummy spices all other. I threw the rest off the orange wedges, onions, and some small potatoes around the chicken. Tucked in the wings and tied the legs. Cooked it at 450 for 20 minutes, then 350 until the internal temp got just right. It was so delicious and juicy. Now that was a miracle for me, that it tasted so good. Tomorrow, I got to do a lot for my chemo follow-up and get my prescriptions and some other stuff. And my youngest son is coming home. So happy about that! I'm hanging in there and resting, too. All my love, |
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Hi Tulip
We took 22 kids to the warf to fish. They loved it. We saw heaps of little ones and caught two but we let them go. They loved the bread. Came back to base and had a water fight. Lol I was drenched but so was everyone else. Water balloons buckets and hoses. Tomorrow is sports teams against each other. Yep and my team is going to win or they will get water balloons thrown at them lol. Here I am a nice team leader lol |
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