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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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Push Play
As one day folds over and into another for now we’re apart, not with each other with so many invitations that take us nowhere what was exciting and fun at first has lost it’s flare everyday my heart beats out the same old worn out lines it’s my life push play, listen and pause, if confused hit rewind how many paces have I counted off looking for what I don’t know it would be nice to have that special someone in my life to help me grow someone with so much passion it scorches my mind as it takes over my senses with guile so bold it unleashes our chained up demons escaping our defenses thereafter frolicking in complete disregard of rules for proper procedure for never there was such romantic love that has ever been sweeter there is no description in the mind for only the eyes to behold what lays ahead together an unusual story yet to be told our life reflecting the reality of what we dreamed wrong is right and nothing will be as it seems for now we’re apart, not with each other As one day folds over and into another Copyright© Athena Rose 12/11/12 |
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Fade to Black
I hear whispering sounds… echoes of a passion filled romance long ago... while I try to remember… various thoughts rush through my mind just as quickly as sands through an hourglass fall and disappear from the second tier. But, through the haze of the evening hour of my recollection I can envision his hardened nature in my bed, and I can still hear him breathing, feel his warm and naked body pressed against mine… though my aged vision is not clearly focused I am keenly aware of his hunger, my hunger, our thirst for that which is insatiable… unrelenting temptation… And I can smell him and taste him still… quivering… as my vague memory takes me back to where we laid there in silence, I see him roll onto his side as he began kissing my lips and suckling the lower gripping it gently between his teeth, tugging until I let out a slight whimper… only then did he turn it lose and proceed to kissing my neck… gliding his tongue lightly across my skin caressing my breasts and gently flicking my nipples teasing me as they stood erect at his attention, while simultaneously igniting my erogenous fire as he slowly moved downward and around my abdomen playfully licking and biting at my tummy, making me writhe with excitement.. and he continued his journey downward toward my feminine mound that rests just above his ultimate objective... my pleasure… in the darkened recesses of my mind I can still evoke his proficiency and state of arousal stimulating my need for him to take me instantly as I gently gripped a tuft of the hair atop his head and tugged ever so lightly for him to climb upwards until we were face to face and he kissed me again, parting my lips with his tongue he slowly darted it in and out of my mouth sharing a taste so sweet… as we continued to kiss I could feel his energy throbbing against my thigh and I reached for it, gently pushing back the exterior and revealing his sensitivity hidden just underneath for me to skillfully guide him right to the edge of euphoria… both of us then fixed in our intent to be fulfilled he slides his aching member into my pulsating and glistening madness where together we made strides toward one mutual goal... our combined ecstasy… and now my memory fades to black………………. Copyright© Athena Rose 12/11/12 |
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A Taste of Heaven
********************** Body to Body Mind to Mind Soul to Soul This is “Pure” Gold… not to be bought or sold… Unity & Peace… Love in varying degrees… How can we not g>r>o>w s t r o n g in these? Looking at me and what I believe may not be the best choice for you… and that’s cool too… BUT… we all live here on/in this great big sphere some with hope others in fear AND… if any of our brethren need a taste of heaven to widen their grin as we dabble in sin… whose to be judge jury and executioner.. Are You? NOT ME! So spread the word… there’s room for everyone to make a play without the guilt of judgment day… I’ll believe one thing you believe another in the grander scope of things we’re all sisters and brothers… and family always has each other’s back… don’t take my word it’s just a matter of fact! Copyright©Athena Rose 12/12/12 |
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An Emotional Bong
********************** You have made a silly mistake if you think I get off on hate… I don’t hoard negative energy inside where it can fester eat away at my pride… NO! I boldly let what I feel loose especially when my aim is true… BUT… who really cares IF… or WHEN I’m wrong? has anyone ever toked from an emotional bong? inhaling thoughts and feelings like smoke… exhaling them quickly so we don’t CHOKE… strangling alive is no way to die I prefer instead to get high on life… sharing my stories false starts and glories… this is what I call ART… enjoying every word with all my friends cause we never know if our togetherness will end nothing is certain on this writers road of ours so we put our faith in our higher powers… and as we focus on positive attention it’s easier to make that emotional connection Copyright© Athena Rose 12/12/12 |
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There Will Be Hell to Pay
****************************** You try to throw me off your scent… knowing that I can be HELL BENT!!! finding out truths ignites my mind NOT falling into traps ignorant and blind… this SORSERORS’S SPELL you’ve cast my way allows me to know THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY!!! should I get bolder and rub you wrong the punishment you wield will feel quite strong… muscling me gives you COMMAND letting everybody know YOU ARE THE MAN!!! YOU ARE MY MAN!!! the one and only who knows my soul the one and only with complete control AND… there’s nothing about this that’s in anyway a joke… as WE BOTH PLAY HARD AND GO FOR BROKE! I don’t know how much you really want a win but the first round’s mine care to TRY ME AGAIN? Copyright©Athena Rose 12/12/12 |
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True Lovers Dance
*********************** I have to break away Do you not hear what I say… Whether knowingly or by mistake I must follow another sway… When I’m alone I cry… I wonder WHY? This steep price I pay for FREEDOM’S FLIGHT… Is it worth the cost to know I’m right? YES! When the four winds slowly beckon me I know it is my destiny… CALLING CALLING out for me… to flee.. to be free… It is the wisdom of the ages not born of fools but only sages searching through life’s turning pages there we’ll find our sinful wages… Never to hide from our wanton pride… for it is written across the sky bearing witness to what’s inside and the truth she does not lie.. if we owe a precious debt been denied some happiness opening hearts their opening doors entering where we may explore… pray this night with silent eyes to interpret love’s disguise bringing peace across the land with virtuous karma in our hand… and with our ears may we hear every heartbeat loud and clear… as true lovers take a chance reveling in heartromances dance... Copyright© Athena Rose 12/13/12 |
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Master of the Universe
**************************** With an obsession he knows… every trifling detail is under his control the master of his universe clever with words machines and codes he’s determined closing in tight he smiles polite digging deeper deeper and still even deeper into her keeping her always within his sight always as she tempts him toys with him taunts him and yes pushes him to his limit beyond his own control she knows… a mine field can explode with one misstep… and she begs for it… with not an inkling of what she’s in for he’ll give her more and more… and more… until he shakes her until he breaks her until she crumbles until he stands before her then and only then will this test ever be over… Copyright © Athena Rose 12/11/12 |
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Letter of Intent
********************* Hey Baby… I miss you so much... and it's only been a few hours since I've heard your voice… the very tone of it, so gentle and soothing… just the thought of your warm touch… your fingertips on my skin, tracing every curvature of my body, my face… I’m yours to memorize as I weaken and tremble in your love… the farther we are from consummation the more desperately I hunger for your sweetness… and the innocence of a boy longing to learn… your curiosity envelops every notable feature of my existence… to always have me close to you… to always hear my voice… to always feel secure in my love, admiration, and loyalty for you, and only you… vs. the worldly and intelligent man igniting such a fire in my belly... in my mind… combining our separate worlds as one… you’re such a delicious flavor in my mouth, on my tongue, on my pen, totally enveloping my senses… thinking of us together... what I will do to please you… to tease you… to inspire you… to please myself... living with this vast distance and difference between us allows my feelings to become even more uncontainable… and yet indispensable… anticipating your ultimate control over them… over me… as I find myself submitting under your will… looking forward to the day we will cross the divide to satisfy this unquenchable desire inside… I didn’t want to reveal my true self to you… I never wanted to give you the power I hold so dear… But I have no control... I can only follow the whims of my soul... As I wait to see what tomorrow unfolds... Always and forever yours XOXO Copyright© Athena Rose 12/14/12 |
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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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Thu 03/14/13 03:16 PM
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Is it Really Love?
************************ Unreal love is a liar’s shame it gets what it wants by playing head games through exploiting its source misleading emotions it grows from the outside in nobody knows… while gossips reveal what’s not theirs to give but betrayal that’s felt is only short lived… for when put to the truth test they aptly confess hearts without flames don’t burn like the rest… Copyright©AthenaRose 12/15/12 |
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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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Thu 03/14/13 03:20 PM
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The Demon in Her Throat
***************************** another man is coming his loins all hot and stirred he sees her with an open mind and hangs on every word... his excitement has no leash and his bark portends his bite with animalistic fervor he’ll devour his prey tonight… as she brushes up against him with her scent all in his face there’s no end to his thrusting as she silently cries out, rape! but, you cannot take the willing who give what they want most and the hunt is just a shadow of the demon in her throat… as she breathes he always listens intent on staking his claim no man or beast will stop him and her voice will call his name… danger lurks behind every tree on the path they choose to take yet this tryst will hold them captive with bonds too strong to break… Copyright©AthenaRose 12/15/12 |
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Blow Me a Kiss
******************* this is our dance our date with chance our romance to advance every intent drifts in the air here am I… are you now aware you’re keen sense for the sublime is always evolving stepping with time do we dare tango to be outshined once here.….. twice over there why not circle everywhere for skillful eyes yet see in you, possibly me two is now three with one desire in purgatory fire no truth has a trace lovers can be replaced defiling pledges we make there’s nothing for us to hold unless we willfully become bold fighting for the love we must control and with magic the music plays revealing heart beats today when three is two is one fate we can’t outrun if accepting as is blow me a kiss Copyright©AthenaRose 12/16/12 |
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I'm Lost in the Dark
************************* you are killing me… a stake through my heart… is this all a game so you can tear me apart… why did you love me just to take it all away cruelty doesn’t become you do you hear what I say… our passion it consumes us eats right through our souls… do my tears stain your face like me your lust controls… I can’t bear every torment the pleasure with all this pain… do I smile or do I cry… you’re driving me insane… STAY WITH ME LOVER like you did at the start… strengthen all my weakness else I’m lost in the dark… Copyright©AthenaRose 12/16/12 |
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Where Are You?
******************* I’m still wandering aimlessly… having no idea where to start… or start over… the ache and emptiness in my heart… I feel it all the way to my brain… but I don’t complain… and there’s nothing but loneliness overshadowing me again… I can no longer see the outline our past leaves behind us… no… its just not there… though we know life isn’t fair… I thought at one point you did really care… but all those assumptions disappear with each footstep you walk farther away… from me… from us… your love overwhelmed me… you raised me up beyond every cloud that cast its shadow back down around me… around you… you promised me only the moon light would shine on us…guiding the direction our lives would go… but you held back… you hesitated… you didn’t understand me then… I needed more than a friend… and now… I can’t live and love alone anymore… I have to move on… and so I open one email after another… until one day… after giving up all hope… I read from him… but as I read… and before I respond… if I even do… I remind myself one last time of us… of you... then I concentrate on the new page in front of me… another story to write… and my interest is piqued… as this new man is a stranger... another stranger in this vast world of strangers… and he suddenly appears in my life… from where... and how does he even know I exist... before I can even begin a conversation with him I ask myself what does he "want" … why has he chosen me… he quickly… without hesitation asks my permission to get to know me… but why… does he desire to start an affair… a tryst... a one night stand... a friendship... a fight... my mind whirls with so many questions about his motives... and his ultimate goal where I'm concerned… so I respond to his first contact… “Plz, enlighten me, what do you want from me?” I ask of him... Copyright©AthenaRose 12/17/12 |
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Tell Me if You Want Me
*************************** so you still continue to watch me with subtle control you try to disguise my emotions are now your plaything and I see “bitter lust” in your eyes as you try to “crush” me beneath you with your cold hand on my mouth you stare wickedly into my soul and grow more determined somehow the moments do already pass us our chances we take in vain with anticipation we started but now all we feel is pain your words they won my heart and I wanted you then, no doubt but you carry around a burden that you refuse to even spell out we will never vie with memories only starting over, that’s it, anew so, will we try us again? do you want me to be with you? I won’t wait here forever my patience is wearing bone thin it has to be now that you tell me or I swear, we will never be again! Copyright©AthenaRose 12/17/12 |
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One Lover Too Many
*********************** One lover too gentle One lover too rough Both lovers love her Neither can have her enough One so softly whispers Igniting her fiery blood With his hot breath in her ear He tells her it’s time to give up One boldly approaches Igniting her natural defense His way warns her of danger With him there is no pretense Both have her cornered Neither giving an inch One takes her from the other Her loyalty he’ll eventually win Copyright©AthenaRose 12/17/12 |
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Edited by
AthenaRose2
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Thu 03/14/13 03:38 PM
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Love! Who Needs It!!!
************************** I’m all bled out on love My heart is arid to touch Nothing can hurt so much If love you don’t get enough So I wake to strive another day Eager to face what comes my way “Sorry to disappoint you” I hear it say “You’re not leaving me!” love taunts today “WTF! Get Out Of My Way! Leave Me Alone!” “Can’t You See I Don’t Need You Anymore, I’m Gone!!!” “Foolish girl it’s not your choice, and there’s nowhere to run!” “You are mine and I am yours, we’ll never be apart, never be done!” Love with its own mind, masters all who give in to its charm In the light of day it can betray and it thrives in the dark Without limits it gives, it takes, it breaks hearts You’ll learn to “accept it”.. if you’re smart Love can control more than you think Love embodies power within a wink It smells like a rose or it can stink It takes you right to the brink It will answer when we call It can catch us if we fall Love will conquer all! Copyright©AthenaRose 12/18/12 |
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Arsenic & Old Lace
*********************** I CAN”T CONCENTRATE! How can I be in this place? this prison… with no escape from the torment behind my eyes in a world I don’t recognize and feelings I can’t disguise… I can see only one view ALWAYS… only one me only one you… This is insane and I rack my brain trying to understand how and why I came to be this way… everyday… today… tomorrow… yesterday… it’s always the same… like a broken record stuck on one track I can’t find my freedom I’ve lost my way back… obsessed with the truth… with seeing your face… with our first embrace… as with arsenic and old lace you lure me to taste… to savor each morsel take one more bite as you possess my body and take my life… NOW… buried there beyond your door beneath your floor is an inseparable love together for sure… Copyright©AthenaRose 12/19/12 |
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Love Me or Leave Me
************************ sitting there arrogant holding my gaze your deep dark eyes fully ablaze wanting me knowing me willing me still intent to punish my brazen skill lurking in silence waiting to strike your hunger is daunting fills me with fright my pulse starts racing I’m ready to die I feel you needing me very close by… why have you come here… eager to fight claiming possession you’re dynamite… ready to explode to rip me apart your drama is deafening it’s breaking my heart love me or leave me you can’t do both when you decide please let me know Copyright©AthenaRose12/19/12 |
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What I Live For
******************** this… is what I live for this… is why I breathe mixed feelings growing stronger louder and louder as they breed… what are the dreams of tomorrow without a yearning for today driving us even farther forging the paths that we take… connecting us in spirit… meeting each other in our minds… draws us even closer to the goals we’ll reach in time… determined… we look to the future and all life has in store awed by every blessing that waits behind each door… friends… we won’t take for granted family… we love and adore life… can’t be any sweeter with so much to be thankful for Copyright©AthenaRose 12/19/12 |
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What a Rush!!!
******************* What an A**HOLE! HE’s A freakin STALKER! obsessed with me with everything! It really doesn’t pay to be nice sometimes… just saying “hi” and “goodbye” to another guy is all he needs to hear me say… and he flies into a rage… a fit of jealousy… in his lunacy he claims me! what a freak! we’ve never met and I’ve always said we’re just friends! but he doesn’t grasp this… in its simplicity… he has a warped sense of reality! he says we’re married! Jeeeeezzz… WTF!! THERE IS NO US!!! how do I make him believe I’m soooo “NOT” into in his sexuality… or his desire to play… and the more I try to get away the faster he chases the closer he stays! I’ve heard of stories like this but never thought it was his and mine… he’s crossed the line! and now I don’t know what’s safe who to trust… this is such a ***king RUSH! Copyright©AthenaRose12/20/12 |
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